50 DAYS OF DENIAL. (The Ultimate Cock Hero)
Posted: Fri May 10, 2013 3:38 pm
Some of you are familiar with my task located here: http://www.milovana.com/forum/viewtopic ... 05#p150005
All though I update my diary there I wanted to post a new thread with my progress so far. I'm on the 50th day without enjoying an orgasm.
It's something that I've never tried before and the longest period that I wouldn't masturbate was 3-4 days.
A lot have changed since day one. I believe I have gained a lot of stamina. If I'm able to masturbate through a single 1 hour long video without cumming right now, imagine how long would I last if I were to cum regularly.
I'm constantly horny but this doesn't affect my personal life. I try to distract my self with work and other tasks so I tuned into a real career chaser. My gf loves it (I still pleasure her orally or wearing a premature ejaculation condom) because I get turned on by her with the slightest move she makes.
So far I've completed:
CH Original Series: 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14(what a struggle that was),15
CH Flux: 1,2,3,4,5
I'm at 1/3 of what I'm supposed to do IF AND ONLY IF NO MORE VIDEOS ARE ADDED. But..by the way it seems many more are on the making.
Accidents: I had one ruined orgasm so far at day 9 which was my gf's fault for over teasing me with her tongue and a wet dream at day 22 which thankfully wasn't so wet after all. Only a few drops.
Since then I haven't spilled a single cum drop except the occasional pre-cum during masturbating through a CH vid.
It's frustrating but also enjoyable. It's irritating but fun. Sometimes I think I'll burst crying but then I feel the happiest person on earth. I don't know... it seems it changed my life for good.
I want to thank everyone who is regularly watching my updates and shares my struggles and thoughts. Thanks to everyone who is posting at my thread with tips and advice and to those who sent me PMs of encouragement.
Well I gotta keep going.. I got "work" to do. Feel free to commend my posts or Pm me whenever you want.
Yours
treyp
All though I update my diary there I wanted to post a new thread with my progress so far. I'm on the 50th day without enjoying an orgasm.
It's something that I've never tried before and the longest period that I wouldn't masturbate was 3-4 days.A lot have changed since day one. I believe I have gained a lot of stamina. If I'm able to masturbate through a single 1 hour long video without cumming right now, imagine how long would I last if I were to cum regularly.
I'm constantly horny but this doesn't affect my personal life. I try to distract my self with work and other tasks so I tuned into a real career chaser. My gf loves it (I still pleasure her orally or wearing a premature ejaculation condom) because I get turned on by her with the slightest move she makes.
So far I've completed:
CH Original Series: 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14(what a struggle that was),15
CH Flux: 1,2,3,4,5
I'm at 1/3 of what I'm supposed to do IF AND ONLY IF NO MORE VIDEOS ARE ADDED. But..by the way it seems many more are on the making.
Accidents: I had one ruined orgasm so far at day 9 which was my gf's fault for over teasing me with her tongue and a wet dream at day 22 which thankfully wasn't so wet after all. Only a few drops.
Since then I haven't spilled a single cum drop except the occasional pre-cum during masturbating through a CH vid.
It's frustrating but also enjoyable. It's irritating but fun. Sometimes I think I'll burst crying but then I feel the happiest person on earth. I don't know... it seems it changed my life for good.
I want to thank everyone who is regularly watching my updates and shares my struggles and thoughts. Thanks to everyone who is posting at my thread with tips and advice and to those who sent me PMs of encouragement.
Well I gotta keep going.. I got "work" to do. Feel free to commend my posts or Pm me whenever you want.
Yours
treyp