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Report Day 2

Edges Today: 3

Total Edges: 6

Today was every bit as brutal as yesterday. I was fighting to stay off edge nearly the whole time, and my cock is like a faucet leaking precum.

I'm pretty much constantly horny now. I'll try to distract myself, but all I manage is a few seconds before my mind returns to how much I want to cum. This truly is a devilishly delightful game.

I find that I'm wishing for my previous target. I seem to see pictures of it at least twice as frequently as my current target. Although, for whatever reason, my current target is turning me on more that my previous. That's probably the denial at work.

I have a question Della. What is a twist? I've read a couple of posts referring to it, but I couldn't figure out what it is. Could I have one? I'm really curious to find out....

I'll probably regret it, I'm sure... Oh well!

Day 15 Report
Edges Today: 2
Edge Total: 15!

Today was amazing. Absolutely amazing. Not only did I get to edge but I found a second image (that I had to stop at ) that might be my target but I'm not certain and at this state of the game the thought of making a mistake is... inconceivable to me. I just can't let it happen. After clarification it is indeed my target. *grins*

I have noticed I've become more and more sexually submissive as the days have passed, not only do I try harder every single day but I only want to be controlled more, dominated even. Several very dirty fantasy have been creeping into my mind as of late. Things I never would have considered to have been turn ons only days ago. Things I never would have thought of doing, to achieve orgasm only days ago now seem well within reason, wanted almost. It's hard to describe, as it's not just being willing to do things only days ago I wouldn't have, but that I also want to do those things.

Images of a specific type, have really gotten me going. I find it very hard to not edge just stroking to them slowly. I constantly wonder if that's exactly what Della had in mind with the way the game works and then I think of my target and blush. Not only my target itself but other images from semi-related ones to images far removed from my target increase my arousal dramatically now. On the other-hand, my 'twist' has very different emotions attached to it. Not all bad, as you might think from reading some of my posts, but complicated I think is the best way to put it.

When I seen my target, oh I shivered. I felt thrilled, I gripped tighter, blood rushed into my throbbing cock, pre-cum dripped and I took long deep strokes staring at it. My edge rose up, finally an edge! that's all I could think, I didn't have to stop, it wasn't my twist I could edge! YES! It began building and I felt the pleasure surging, on the upstroke I slid my hand off looking down and watching my cock throb in time with my pulse. I can't tell you how impossible this would have been if I was trying to do this alone. If I didn't have to report about it, I would never had the will to let go during that edge. It's not easy to deny that feeling rising up but without the motivation of the game, or a partner/Mistress denying it would be all but impossible. My legs trembled after the edge, my proud cock pointing up, the tip with a bead of pre-cum sitting on it.

I've noticed I produce alot more pre-cum now. I mean way more. It's difficult to describe the difference, I literally leak in anticipation of stroking now... and during it and sometimes after it.

The biggest change however is my reaction to my target, I absolutely love seeing my target now. It's a focus of pleasure, a real treasure. Both thrilling and nerve wracking at the same time, like hoping into bed with a new partner for the first time. I've been programmed to feel pleasure every time I see it

The anticipation of the 15th edge now is amazing, I feel like a kid at a birthday party waiting to unwrap my presents. At the same time, I know it's entirely up to Della what that present is, or if it's a present at all. Somehow that simply adds to the excitement.

The second edge was a delicate game of cat and mouse, like trying to touch something on a cliff without knocking it over. I only just touched the edge before I withdrew all contact. I didn't want to risk any accidents on the very final one :S

In short, I am desperate. More needy than ever. Frustrated and often times aroused but at the same time, much more pliable and willing to serve. So my sincerest thanks goes to Della for running this game and the community as a whole as someone stepping exploring their sexuality for the first time, games like this + chat and the site on the whole really make it a step worth taking. So you have my thanks.

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I have now reached the required 15 edges to beg for permission for the next step of the game

Della, I beg.. no I plead, may I please cum?
Please, I will do absolutely anything you ask me to. I am desperately, deeply yearning for an orgasm I will do anything to be allowed. Please Della, I beg you on my hands & knees may I cum?

I have been locked up 10 long days more than I have ever been denied before. More than anything I want it, I will agree to anything, please may I cum?

Please please please. I am totally at the mercy of your decision. I beg you, please?
I feel like no amount of words can explain the depth of my desire for an orgasm, nor my frustration. So I submit myself for your decision and beg you for mercy.

Keystone wrote:I have now reached the required 15 edges to beg for permission for the next step of the game

Della, I beg.. no I plead, may I please cum?
Please, I will do absolutely anything you ask me to. I am desperately, deeply yearning for an orgasm I will do anything to be allowed. Please Della, I beg you on my hands & knees may I cum?

I have been locked up 10 long days more than I have ever been denied before. More than anything I want it, I will agree to anything, please may I cum?

Please please please. I am totally at the mercy of your decision. I beg you, please?
I feel like no amount of words can explain the depth of my desire for an orgasm, nor my frustration. So I submit myself for your decision and beg you for mercy.

Well hmmmmm should I be nice or be Wicked?

Well I want you to grab that pillow of yours and fuck it until you cum.

Then take a much deserved break!

That should be fun right?

Lucky Boy hehe

Here are some more pictures to help everyone else on their way...

This was tagged as Florence and the machine. *shakes head*

Saxon wrote:Clearly there is much work to be done

Anyway enough soulless gingers.



mmmmmmm hitcahi


This reminds me of a certain antipodean.


*chuckles* this too

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Well hmmmmm should I be nice or be Wicked?

Well I want you to grab that pillow of yours and fuck it until you cum.

Then take a much deserved break!

That should be fun right?

Thank you, thank you so much!

When I read your words, I got so excited. I felt tremendously aroused, my cock was so stiff, so filled with blood the only word I can think to describe it was engorged. As I position myself with the pillow I felt an amazing thrill rush throughout my body, as I pushed forward fucking thew pillow with my first movement, I thought I was going to cum right there. My breathing was ragged and heavy, my legs were shaking and I only noticed all of this because I instinctively sat back onto my knees when the edge hit me, out of practice.

I sat there on my knees a few seconds, eyes closed trying to steady my breath as the wave of excitement, the feeling of humiliation and the pleasure associated with all of this washed over me. I had to reposition the pillow three times, to get the exact type of contact I wanted.

It was such an exciting experience, my cock pulsed in time with the beating of my heart. Which is how I know my heart was beating so fast ^^. I pushed down and forward, back and began humping the pillow, I could feel the edge rising up immediately and this just urged me to go faster. My hips began trembling, my knees shaking and moving back and forth trying to avoid losing their purchase on the mattress.

I felt my cock expand, like it wished to push out in every direction, then contract oh I was coming! YES! YES! I pushed forward trying to go faster but my hips bucked wildy and my trembling knees betrayed me, it was intense. My cock spasmed and expanding and contracting pumping out thick streams of cum, while I desperately tried to keep going. I groaned out loudy, unable to hold the pleasure back, the feeling was just so intense. I felt a warm feeling throughout my body a tingling radiating from my cock outward and I could feel my pulse beating throughout my body. I felt stunned but at the same time... satisfied

When I knelt up, I noticed due to the crease in my pillow every drip I produced had created a large "T" and some had gotten onto the bed :P

After I cleaned up my first thought was "I want another!" My second thought was "I wonder what would have happened if I went longer." I am so conflicted sometimes :P

Thank you Della for allowing me to play your game.