Milovana: My Creative Team
Posted: Mon Dec 17, 2012 3:14 am
I have a fantasy I would love to live out someday and I have no idea how to go about this. Maybe some of you with alternative lifestyles, more familiar with the "other side" can get creative and suggest ideas for how I can turn fantasy into reality.
I am a middle aged male living in a somewhat southern major city. I'm in decent shape and attractive enough to appeal to most women my age. I have a dynamic personality and able to strike up conversation and "connect" with most anyone. And I'm just about as hetero as a man gets. Let me explain what will to some appear as a contradiction with that last statement.
There is nothing more beautiful and sexy, to me, than a confident, intelligent and attractive woman who takes care of herself. I'm into great backs, shoulders, arms and legs. Yes, a great ass and breasts are wonderful but a woman with a great back...ooh la, la.
Over the past few years, HOWEVER, I've discovered I have this insatiable desire to taste a man. I'm confident enough in my own sexuality to admit (at least to myself) that when I see an attractive wet cock, I have this overwhelming desire to tease it and drain it. Long and slow. Here's the contradiction. I find everything else about being with a man repulsive. I don't ever want to kiss a guy. I don't want to penetrate him or him penetrate me. I don't want to get cuddly with him or ever be in a relationship with him. In fact, I find highly effeminate men repulsive. Last year, I quietly went into a gay bar and struck up some conversation with a few men, not being sure where it would lead, but the more effeminate men turned me off. But the idea of sucking a man drives me crazy on occasion.
Here's the other part of the fantasy. I want to put on a private exhibition for a bunch of people I do not know and hope to never see again. I want to get really high and sit in the spotlight where an incredibly sexy woman strips for me, seducing me in front of this group of people. In a perfect world there would be both women and men watching. After she seduces me, I want her to control me and command me to stroke myself for the group. The room would be dark except for a light on me.
I then want her to escort a well groomed, clean and fit guy into the room who is wearing nothing but a towel. He has just come from the shower and knows what the group and I have planned for him. In front of everyone, they are quiet and mesmerized by the performance, I want to slowly tease him, causing him to drip for a long time as I slowly remove his towel only to discover a well hung delicious piece of manhood. Hopefully the group will feel open to pleasing themselves as they watch.
They will know I am there to lose my bicurious virginity that night. I want to slowly suck him off to completion, drinking everything from him. It would be an bonus if while I am doing this, one or more of the women decide to finish me off with their hands and mouths.
The excitement of the exhibition along with having my first taste of a man's gorgeous, wet cock would, I hope, be one of the most erotic experiences of my life.
What is the best way to meet a guy who would enjoy being my cock for a night? How would I approach this guy about having his friends, guys and girls come watch? Any suggestions? I've spent zero time in the LGBT world and wouldn't even know how to begin.
I am a middle aged male living in a somewhat southern major city. I'm in decent shape and attractive enough to appeal to most women my age. I have a dynamic personality and able to strike up conversation and "connect" with most anyone. And I'm just about as hetero as a man gets. Let me explain what will to some appear as a contradiction with that last statement.
There is nothing more beautiful and sexy, to me, than a confident, intelligent and attractive woman who takes care of herself. I'm into great backs, shoulders, arms and legs. Yes, a great ass and breasts are wonderful but a woman with a great back...ooh la, la.
Over the past few years, HOWEVER, I've discovered I have this insatiable desire to taste a man. I'm confident enough in my own sexuality to admit (at least to myself) that when I see an attractive wet cock, I have this overwhelming desire to tease it and drain it. Long and slow. Here's the contradiction. I find everything else about being with a man repulsive. I don't ever want to kiss a guy. I don't want to penetrate him or him penetrate me. I don't want to get cuddly with him or ever be in a relationship with him. In fact, I find highly effeminate men repulsive. Last year, I quietly went into a gay bar and struck up some conversation with a few men, not being sure where it would lead, but the more effeminate men turned me off. But the idea of sucking a man drives me crazy on occasion.
Here's the other part of the fantasy. I want to put on a private exhibition for a bunch of people I do not know and hope to never see again. I want to get really high and sit in the spotlight where an incredibly sexy woman strips for me, seducing me in front of this group of people. In a perfect world there would be both women and men watching. After she seduces me, I want her to control me and command me to stroke myself for the group. The room would be dark except for a light on me.
I then want her to escort a well groomed, clean and fit guy into the room who is wearing nothing but a towel. He has just come from the shower and knows what the group and I have planned for him. In front of everyone, they are quiet and mesmerized by the performance, I want to slowly tease him, causing him to drip for a long time as I slowly remove his towel only to discover a well hung delicious piece of manhood. Hopefully the group will feel open to pleasing themselves as they watch.
They will know I am there to lose my bicurious virginity that night. I want to slowly suck him off to completion, drinking everything from him. It would be an bonus if while I am doing this, one or more of the women decide to finish me off with their hands and mouths.
The excitement of the exhibition along with having my first taste of a man's gorgeous, wet cock would, I hope, be one of the most erotic experiences of my life.
What is the best way to meet a guy who would enjoy being my cock for a night? How would I approach this guy about having his friends, guys and girls come watch? Any suggestions? I've spent zero time in the LGBT world and wouldn't even know how to begin.