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Wel YI, it looks like you might be the first person to finish my little game. Well done Yi! I do hope you are enjoying yourself.

Yes_Indeed wrote:Thank you, Silent!

Yes, I finished it but wasn't able to post the last couple of days unfortunately. I'm feeling happily frustrated and looking forward to relieving the tension!

*Winner*

WELL DONE YES INDEED!!!!

So glad someone actually finished my little game.

I've been wanting to try this game since I first read about it but had to wait until I felt could commit to following through on whatever the dice gave me. Last week I finally felt I could, so on Monday I pulled out some dice and gave them a roll. I got a 3 and 1, so 4 days, starting with 3 edges, adding one a day, and ending with 6 on day 4, and cumming on day 5.

I must admit I was hoping for higher numbers. I was really wishing I'd gotten higher numbers after I finished my 3 edges for day 1 and had to stop. there may have been some whimpering

On day 2 I chose to do 2 edges in the morning and 2 in the evening. It made for a nice day of horniness, but again, having to stop after only two edges was very frustrating.

On day 3 things went off a bit. I planned on 2 edges in the morning, 2 in the afternoon, and the last one before bed. I thought maybe it would lead to some exciting dreams. Unfortunately things didn't turn out as planned. My two in the morning were every bit as frustrating as the previous day. I really had to exercise my will power to stop at 2. During my second set in the afternoon I went a little too far on the first edge and ended up having a ruined orgasm. Since I'm still getting the hang of this practice of multiple edging, I'm still learning just where my edge really is, so I didn't view this as a failure, just experience. I finished my second edge, but, in the spirit of the game I decided there had to be some kind of penalty. I let it simmer, knowing something would come to me.

I finished my 5th edge before bed as planned, but didn't recall any special dreams. Ah well.

On day 4 I had 6 edges to do. Because of scheduling I did 3 in the morning and 3 in the evening. During the day I decided that my penalty for the ruined orgasm would be to roll two dice, then do that many edges before getting to cum on day 5.

Day 5 arrived and I must say I was pretty excited about getting to orgasm today. I got my timer out so I could time one minute breaks between edges, and rolled the dice. I rolled a 7. Lucky me. I got started, and did my first edge, and during that one minute break, inspiration struck For each edge I would stroke for that many minutes, then rest that many minutes. So edge 1 being finished, starting with edge 2 I would stroke for 2 minutes, edge, then rest for two minutes. For edge three, stroke for three minutes, edge, then rest three minutes, and so on.

Now, I hadn't really thought this through, it just hit me in a flash and I started doing it. Somewhere during the breaks for edge 3 or 4 (I forget which) I started doing some math in my head. 4+4 + 5+5 + 6+6 + 7+7 equals 8+10 (18) +12 (30) + 14 equals 44 Gulp! I've just got myself into another 45 minutes of torture.

As the length of the segments increased the pleasure of stroking my nicely lubed cock for longer periods grew as well, but so did the frustration of having to wait longer and longer without touching in between. The breaks after edges 5 and 6 seemed to take far longer than the 5 or 6 minutes on my timer, and by the end of the break it was taking all my will power to keep from grabbing my cock and stroking. My erection stayed at least 3/4 full even without touching (which at my age is saying something) and I was walking around whimpering "fuck I want to cum, please, please let me cum, please let me stroke myself". I think the best word for how I was feeling is delerious. When the timer finally went off my hand snapped back to my cock like it had a mind of it's own, and a huge wave of pleasure surged through my body.

Finally the seventh edge was done, and the waiting was almost over. When the timer went off after that final seven minutes of rest my hand again snapped back to my cock, and I lay down on the couch and continued stroking. I felt this incredible rush of joy and freedom realizing that this time, I didn't have to stop. I could get to the edge, and go over it! It was so exhilarating! And the pleasure I felt in stroking seemed greater with knowing I was free to cum at the end. On all the previous edges there had to be some part of me monitoring myself, watching how close I was and preparing to stop me when I got to the edge, but this time there was just the joy of the experience and the knowledge that even better was coming. I felt fantastic. It didn't take very long before I was crying out in orgasm, feeling the exquisite release from days of denial and frustration.

Thanks Silent Sub for a truly incredible experience. I'll be playing again soon you can be sure. And I think I even invented a new game while I was at it.

Cheers,

Playful

Good to hear another person has enjoyed my game Playful Sounds like you had a lot of fun and learned a little which is always good.

I think I will give it a try :).

It's a cool game Silent. Have you given it a shot yourself?

I am hanging in between two thoughts wheter to participate or not. The devil on my shoulder says i should. The angel on the other one is warning me not to do it.

Contemplating crazyxxx's table....the middle to lower part of the table looks quite steep with its dazzling nrs of edges.

I rolled a 3 and a 2. so that is 3 5 7 9 11 for a total of 35 edges over 5 days. and my previous records are 4 days with probably only 10 edges. EEP

looking forward to / dreading the challenge

7

First post from a long time lurker here. This game looks fun and I'm looking for ways to help deny myself. After thinking about signing on for this for the last month, I'm taking the plunge.

I just ended an 8 day denial stint yesterday. Hopefully the dice will be kind! I plan on starting tomorrow. Hopefully I can give daily updates.

So I already did the dice roll. Came up 6 and 4 ... so I'm in for 10 days. 6 edges on day 1 all the way up to *gulp* 42 on day 10. Tomorrow will be day one. Wish me luck ...

@7 Hope you are having fun and still going strong

@Endless Edging
Looks like you will be living up to your name. Great to see you sneaking out from behind the lurking. Wishing you the best of luck. 42 edges in one day... thats going to be a fun challenge.

Well, day 1 is in the books. 6 edges completed with no accidents. In a way today was easy, having to do only 6, but it was difficult as well. Yesterday, in preparation for this game, I gave myself a number of ruined orgasms; to start with an empty tank, so to speak. And anytime I've came recently, especially when they've been ruined, it is more difficult to edge. For some reason I find it harder to find that point of no return; my limit. In the first few days is when accidents will happen for me. Luckily for me there weren't any close calls today.

As for details, I spent about 15 minutes teasing, just getting worked up. Then I did the edges over a span of about 16 minutes, taking 1 minute "hands off' after each edge. I made sure to take it nice and slow working up to each one. I was nervous about messing up, since I would have to let you know that I did so. And it would be pretty embarrassing to fail on the first day.

And a bit of background on me: mostly I've been trying self-denial, off and on, over the last 2 years. Twice in the last 2 months I had a Mistress. But both times things didn't work out. I was under the first about 2 1/2 weeks and the last a bit over 3 weeks. They did help me go 13 and 20 days, respectively, my two longest denial "terms". I recently finished a 8 day denial stint (long for me). I have trouble with making it very long denying myself, with 4-5 days tending to be my limit, so I figured signing on for a game like this would help me out.

Day 2 complete. Early on in the day I was pretty horny, but decided to wait until later on to do my edges. I probably did an hour-plus of teasing, without ever actually reaching an edge (Yes, I have a lot of free time).
I started working on the edges by 7pm, after another slow, teasing build up of about 15 minutes.

This time I could tell from the first one that it was going to be a bit difficult; not due to being very horny or really wanting to cum, but the opposite. I wasn't so into it and each edge took along time to reach. They didn't quite feel like normal edges either. They felt kind of "hollow" and it was difficult for me to tell were the edge was, so I was forced to go very slowly. But after about 30 minutes I had all 10 complete. By the last couple I was much more into it, but I still didn't have that ache or throb that I normally have after edging.

I'm making sure to limit myself to the number of edges called for by the game. I let myself tease outside of that number, but not reach the edge. Most days when teasing I'll edge a lot (not quite sure how much. I normally don't keep count). Yesterday I wasn't yearning for more, but on day one a few more would've been nice. After day 2 it had actually been about 3 1/2 days since my last non-ruined orgasm. This is when things tend to get tough, around the 3-6 day mark.

So far the ache isn't too bad and I'm handling myself well. My balls aren't feeling so heavy or full (yet) either. I figured up yesterday that over all 10 days I'll be doing 240 total edges ... I'm sure I'll be getting desperate soon enough.

Don't worry Endless I usually have a lot of free time to. Though lately I've had a social life which is a strange and rare occurrence

And there is nothing wrong with being a little desperate when you are being submissive

I do like a nice bit of begging sometimes. Good to see you are at least enjoying the game a little. It will be interesting to watch your progression I think as the number of edges gets higher and higher.

Day 3 complete. Early on in the day I spent about 2 hours playing and teasing on webcam, but didn't do any edges. Just before 5pm I decided the time was right and after 10 minutes of teasing/slow working up I got started. This time I could fell the ache and a heaviness in my balls.

After each edge I'd "rest" for 1 minute (meaning no stroking. I would lightly touch my cock, or caress my balls sometimes during this minute) and then I'd give my cock a firm squeeze, base to tip, before starting to work towards the next edge. Without fail, everyone of these squeezes would produce a big drop of precum. The 14 edges were much more difficult today, each one very intense. After each edge my cock would bounce up and down, completely rigid, an ache radiating through my entire body.

All in all I spent probably 25 minutes doing the edges, even having to stop mid-stroke a few times, because I could feel the edge approaching too quickly and I was afraid i wouldn't be able to control it. By the end I was considerably more worked up than when I started. This was the first day that I thought "wow, it would feel so good to just keep going ... and cum" but of course I didn't.

There was desperation there, not all that bad though. I've experienced much worse. But the thought that I have 7 more days of this, with more edging each day ... ughh! That really got me going. Normally when I'm denying myself it's open-ended. There is no set date that I know I have to go to. And knowing that I've signed on to this game, on a forum, with you (SilentSub) and possibly others keeping track, just excites me to no end.

Ironically, knowing I'm obligated to go 7 more days makes it harder to not cum when I'm teasing, and especially when I'm edging, because that realization just gets me so worked up! Later on last night I did about 2 hours more teasing ... but without reaching the edge any. This post is already too long, so I'll leave out details. Needless to say I've got myself very worked up and desperate .... but that's how I want to be. I want to make this as difficult as possible for me.

And day 4 now complete. I didn't get around to staring this day's edging session until fairly late, around 8pm. I was wanting to get to bed early, so I skipped the normal 15 minute teasing and went straight to working on the 18 edges. By now my balls were feeling very full and heavy, with "the ache" setting in nicely. My cock was super sensitive and absolutely rigid in no time, but each edge came agonizingly slowly. I figure it took at least 3 times the normal duration of stroking to reach the edge and the feeling was a bit different than normal, with my being so hard and my balls felling full and aching. So I had to be extra careful, to ensure no accidents. I even had to vary my normal stoking method I'd been using to get to the edge, having to speed it up and focus more on the tip. I didn't take the set 1 minute breaks this time, but waited maybe 30 seconds after each edge before staring again.

All in all I figure the 18 edges took 40 minutes, maybe a little longer even. Definitely the most difficult day yet ... and to think I have 6 days to go. Earlier in the day I began chatting with a women interested in being my Mistress. She checked out (i.e she is real and serious about orgasm denial and being in control) and we chatted for over 2 hours, after exchanging messages on another site. I told her about this game and she let me no in no uncertain terms that I was to finish it. "no orgasm, no ruined, no accidents ..." So now I fell even more beholden to this game and finishing it.

After day 3 the desperation was becoming pretty high and I was giving serious thought to letting myself cum, to saying "forget it, it's just some silly online game" but I held myself together and now that I've been talking with this women I feel completely committed to it. During the 18 edges I never once considered not stopping at the edge and going ahead with an orgasm.

As I write this it actually day 5. I've been busy and haven't had time for today's *gulp* 22 edges. I wont have time to get to them until later tonight. Even though it's only day 5 of the game, I'm already (technically, a few hours short of) at 6 days since my last orgasm. So on day 11, as long as I wait until after 6pm, when I can finally cum (now if I get my Mistresses permission ...) I will have been 12 days.

That's a long time for me.