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I discovered CyberMistress a few weeks ago, and I have been playing around with it and using it for the last couple of weeks, modifying it for a very strict orgasm denial and masturbation routine.

Obviously, this is all voluntary on my part, so it's more of a mental commitment than anything. I have a CB-3000, but it's at home (I work overseas). So, it's more a fantasy thing with regard to my "Mistress."

So, to the point:

My "Mistress" allowed me to cum one week ago this past Friday, having me use two routines I had downloaded, which resulted in me cumming 6 times in one night (and I managed to make myself ruin them - which was no mean feat). I was completely drained.

Since then, I have not been allowed to cum. Based on the way I have it is set up, I can only ask to cum on Friday's. If I am denied, I have to wait another week. I can masturbate by the rules set up once per day, unless I am denied permission, and then I have to wait a full 24 hours before I can ask again to masturbate. I have been denied twice. I can select a Milovana tease or a custom CyberMistress tease or play a game I created before I knew of Milovana or CyberMistress I call "Roundabout." But, only once per day.

So, now, I haven't cum in 13 days, I haven't masturbated in 2 days; I am allowed to ask permission again tomorrow night. I started noticing this about 5 days ago, but I am really noticing it tonight...the sensitivity of my balls and prostate. OMG! Reading any sexual material causes the most amazing sensations within my prostate area. It's to the point that every once in a while, if I move just right, my whole body spasms and shivers. Pressure on the prostate from sitting is stimulating!

I want to just cum and enjoy it, but at the same time this experience is so amazing that I don't want to cum at all. I know that sounds freaky and weird, but, hey...we're all fetishists here, so what is freaky and weird?

Probably TMI for some. But, I had to tell someone about this.

You ruined your own orgasm 6 times in a row? OMG RESPECT I could never do that

But nice to read that you are experiencing new levels of arousal. Thanks for sharing that.

I've heard stories of people being denied so long that they can cum off no genital stimulation at all. Never been there myself, but I'm sure being locked in a CB and teased everyday would help.

dark wrote:You ruined your own orgasm 6 times in a row? OMG RESPECT I could never do that

But nice to read that you are experiencing new levels of arousal. Thanks for sharing that.

I saw a video where a woman ruined a guy 3 times in a row. About 5 minutes diference between first and last "orgasm".

... and i (partially) know what you're feeling.

I once had girlfriend who i confessed my T&D obsession to and she denied me for a full month (as we had agreed after my constant begging!)

Anyway when "the" night came i had a big dilema about whether i wanted to actually cum and "spoil" all the hard work. Needless to say she thought i was mad and i lost control ... but anyway that's another story.

This may be totally stupid - but what is CyberMistress - i feel like i might be missing out on something here!

avatarbr wrote:

avatar wrote:I saw a video where a woman ruined a guy 3 times in a row. About 5 minutes diference between first and last "orgasm".

where can this video be found?!!

is it a free online vid? if so what's the site? Or is it a DVD again if so what is the name of the dvd?

Thanks for your help!

I've seen it too. It's posted on empornium. Not sure if it still has any seeders but it should, it was very popular.