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Ok, my blitz idea back fired. She told me starting from my last update which was being on page 325 begins my slow down twist. (Moral of the story... post updates more often). I basically have to redo 20+ pages

Here is my "twist" I should note, this twist is from my wife and not Della, so that is why I share it. I know some of you are following so I wanted to keep you informed.

If I hit a photo with a double target, or a single target back to back etc. I have to get soft before each edge. I had been making good progress, especially with my target coming up on at least 1 out of 10 pics, and being as horny as I am I could edge very quickly. This is designed to slow that progress down. In addition I have to post when I get stopped with 10 pictures cumulatively. So if there are several target pics in row each stop increases.

On the plus side, it seems that as the pictures come at a larger volume it doesn't happen that often, but this will be a slow down for sure.

goodman wrote:Good morning Della. I am not sure if you saw my request to rejoin a couple days ago. I had commented on a different issue prior to the request so it easily could have been missed. I also worry that I did something wrong or my request was not adequate. If I did please let me make it up to you. Or, I am just being impatient and I have now annoyed you. I apologize if that is the case. Please allow me to rejoin your wonderful, frustrating, exhilarating game. Please let me know how you want me to proceed. I will do my best to fulfill any rule/task/twist you assign. Thank you so much for your time and efforts. It is greatly appreciated.

Goodman

Have I ever mentioned how ungodly forgetful Banquo is? The reason I ask is b/c I think it is starting to rub off on me. You have not done a single thing wrong goodman. I was happy to see you wanted to rejoin, however I got distracted with outside life drama and I forgot to send you a new target and possibly other things.

Needless to say, I will PM you soon with new details,
Della

DellaRoss wrote: Have I ever mentioned how ungodly forgetful Banquo is?

I'm basically Dory from finding Nemo.

That was quick... already stopped, and looking for pics doesn't help.

I can see that I'll have to distract myself somehow, there is no way it's going to happen quickly sitting at the computer. Of course what ever I do to distract myself, if I think of why I'm distracting myself it will be counter productive.

Stopped on page 325 2 targets in a row, so here are some pics inspired by the feeling of being screwed (in a delightfully frustrating way)






















For those of you who are interested, I have included my first experience with pegging/strap-on play in the spoiler

Spoiler: show

Before we were married and when my now wife were experimenting with aspects of BDSM. we had gotten a strap on from the stockroom.

I was bent over the couch, using a few pillows to elevate me a bit more. We had an amazing time of it. At the end, we discovered a huge mess on the floor. I did not orgasm, but there was clearly a ton of cum. We had inadvertently discovered the wonders of prostate massage. I didn't even know what it was at the time until we got more into chastity play, then we are both like "oh... so that is what that was"

Just thought I would share,

I don't think I made it 10 pics before running into one with a double target once I got soft. Unloading the dishes in the dishwasher was just the thing. I hope she will change this if she see's it is going to really ad to the time, or maybe this is just temporary? Then again, if more housework gets done it will never go away... must plan strategically

Anyway, page 325, another 10 pics for you

DellaRoss wrote:Have I ever mentioned how ungodly forgetful Banquo is? The reason I ask is b/c I think it is starting to rub off on me. You have not done a single thing wrong goodman. I was happy to see you wanted to rejoin, however I got distracted with outside life drama and I forgot to send you a new target and possibly other things.

Needless to say, I will PM you soon with new details,
Della

Thanks for having me in the game again Della! I will patiently wait for my instructions. I totally understand that the real world can get busy. Have a wonderful day.

Goodman

Banquo wrote: Then again she could be thinking of some really evil prerequisite...

That was my other fear.

I started again, one pic.. then a double target. I'll have to leave soon so this will be it for the day

still page 325, how about a few pics of one of my favorite celebrities?

























and lastly





Thank the porn gods for photoshop

Thank you Della! I believe I am up to this challenge. Finding the images was tricky. I want to make sure I am understanding my task correctly. Would these images work?

Another rough start. one pick, then a double target.. if it wasn't for looking up pictures, I probably would be able to calm down faster.

I would say my wife planned this, but she (at least I think she didn't) had no clue what page I had last updated.

Anyway, still on page 325, which I may start to call the page that never ends at this rate.

Here are 10 pics...























Actually in the time it took to copy and paste the links, I'm almost soft and good to go again. woohoo, round 2

I was happy that I found two targets in the first few pages. I was expecting it to be a bit more rare, but I still think it will take awhile to get to 15. I am trying to settle into the enjoy the ache mode. Unfortunately, as was previously mentioned, the first couple of days are really tough.

6 pics including 2 edges, and then back to back targets, so another break. This time I am a bit worked up so it may be a bit longer to calm down.




















On this last one, I have to share yet another past experience. if you are interested (see the spoiler)

Spoiler: show

We have a spiked ball trap device that has spikes. I tried to find a picture of it online, but I don't think the company does it anymore. The spikes were various lengths, and made erections quite unpleasant, almost unbearable. It was expensive and it was clear that it could not be used for everyday where. It is in the toy chest, and I hope it stays there forever never to be used again.

Way back when I was caught cumming without permission. My wife thought I had been denied for weeks, but I had been sneaking. We worked different schedules I had lots of time. I foolishly left a Kleenex I used for cleanup. She found it and knew I had been coming.

The punishment... which I didn't see coming. She didn't tell me she knew and one day for play where I was tied down expecting a great teasing session and some S & M play. Once I was secure she left the room, got the tissue, and came back in the room with it in her hand.

she put the device on. This by itself took forever because my erection made it near impossible to get on. It was a slow, and painful process. Once on, she game me the most painful blow job of my life. I begged for her to stop, I even used the safe word for one of the few times, actually, I can't recall ever using it any other time.

Play stopped, and she said, if you can't endure this I will stop, but you can forget about any type of play going forward. If you need a break let me know I'll give you a break. Shall I continue, or not. I told her to continue. That blow job brought tears to my eyes. A little bit more into it, once the endorphin got going it was not as bad.

Talking in hind site she recognized she acted out of anger, and that safe word use should not be negotiated. Since then, she randomly will ask me when was the last time I came. I I do lie to her, she can read it on my face, it ensures that chastity device or not that I obey and stick to having her alone control my orgasms.

My penis you will be happy to hear was almost unscathed. There was some scraping but no puncturing. The device really is completely unsafe in my opinion, not without filing down the spikes. The spikes are just set int he holes, they are not tack welded or anything which is the only thing that probably saved a puncture wound (Explain that to the doctor or nurse...) the erection pushed some of the pins back.

I got 30 days no touch for that transgression, but I got a "make up" blow job for my next orgasm which was amazing.

For those of you still reading my ramblings, I hope you enjoyed. I should take a picture of the device and post it, it is nasty.

Always remember, Safe, Sane, and Consensual play

writing that actually helped me get soft. Must be that painful memory. Time for another round!

Banquo wrote:It's sooo quiet....

I have noticed that it gets quieter as the weekend arrives. I have always just assumed that everyone on here has a much more active social life than I do.