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shell wrote:
I'm so glad you learned that little lesson. *giggle*

You are doing so great!!! *big smile* And yes, you are going to have plenty of time to decide which is more frustrating. *wicked smile*

Thanks for the encouragement, though I think I spoke too soon about learning my lesson...

Today, I woke up early, and though I wanted to sleep longer, my penis had other ideas. I was so incredibly horny. I edged three times just grinding against my bed. Good thing I was doing laundry today, because I ended up with quite the wet spot on my sheets.

I ended up edging another three times in the shower just from letting the water stream down on my head. *shiver* It was quite intense.

I had planned on spacing out the remaining four edges, but I ended up doing them all in about 30 minutes while watching porn after lunch.

The rest of the day has been incredibly frustrating, I want to edge more, but I can't. I'll have to work on this.

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So I most certainly didn't learn my lesson yesterday. After having used up all my edges by the early afternoon, by midnight I really wanted to give some attention to my throbbing cock, figuring that it would be like getting "extra" edges for day 3.

I wasn't thinking particularly clearly, as it didn't cross my mind until after I had used all ten of my edges that it would mean no more edging the rest of the day. And, all it did was send me to bed feeling incredibly frustrated.

So today I get so sit on my hands, trying to ignore my tight, full balls, and raging erection that are just screaming for attention.

nylonfeetboy wrote:Day 9 of 14 - 12 edges - end date 6/2
Wow, a very horny morning, and I just edged to that picture. I didn't expect to see that! Thank you Miss Shell.
I've now done my first 6 for the day and it's taking all of my will power to stop and save the rest for later, but I know I need too just to make it a little bit less frustrating. My balls are so full and I can almost hear my cock saying "go on, just one more edge"

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Day 9 of 14 - 12 edges - end date 6/2
I've finally had a lazy day where I'm not doing anything in particular and I just couldn't stop myself from doing all 12 edges before midday.
Am I allowed to do some extra edges this evening or do I get to just deal with the frustration?

6Buckle wrote:

shell wrote: Oh yes....don't try the tease until you are home. You might not be able to complete it in your first go at it, and might have to come back the next day. *wicked smile* Just no reading ahead!!! That makes this Mistress a tad bit grumpy. *giggle*

*smile* Won't read ahead, you have my word. I can't see what would be the fun in that anyway????
And, making a Mistress a tad bit grumpy sounds like a, let's say,....not so smart thing to do.

Once I try the tease, I'll report in the appropriate forum-topic instead of here, I suppose..... to avoid any risk of evoking grumpiness by posting off-topic.

shell wrote:
Goodness.....I can't help but wonder if that lesson has been learned yet. *giggle*

Are you going to make me order you not to edge until the evening time?? *hands on hips....trying not to giggle*

Day 9 of 14 - 12 edges - end date 6/2

Then dealing with the frustration it shall be. I'm not sure if I should be happy about that or not. lol.
It's been quite a long day of wanting to stroke and having nothing too distract myself. Today was meant to be a rest day but I decided to go for a run to distract myself for an hour or so. Even just watching TV had me getting hard under my jeans.

On a more serious note I might not be able to post very much next week, I have a few weeks of hell coming up at work so I'm going to be a bit too busy to update regularly. I'll do my best to keep up to date with my edges and post whenever I can and obviously I won't be cumming.

Day 10 of 14 - 12 edges - end date 6/2

Long day at work, very frustrated. Just finished my edges in the space of 30 mins, and I'm really horny.
I'll go for a run to calm down and then bed.

Day 11 of 14 - 12 edges - end date 6/2

Another horny morning. I woke up far earlier than I'd planned this morning just because I'm horny and my dick was wanting to be played with. So I've had time for 4 edges before work, I think it's going to be a long day at work... Oddly enough i'm this horny and I don't want to cum yet. hmmm

I hope not. I don't want to have to deal with this again, but I just don't have very good self control in the mornings when I wake up feeling so horny. It's not as bad during the week when I'm at work all day. Hopefully Monday goes better.

*Edit: WOW. What a frustrating day, I really, really don't want to go through that again. Also, including the days before I started playing the game, this is the longest I have intentionally gone without an orgasm. Here's hoping I can last another three weeks *gulp*

I'm definitely able to tell I haven't come in a while, I'm getting a lot of random erections. Even when I'm not hard there is a constant low-level tightness in my balls. It's delightfully frustrating.

I don't need to watch any porn to edge, I'm rock hard at the drop of a feather these days. When I do edge, takes very little time for me to get there. I've started trying to hold them as long as I can, though today's results betrayed how horny I am; I averaged about 10 seconds each and I had finished all 10 edges in 20 minutes.

Now I've gotten myself all worked up before bed. Hopefully a shower will help me calm down.