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Della,
I have been dreading writing this post. I am sorry. I lost control and messed up. I tried the prostate milking again. I was on my knees using a vibrating plug. For over 30 minutes I tried it in different positions – pushed against the front, the back, on my knees, bent over – and different motions – in and out, in a circle, quickly back and forth. It was incredibly frustrating. There was a little pleasure and a few drops of precum, but not much. I then tried a different method and sort of sat on the plug and leaned back. At first I just let the vibrations do the work and changed positions to find something that seemed to work. Then I started to grind against it. That seemed to do the trick. In about five minutes I was leaking like crazy even though I wasn’t fully erect. It felt great, and was really frustratingly similar to being close to the edge, but not quite there. I was happy and thought that I had succeeded. Then, I don’t if I changed something or it was just time, but after about five minutes the pleasure became super intense, I moaned, and soon I was literally screaming and thrusting against the plug. It was something I had never experienced. It was amazing. I completely lost control, writhing in pleasure, and screaming uncontrollably. I have never experienced anything like it before. Soon I had an orgasm. I am sorry that I didn’t stop to ruin it. I hope that you know it was deliberate or a conscious decision to just enjoy the pleasure. I was surprised, inexperienced, and totally out of control. Thank you for allowing me to try milking again, it certainly led to my desire to keep going when it wasn't working for the first 30 minutes, and led to an amazing new experience. However, I recognize that I messed up and broke your rules, and I feel horrible for it. I am willing to do anything you deem necessary in order to continue playing your game, which I would very much like to do.

Goodman

Thank you Della. I wish I had waited too. I am sure it would have been even better with permission. I do want to correct an error in my post - it was NOT deliberate. I forgot a fairly important word. I am sure you figured that out, and I hope you know that I wouldn't just ignore your directions.

Have a lovely weekend.
Goodman

goodman wrote:Thank you Della. I wish I had waited too. I am sure it would have been even better with permission. I do want to correct an error in my post - it was NOT deliberate. I forgot a fairly important word. I am sure you figured that out, and I hope you know that I wouldn't just ignore your directions.

Have a lovely weekend.
Goodman

Yes I caught that error based on your phrasing. I hope your weekend is lovely as well.

Dear Della,

Last month I decided I would like to participate in this game but because of my holiday (offline) I had to wait. Now I am back and ready to play. Will you allow me?

I'm looking forward to the things to come...

Greetings,
Takenaga.

Thank you again for allowing me back into the game Miss Della. May I have an extra twist added to try and make up for messing up the last time I tried?

Day 5 Report
Edges Today: 6
Edges Total: 30
Twist 1#: 7


Seems as the denial increases, my sensitivity grows and the overall difficulty increases. Trying not to get carried away and do too much gets harder and harder each day. Meaning I can do less and less .

My Twist is evil :P Palming every time I see my 'twist', once is ok, twice is manageable as the number grows the frustration builds rapidly, by the time I've done three twists, I cringe when I see my 'twist target'.

My edges are quite similar, the first is enjoyable but very controlled, the second is a little more frantic and around the third or fourth I find myself really letting go and enjoying every single stroke, slowly pumping up and down and I almost always feel like staying right at the edge :P After that it becomes much more difficult to refrain from orgasm, I feel more tense with each one. By the fifth or sixth the edge just "appears" there's no real build up and it causes me a great deal of fear :P I don't want to make any mistakes. So I had to stop at 6, out of fear of failure :S

I hope it doesn't get much harder, or this will slow to a crawl

Thank you Miss Della

Della, I would love if you would allow me to play again. I've been following Keystone's reports and I must say I love his twist. Would it be alright if I request a twist too? Thanks!

This time I think I'll let you pick my starting point.

Report day 1:
I started from the beginning and stopped at the end of page 17 with one edge on my first day.

I wonder what it will feel like in a couple of days.

I'm hungover, so prepare to suffer...



To start, a nice video!

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Today's report:

Edges: 14
Twist 1: 47
Twist 2: 1

Since restarting the game a few days ago I had started at the previous place I left off and came into quite a few pictures of my target. Since I have been doing all of my stroking with an anal plug inserted this time around (Hopefully that is ok) it has been very intense and I look forward to finding this last elusive target.

Spoiler: show

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Day 6 Report
Edges Today: 7
Edges Total: 37
Twist 1#: 6

Well I really do get alot more sensitive as time goes on, after 8 edges today I couldn't take anymore. Atleast my target is co-operating this time and actually showing up though . I'm starting to notice my grip grows tighter without my noticing it, as I build towards my later edges. Too many and I get over excited my fist a tight blur on my cock stroking up and down and up and *edge*, then it's all hands to panic stations. I put my hands above my head now to remove all sources of contact when I edge as its no where near as easy to control myself as it was the first few days.

My twist on the other hand just makes me wish I could put my hands in the air to avoid doing. It's feels endless, 1 minute of palming for each twist I see.. my head glistens and throbs after one, after 6... argh. I conserved them all today, rather than doing the twist the moment I had to, I kept them all up and did them afterwards. That's the second time I've made that mistake, I won't be doing that again :P 6 torturous minutes if felt like it would never end.

Well that's a lesson learned for tomorrow.

Here's a little post while I think about how to do edges.