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20/10 update : 12+20points today
Took the censornpledge hopefully netting me 60points

New total: 741 points

CP Score update
Day 20

CP score - 1010

Today's task was exquisite; I love verbal humiliation as part of tease and denial - "lickspittle" such an old fashioned word for someone who is subservient to those with power over them. I'm not going to write anything more just yet. I'll try and be a good sub and wait until instructed to do so. Also, I'm gusessing that Mistress doesn't like subs 'topping from the bottom', as at the moment my head is awash with all sorts of kinky scenarios and I don't want to displease Mistress by doing such a thing.

20th Day Locktoberfest:
Baseline cage points - 20 points
Extra cage points - 25 points

Active Pledges:
Censoredger Pledge (till 27.10.23) - +60 points or -30 points

Current points:
687CP + 20CP +25CP = 732 points

Player Profile: Kaelis

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Genderidentity: Transmasc, Bi as fuck
Cage: Metal Nano thingy
Mode: 24/7 mode
Cagepoints: +5+7+10+10+20+5+20+20+20+20+5+20+20+5+20+15+20+10+20+25+20+40+20+15+20+20+5+20+10+10+10+10+10+20+25+20+15+15+20+30+20+25+20+30+50+20+20+30+20+25
Daily Cagepoint Baseline: 20
Pledges:
- Wear Key on Person all month (50pts)
- Month-long Excercise Pledge (60pts)
- week 3 - 15 minutes of censored edging a day. (60pts)
COMPLETE:
- Week 1 Pornfree (20pts) complete
- Week 1 Hypnoslave (40pts) complete
- 24hr bodywriting pledge (20pts) complete
- Week - 10 minutes of sucking a day (50pts) complete

Cagepoints Tally: 912

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Prep Week:

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23/9: 5 points
24/9: baseline +10 points (Metal, Tiny)
25/9: baseline +10 points 24/7 mode
28/9: partial shave - 7 points
29/9: 32 edges, 2 ruins: +10 points
30/9: achieved dry orgasm, +10 points from Dry as a Desert event.

1/10: Daily: +20pts+5pts. +20 pledge, +40 pledge. No baseline cagepoints. Searched chastity and hypno themed thingies. Did one of Shattered's teases, looked through some chastity captions, listened to some audio by Shibby, watched a 10 minute vid. Took Pornfree and Hypnoslave pledges. Shared image.
2/10: Baseline +20pts. Task +20pts. +60 pledge. Maintained "No other porn" pledge. Listened to a 20 minute hypno chastity file. Went down to the gym and did leg day a day early (hour and a half). And took the excercise pledge cuz its a gimme with my existing routine.
3/10: +20 baseline. +??? Task - got booted back to the main menu super fast after the timer, so not sure what the task was. Seems to be an issue that's been caught, maybe I'll have another look at it tomorrow. Listened to a 20 minute audio while jogging.
4/10: +20 baseline, +5 task - maintained excercise, hypno and no porn.
5/10: +20 baseline, +20 for being shaved. Had a really nice bath at home. +10 cagepoints. Kept up with pledges.
6/10: +20 baseline. +15 for cleaning + tasks. Got the names wrong. Maintained other pledges.
7/10: +20 baseline. Went naughty shopping - got a lovense vibe on order. +10 points. Skipping the pledges.
8/10: +20 baseline, +25 from the task, skipped the pledge, marked hypno and porn free pledgesas complete. Some good fun this one, really looking forwards to this week now
9/10: Baseline +20. Task +15. 24 hour pledge (20pts). Excited for the bondage task tomorrow!
10/10: +20 baseline, +20 from task. Good bit of fun this one! Looking forwards to Thursday!
11/10: Baseline 20, +5 for journaling, don't feel like posting.
12/10: 20 baseline + 10pts feet hits + 10pts ass hits + 10pts clothespegs.
I don’t have testicles to smack… uhh… unless you count the silicone gel prosthetic thingies that I got with my bottom surgery, but I don’t think that’s quite the same as what you were chasing with ball spanks. So I just completed the day a second time, doing 10 points worth of the other three tasks a second time. I’m tentatively marking this as “10 points earned” but won’t add them to my total until I get approval from you, or a different task you’d like me to complete instead.
Loving this event so far, and I’m kind of missing the daily hypno I was doing during week 1.
13/10: +20 baseline, +25 from sucking, took 50pt sucky glucky pledge.
14/10: +20 baseline, +15 for obeying + 15 for admission.
15/10: +20 baseline, +30 for slow and sensual teasing
16/10: +20 baseline, +25 for going shopping with the cage on and one bluetooth earbud in listening to some horny hypno.
17/10: +20 baseline, tried for the long timer and just barely managed it - lots of focus on my nipples. 30 points.
18/10: +20 baseline, not posting.

19/10: +20 baseline, +30 points for teasing.
20/10: +20 baseline, lost track of how many edges I did, good lord I'm so horny now ahhhhh. Recaging was super hard. +25.

And 15 minutes of edging a day sounds like its gonna drive me crazy. Ahhhh. Looking forwards to that though, and taking the pledge.

.previous points 730 + 18 base line points + 25 task points is 43 new points making a new total of 773

I did not take todays pledge as I was very close to messing up today and would not want to fail at this point.

alex_horny wrote: Thu Oct 19, 2023 4:16 pm Yeah, I really liked the first video, it's nice to have someone to follow. And that perspective...

Since it is the last day of the sucking pledge, I plan to do this tease to finish it off strong. Maybe something to consider as well buddy.

Seeing the caption day is allowed or at least not explicitly prohibited, I counted that as a day and updated the last few days in the original post to hoepfully better fit with the teases theme/pledge. They are also pasted here for your convenience.

Day 5

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https://hypnotube.com/video/white-boy-u ... 20125.html
https://hypnotube.com/video/white-boy-u ... 20271.html
https://hypnotube.com/video/wbu-your-be ... 20815.html

Day 6

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https://shibbydex.com/file/9987b7af-88c ... 5171224d3a
Hope we dont collide on this one (as I haven't peeked ahead), but if so simply let me know I will chose another one

Day 7

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https://hypnotube.com/video/ur-unworthy ... 13630.html
https://hypnotube.com/video/self-censor ... 18261.html
https://www.imagefap.com/photo/260158307/

Day 18-20 updates

Since I have been writing a bit during each update, really had to think about what to write for the Wednesday journal now. As with many others, feeling extremely submissive after 3 weeks. Saying yes to women is my second nature now, with or without the pledge going on. Also having to post the journal, and being able to read what others have wrote really feel like a good bonding experience with my fellow locktoberfest participants. Not to mention my good porn buddy @alex_horny. Have been thoroughly enjoy his picks so far, and hope I have done the same.

What emma wrote about Mistress Blake removing my inhibitions really resonated with me. As I mentioned before I never bought any female clothing for myself. My partner bought some panties for me once and called them "my panties". She made me wore those on a few occasions, but back then I always had the excused of that I'm being forced to do so and not doing it out of my own volition. Now I not only bought panties for myself for the first time, wore those AND post pictures of myself doing so on the forum. I'm even tempting to wore those under my male cloth out in public or maybe even go buy a vibrator for tomorrow now. Not to mention the fuck ton of ass play I have been doing in this month.

Day 19's task wasn't hard for me at all. As I usually masturbate without lube, with lube and all staying of the edge was pretty easy with just a lose grip. Day 20 was a bit more challenging, as you get to stroke freely AND can edge as much as you want. Even if it is to censor porn that is way to generous from the Mistress. I lost track of how many times I have edged but I made sure to do a few more just to be sure it was more then 16. Even writing this right now my dick is straining against the steel bars just thinking about it. The censoredger pledge is a godsent at this point.

Will post the pictures of the other toys later today, but I thought to get the points update out now and give myself the points for show-items-once-arrived as well for convenience. For those who haven't finished their practice-sucking pledge yet, I highly recommend doing the "Get Face Fucked Slut" tease on your last day. Be prepared to get messy and you won't be disappointed.


Total cp: 917
Player Profile:

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Name: locktoberfest
Genderidentity: male

Cage: metal midsize cockcage
Mode: 24/7

Cagepoints: 703
+ 50 (practice-sucking) + 30 (show-items-once-arrived)
+ 18 + 20
+ 18 + 5 + 30
+ 18 + 25
= 917

Baseline Cagepoints: 18

Pledges:
pornfree (20cp done)
keep-writings-24h (20cp done)
hypnoslave (40cp done)
butt-salve (60cp till 10/14)
Yes, Ma'am (50cp till 10/14)
practice-sucking (50cp till 10/20)
show-items-once-arrived (30cp till 10/20)
Porn Buddies (90cp till 10/22)
censoredger (60cp till 10/27)
get-in-shape (60cp till 10/31)

day 20:

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Holy fuck, that was the most intense one to date. Also probably the biggest feat of my willpower.

First of all: censors. I find them hot normally, they aren't really offering any protection from the onslaught of visual stimulation. Actually, they can sometimes be more exciting to me than non-censored stuff.

Then the word "edge" appeared on the screen, and it was all I feared for couple of days now. It was like a mental punch. Then there was "20 minutes". Before locktober, I might have start up some porn, edge 3 times, and cum, because it became impossible to hold back, whole ordeal would have taken maybe couple of minutes. I don't know maybe 5. Maybe 8 if I was particularly lucky. 20 minutes of edging, after 20 days of denial sounded like an absolute impossibility. I could just not edge at all, but I should at least try, shouldn't I? So I thought I'll try to do everything I can to increase my chances: I've decided I'll take at least 20 second break after each edge, and I'll try not to get too close. What a ride that was. I started very carefully, increasing the pace very slowly, but it still took me less then 2 minutes to edge for the first time. After mandatory break, I stroked maybe couple of times, and was there again. With each edge, no-touching periods started to feel harder and harder. It was like my hands were slowly creeping towards my cock, even though I didn't want them to. I pretty much lost a sense of time while doing this, it felt like an eternity, but a really short one. Especially at the end I wanted to make the brakes longer, but I couldn't really. After each 20 seconds pause my hands decided that there's enough waiting, time to go to work. At the end though, probably for the last minute I've managed not to touch myself at all, as I've felt that the cliff is almost under my feet. And that was it, after 26 edges (I used a counter, I don't think I could remember anything properly), I managed to just stop. I think that in total I've spent more time waiting than stroking, but it still was an unbelievable experience.

Throughout locktober it felt increasingly unreal to write some things. Like I'm writing piece of fiction. I've spent a week denied? That can't be right. Another week, with vast majority of waking time caged? Impossible for a human being (or maybe possible for someone else, surely not for me). Edging for 20 minutes, after all this teasing, yet still managed to deny myself? Doesn't sound like it happened. But here I am. I thought before that 2 weeks of denial would obliterate my already abysmal ability to edge, but now I think it's what enabled me to succeed. The ultimate longing to horniness and denial, the subspace, the fact that I now know that I can deny myself, it's all because of chastity, and these enable me to use all my willpower and reason to not got over the edge. This tease made me achieve the impossible once again.

I do have some negative feelings about this whole thing though. Aren't 20 seconds brakes too long? Were the edges close enough? I'm very happy about what I did, but still have this nagging feeling that I could go farther. Could edge more. Could go closer. I don't know, for the time being I'll try to really hold myself back, cumming would be devastating at this point.

Should I take the pledge? I want it so bad, I want to stroke, edge and deny myself over and over again... But there's the obvious risk of orgasm, that I kind of want to avoid if possible. And then there's an idea that if I avoid the risk too much, I just won't do it properly, the edges will be half-assed, and not even compare to some edging gurus that probably play this tease as well. But fuck it, I will try. I'll do my best. I want my mind to pour out of my nostrils.

There was mention of possible caged orgasm next week. And I'm sure I could do it, I've done it before without any denial period beforehand. But I don't really want to, I want to stay like this. We'll see what the options are.

Just thinking about edging for 15 minutes, locking myself up and then watching an hour of porn is making me so excited and a little bit nervous. I hope I can do it. Wish me luck everyone.

cagepoints: 664 + 14 (baseline) + 25 (day 20) -> 703

locktoberfest wrote: Fri Oct 20, 2023 1:27 pm Since it is the last day of the sucking pledge, I plan to do this tease to finish it off strong. Maybe something to consider as well buddy.

I'll probably check it out...

I've opened your day 5 of porn earlier today, and I think there was Shibby's "Corrupting the Slut Inside You" there? Or did I dream this up? I'm kind of considering going through both the new stuff you've added and this, but I don't know if I can take 2 hours of audiovisual stimulation and I'm not even sure I'll have that much time. We'll see...

October 20:

Locked from 0:00 until 5:23 am (as instructed by Mistress Blake) and from 5:55 am until 7:14 am.
Then from 7:34 am for the rest of the day.
+ 14 base cagepoints

I watched 30 minutes of censored porn while stoking my little cock. It felt sooo nice. Managed 12 edges in that time. + 20 cp

Had a great time with my glorious dildo for the 7 day cocksucker training pledge +50/-25 cp
I learned how to swallow 8.2” and touch his balls with my chin. Practice makes perfekt
10 mins per day.
Also I watched 60 minutes of porn for the tease and denial pledge +60/-30 cp

Summary:
479 + 14 + 20 = 513 cage points

alex_horny wrote: Fri Oct 20, 2023 4:03 pm I'll probably check it out...

I've opened your day 5 of porn earlier today, and I think there was Shibby's "Corrupting the Slut Inside You" there? Or did I dream this up? I'm kind of considering going through both the new stuff you've added and this, but I don't know if I can take 2 hours of audiovisual stimulation and I'm not even sure I'll have that much time. We'll see...

You are not dreaming (or are we in a simulation ). I tired to update it to match the censored porn theme we have going on today. Just do the new stuff if you don't have time that's fine, as you are only required to watch an hour of porn. But who doesn't want some more suffering haha.
Edit: just finished your update/journal. Do you or anyone have any tips on how to achieve a caged orgasm? I have yet to be able to cum completely from my boi pussy.

Here are the picture as promised, completing my pledge. I may have order a smaller cage later on but that's after the pledge/naughty or nice task.

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Only the larger dildo and the plug is new. The plug may or may not be in my ass right now as I type this.

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A better size comparison before locking up my sad excuse of a cock. Seeing how inferior my dick is was really humiliating but at the same time exciting.

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Seems like my anal trainings of the past weeks have paid off, surprisingly I was able to fit this much larger dildo without to much trouble.

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Update Locktober 19 & 20:
735 + 15 + 5 + 10 + 15 + 25 = 805

Two thrilling days!

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19: After 2 weeks of vacation and homeoffice i went to the office, caged for the first time. I had the constant feeling of doing something naughty, even though i was sure nobody would notice. Add to that the exquisite humiliation of having to pee in my small cage and wipe after, like a girl..

I was so excited when Mistress Lika told me to put lube on my rubber gloves, that i couldn't resist fingering my boipussy. When i chose to be teased and she told me i could stroke for her, i went imediately hard as a rock. Sadly though, i didn't last very long. Even though i was stroking very slowly, the slippery feeling of the lubed gloves brought me to an edge before even stage 1 was over. Mistress Lika was so generous to give me 10 points for that.

20: After my poor performance the day before i wanted to make up to Mistress Blake. The outlook of stroking and edging to censored porn made me strain in my cage. As i regularly masturbate to censored porn, i knew it would be easy to keep aroused, i just needed to be careful not to have an accident.
I watched 20 minutes of a censored porn compilation. The various levels of censorship, small captions like "Not for you, beta!" and the humiliating feeling that every one of that girls is laughing at me stroking my denied dick brought me to at least 18 edges (it becomes difficult to count at the end when they effectively merge into each other). And i loved every single one of them! What a great tease!
Of course i took the censored edging pledge.

The most difficult part was to get the cage back on with a raging boner that just wants more teasing!

Day 20
main post with all info
previous CP: 795
0 (from baseline)
20 (15 edges)
=== + 20
current CP: 815

I pledged to edge to censored porn for 15 Minutes everyday for a week. (20.10-27.10 +60CP)

Thoughts :

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Mistress was right, yesterday was way easier than today.

Sadly the new smaller cage started pinching during the day, so I had to take it off, and skip baseline for medical reason, for the first time. Previous incidents were always just after waking up or I could fix them without taking the cage off by using something to prod, used lube etc, but this time I had to take off points . I'll have to try harder to get them back .

I don't usually consume censored porn, but I for sure like it. Or at least the humiliation aspect of it .
Edging at 2/3 of the month was scary, I edged really quickly and took long long breaks (I even made sure to spread my legs so nothing other than my hand is touching me). Two or three times I was dangerously close, enough that one more stroke would probably be over the edge (those 2-3 times I had to wait even longer too cool down). I managed to do 15 edges. Imagine how disappointed I have been when I realized that I was 1 edge away from the highest tier .

I contemplated whether I should take the pledge. I know that repeated edging might result in a ruined orgasm, mainly because I am too inexperienced with my body in this state (after long denial), everything feels different about it so I have to explore it anew, but I know I would also regret not taking it.

UPDATE

I had a very intense week, but I am happy to announce, that Week 4 is 90 % ready and will - Higher Power willing - release tomorrow evening - on time!

Sorry, but bookkeeping and continuing playing will have to wait till then!

I surely love our little community here and hope we all make it till the end!

Works been rough this weak but here is my points from the last few days
Locktober 18th +20CP
Locktober 19th +35CP
Locktober 20th.... About to do right now