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Bindo wrote:
Sorry, Lady X.

After reading your posts and espescially since yesterday, I am getting very eager to obey You. And I'm spending an awful lot of my time checking this site in case You've said anything!

But I'm sorry my begging isn't up to scratch. You're being very good by indulging my crush here - I don't like to think I'm disappointing You.

*Gets on knees... puts knee on a nail by mistake?! Reminds self to hoover later*

Should You do anything at all with me, give me any orders, I really will be thrilled!

I can tell you are eager to obey Me. *warm smile* And after finally meeting up in Chatro yesterday and assigning you the task that I have.....I am looking forward to see if you were able to follow My instructions or if you are starting all over again. *smile*

And...boy....no more kneeling on nails.....leave that intensity for another Mistress that would enjoy seeing that kind of discomfort. *warm smile*

Hey Lady X,

I tried Chatropolis, but I'm finding the web-interface rather " " .
Is there a way to connect to chatropolis via IRC ?

~green~

Lady X wrote:
And...boy....no more kneeling on nails.....leave that intensity for another Mistress that would enjoy seeing that kind of discomfort. *warm smile*

There will definitely be no more kneeling on nails! That was not the fun kind of pain.

As for Your task, I'm doing just as You said! But these last few hours are proving the most uncomfortable.

Just a few words of encouragement for bindo and heathcliff............You can do it !!!!. Lady X is wonderful with helping push your limits in a gentle , no pressure way..........She got me out of the shadows ....and begging for more. Good luck boys

green wrote:Hey Lady X,

I tried Chatropolis, but I'm finding the web-interface rather " " .
Is there a way to connect to chatropolis via IRC ?

~green~

I was really glad to see you made it over there. Things were a little hectic, to say the least, right about then. Hopefully when you visit next, it will be a little calmer. *soft smile*

Well.......it's not a web tease.........but I began a new task............so those that have begged for it...I best see you over there. *grin*

It can be found at
http://www.milovana.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=1&t=5086

Enjoy! *smile*

Lady X

Lady X wrote:
*Gentle smile* Ahhh, well you just happened to come to the right Mistress for this. So this is a serious issue for you. I hadn't realized to what extreme this situation was for you, until the moment you admitted that you didn't do as I had requested.
I am only disappointed in the fact that I didn't see that before and I do apologize.

One day you will finish that task with pride and bragging. For now...yes, you need to start off a bit more slowly to overcome this problem.

Please tell Me, have you tasted your cum at all? you might have already shared this, but I'm not going back to read things shared before. Once I've established what has been done, then I can assign a task that shall be the beginning to lead you upward to the bragging rights. *warm smile*
It would also help to know if there is a female presence in your life.

And yes, I would like to know the explanation. If it is to hard for you to say here, then you may PM that part. Keep in mind that this experience may be helping another, so if you think your explanation is not to personal, please share it here.

*waiting to hear back.......* *smile*

Well aren't you kind, Lady X. I look forward to overcoming this hang up. (And thank you for taking interest in my case. Heh.)

Yes, I have attempted to taste my cum before. I don't know if I'd say I was successful however. The closest I managed to get was getting a bit on my finger and licking it off. That's to my recollection, the farthest I've ever gotten. It's not even the taste really. I don't really know why I have a problem with it.

The problem I had isn't a uncommon one, so I'll take your suggestion to post it here. (Even if it is a bit embarassing to admit.) My problem, in essence, is the "impetuousness of youth." See, the problem with being in your early 20's is that your "endurance" isn't the best. (This is somewhat made up for by that you have virtually no recovery time.) Even this wouldn't normally be a problem, but I also hadn't cum in nearly a week. (Not intentionally by any means. Just sort of worked out that way.) Thereby lowering my already middling "endurance" even more. And the tease in question required about 30 minutes of largely continues stroking (at a normal pace). This was somewhat above my abilities (at least in my state at the time.) My "endurance" isn't normally that bad, but the whole "virile young guy" thing makes it fluctuate depending on how recently I've cum.

I'm not really concerned about being a "quick shot" or anything, but it still a bit embarrassing even if it's largely just a sign of my age. :P

But hey, virility has a price. And no, there's not a "female pressence" in my life at the moment.

Heathcliff wrote:
Well aren't you kind, Lady X. I look forward to overcoming this hang up. (And thank you for taking interest in my case. Heh.)

Yes, I have attempted to taste my cum before. I don't know if I'd say I was successful however. The closest I managed to get was getting a bit on my finger and licking it off. That's to my recollection, the farthest I've ever gotten. It's not even the taste really. I don't really know why I have a problem with it.

The problem I had isn't a uncommon one, so I'll take your suggestion to post it here. (Even if it is a bit embarassing to admit.) My problem, in essence, is the "impetuousness of youth." See, the problem with being in your early 20's is that your "endurance" isn't the best. (This is somewhat made up for by that you have virtually no recovery time.) Even this wouldn't normally be a problem, but I also hadn't cum in nearly a week. (Not intentionally by any means. Just sort of worked out that way.) Thereby lowering my already middling "endurance" even more. And the tease in question required about 30 minutes of largely continues stroking (at a normal pace). This was somewhat above my abilities (at least in my state at the time.) My "endurance" isn't normally that bad, but the whole "virile young guy" thing makes it fluctuate depending on how recently I've cum.

I'm not really concerned about being a "quick shot" or anything, but it still a bit embarrassing even if it's largely just a sign of my age. :P

But hey, virility has a price. And no, there's not a "female pressence" in my life at the moment.

Yes, I am kind. *gentle smile* And you are welcome.

The reason I asked if you had a female presence was because the best way to get the first taste over with and over the situation entirely is to cum in a woman and then be oral with her. The erotic nature of where your mouth is places your mind someplace else.

you have admitted that it isn't the taste. So there is a mental block there. The question you need to search inside yourself for the answer is....do you wish to overcome this?
Everyone has limits, hard and soft. Perhaps this is a hard limit for you.
Please think about this and let Me know. If it is not a limit for you...then we shall continue. If it is...then that is just one line that doesn't get crossed with you. *warm smile*

As to your cumming quickly... *grin*.....Yep..that happens sometimes. Hopefully you will join My new task and see if your endurance can't be stretched a little further. *wicked smile*

Lady X

Yes, I'd like to overcome it if I'm able. It's not really a hard limit(to me at least) because there is no good reason I can give myself why. I'll take something that's definitely a HARD limit for me to use as an example. I'll use scat. If asked I could give many reasons why the idea of scat disgusts me, and I would never do it. However for cum eating that reasons not really there. It's one of those things I feel like I should be able to do, and am somewhat annoyed that I can't manage it. Nor is the mental block strong enough that the thought of it fills me with disgust or anything, just enough to stop me from doing it.


So in short, Lady X, No, it's not a limit. Hard or otherwise.

Heathcliff wrote:Yes, I'd like to overcome it if I'm able. It's not really a hard limit(to me at least) because there is no good reason I can give myself why. I'll take something that's definitely a HARD limit for me to use as an example. I'll use scat. If asked I could give many reasons why the idea of scat disgusts me, and I would never do it. However for cum eating that reasons not really there. It's one of those things I feel like I should be able to do, and am somewhat annoyed that I can't manage it. Nor is the mental block strong enough that the thought of it fills me with disgust or anything, just enough to stop me from doing it.


So in short, Lady X, No, it's not a limit. Hard or otherwise.

Okay then.....here is an added task to do when ever you orgasm next.......blindfold yourself. Yes, put something over your eyes so that you can not see...

As you near orgasm, begin to lick your fingers and palms...alternating between hands, using the other to stroke, as you near the orgasm. Start this several minutes before you cum. It will become, habit....a routine if you will. As you begin to cum, make the switching of hands more quickly. Don't think, just concentrate on how good it is feeling to cum. Continue to lick and alternate until you feel your cock begin to go down.
This is stage one. you will have tasted and swallowed some cum and it will be no big deal.

Please let Me know when you have completed this task. And yes, you can do this while you do the other task, if you choose to participate in it. Of course you may make it through the first task without cumming....it's possible. *Grin*
I give you permission to do this stroking thing, instead of releasing your cock like the others must do. When you comment about it, on the other task, just mention that you did the special instructions I gave you. *smile*

I can't wait to hear about this experience. *warm smile*

Okay, I completed the first part of the task. Unfortunately, while it's something I'd like to do, joining in your "77" challenge isn't something I can do a the moment. (Perhaps by the weekend this will change, but until Friday my schedule is far too busy to devote an entire hour to edging.) No rest for the wicked and all that.

It went fairly well actually. I figured that I may as well begin alternating hands at the start, lest I "chicken out" and stop doing it when I actually started to cum. (It felt a little awkward at first, but I got over it after a bit.) Started to speed up the rate of switching when I began to cum. I had a slight feeling of gaging when I felt that texture on my tongue, but by that point I was too lost in the joy of cumming to notice. After I felt myself begin to soften I finished and removed my blindfold and looked at my hands. There were definitely bits of cum there, but less then I expected. I guess I got more in my mouth then I thought.

I would also like to take a minute to thank you for taking an interest in my "hard luck case." Stage 1 was definitely rewarding in feeling like I've began to accomplish something I've struggled with. So, I thank you, Lady X.

Heathcliff wrote:Okay, I completed the first part of the task. Unfortunately, while it's something I'd like to do, joining in your "77" challenge isn't something I can do a the moment. (Perhaps by the weekend this will change, but until Friday my schedule is far too busy to devote an entire hour to edging.) No rest for the wicked and all that.

It went fairly well actually. I figured that I may as well begin alternating hands at the start, lest I "chicken out" and stop doing it when I actually started to cum. (It felt a little awkward at first, but I got over it after a bit.) Started to speed up the rate of switching when I began to cum. I had a slight feeling of gaging when I felt that texture on my tongue, but by that point I was too lost in the joy of cumming to notice. After I felt myself begin to soften I finished and removed my blindfold and looked at my hands. There were definitely bits of cum there, but less then I expected. I guess I got more in my mouth then I thought.

I would also like to take a minute to thank you for taking an interest in my "hard luck case." Stage 1 was definitely rewarding in feeling like I've began to accomplish something I've struggled with. So, I thank you, Lady X.

Oh heathcliff! I am so pleased...so proud of you!!! you did it!!! *bright smile*

you've just needed the right motivation. *warm smile*

As far as the 77...I understand. The outside world can slip up and bite U/us on the ass sometimes. One nice thing about this task...there is not a time limit, unless of course someone gets to 77. *giggle*
Join if you like, when you like. Just check the thread to see if someone has reached 77....although...one never knows what might happen when that does take place. *wicked grin*

Now, back to this challenge of yours. *smile*

You are ready for stage two. This time, do not wear a blindfold but close your eyes. No peeking. Repeat stage one, with the following exceptions.
I want you to think of this image.....as you begin to stroke your cock.

I want you to imagine that I am laying on a bed, My feet hanging off the end. you are on your knees and your tongue is licking at My wetness. The same way you would hungrily lick at My swollen clit and entrance, lick your fingers eagerly that way. Let your fingers become My pussy, in your mind.

Now, after you cum, and after 3 licks...open your eyes on the forth lick. Watch your tongue take that which you created for Me. Lick at the gift of orgasm I give you. Lick at it with passion and hunger. If a 4th, 5th or 6th lick comes next...that is your choice. *warm smile*

Hunger for Me....hunger to taste Me....hunger to taste that which I allow.......let your hunger consume you.

Hi Lady X!


My favourite tease ever is probably this one:

Broken Heart Therapy

It is deeply humiliating and really makes you pour over the most painful love related memory you have. Bondageslave36 is the author and I'd like to think he knows how much this tease got to me, I gave a lot of feedback, which isn't usual for me.

Later in the day, I actually found myself feeling very humiliated and ashamed of myself and I think that despite the quality of teases that we are lucky to have, it's rare that a tease stays with you mentally. And that's the thing - this tease is very cerebral! It can get garish, in terms of things you have to say, recite and think about, but even those moments all have a purpose. I admit, I failed in the end, at the screen which makes you go back and repeat the tease or enables you to cum, I chose the option that would make me go back and repeat, but I cheated and carried on.

I think Bondageslave36 said he'd be working on a sequel, which I am eagerly anticipating, but I'd say to anyone that missed this tease and it sounds like something you might like, do give it a go!

Thank you Lady X.

I read that tease too - it was impressive and a fascinating idea, but man. I found it too personal. It would have absolutely broken my heart.

Hello lady X

One of my favorite teases is roll them bones, I like the randomness and the ballbusting substitution (expecially the page where your not allowed to look at the nipples, I always have to look)

Stroke and slap is awesome too, i just wish each page was random, because once you do it a few times you know the order in what comes up. Its so fun to try and stroke really fast hoping to cum but then bam its ballsmashing time.