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Posted: **Tue Nov 12, 2013 5:40 am**

day57

Spoiler: show: never was more happy about the end of a session ;(
4me it was a torture, at least the last 2sites. don't understand why 2people have to post like 300pics and make this take 2+hours out of an hour session
...anyway all done, frustrated and so sore... finally my bed waits for me.

Posted: **Tue Nov 12, 2013 8:22 am**

Moments

The moment you realize that after reaching the end of page 2 you have already taken 1 hour of continuos stroking and edging.

The moment you realize it will take you much, much longer too finish, going slower and slower to keep counting.

The moment you realize that no amount of stroking and edging is too much, regardless how ridiculous the demanded amount is. You can do it and you can do it again. And again. It's almost of an hypnotic quality.

The moment you realize that the edge is the new orgasm. And orgasm is a just faint memory. And that is accepted again.

The moment you realize you have completely surrendered your sexuality. To J.

Posted: **Tue Nov 12, 2013 6:42 pm**

I was short on words the last 2 days, therefore I have some more time today.
I have finished my 10 hours of naked awake time on sunday evening. The last hour of it was...great! I saved my 20 minutes of porn to once again read stories and finding some good online resouces for D/s.
For the last 40 minutes, I cleaned my room. That damn dust, it tends to come always back...
But deep down I knew, Jana would be pleased by this.
The writing is still slightly visible, despite showering and not reapplying lipstick anymore. Slowly how this writing fades, Jana will probably leave my life.

Day 57:

Spoiler: show: I did not acutally write anyting how that session felt to me, let me do it now.
This was hard. So many pictures, so many blondes (did somebody count?!). Then the clothspins. Oh those clothspins. With the clothspins applied, I started to leak even more. When I reached the end of page 1, I just thought "3 more pages to go. Yes, I can do it again! I have no limits!". To be honest, at the end of page 2 and 3, it just became a "I have no limits" mantra. I was already doing it again and again, it was just about my no longer existing limits.
It was just cruel and I was relieved as I arrived at the last picture. A blonde girl
I did not really look at the clock, but I was probably occupied for ~2,5 hours...in the end, Jana warned us pretty clear beforehand.

Day 58:

Spoiler: show: Mhhh, imaging all those sensual love making between Jana and Kim. This got my head all worked up. And then...comparing the vision of my head between the video. Great! Those slow strokes felt good...I savored every stroke!

I might be repeating myself, thank you Jana!

Posted: **Tue Nov 12, 2013 10:32 pm**

Really starting to creep in that this is all over very soon. So way too soon

Posted: **Wed Nov 13, 2013 2:02 am**

Jana's little slave girl with day 57 report.
Sorry guys, I had no idea when I posted all those pictures.

OMG it took me over an hour just to do mine.
Mine where all ones I thought ultra hot so it was
amazing. Was sure I would quit before the end.
Nope, said my Mantra, drank water; kept going.

Teaser wrote:Moments

It's almost of an hypnotic quality.

The moment you realize that the edge is the new orgasm. And orgasm is a just faint memory. And that is accepted again.

The moment you realize you have completely surrendered your sexuality. To J.

Very much a hypnotic quality. I went almost into a trance.
The beta endorphins flooding my brain. Addicted to Jana.
janmb said

Really starting to creep in that this is all over very soon. So way too soon

I hike the Sierra Nevada Mountains, especially in or near to Yosemite National Park.
Climbed many a high pass. When I near the top and look ahead and see almost at the end.

I feel the same way that day 58 makes me feel. Almost to the top. Keep going.
Then I always pause and look back at where I came from.

I came from all the way down there?
Jana has lead us on this amazing journey.
I have done things I deemed impossible, like physical chastity, hours of edging, 12 hours in the gym per week.
A clean room!

Then I wonder what is on the other side of the pass?
Dare I go there, is it to far or difficult?
Perhaps there is a faint trail after the pass.
No matter I vow to keep going, following all of Jana's rules on day 61, 62, 63 ....

Posted: **Wed Nov 13, 2013 9:50 pm**

Day 59:
Wow.
Those kind and heart warming words. I simply had to read this twice.
"...the spirit of Jana..." I will try - no, not trying, I will keep it that way in my head.

Off to bed, anticipating the last session...

@little girl:
A nice comparison

Posted: **Thu Nov 14, 2013 1:22 am**

day59:

very uplifting words!

Spoiler: show: As you mentioned it: I had the wish not to come every time in my last relationship, but I was always too anxious to tell her, because I thought this might creep her out as she was pretty vanilla. Maybe next time.

Posted: **Thu Nov 14, 2013 1:57 am**

Jana's little slave girl here with her day 58 report.
Oddly, really enjoyed this session. The slow stroking was comforting.
Once back into chastity slept like a baby.
Had an incredibly strange dream, not even sure if it made any sense.
Jana sent me a message saying, meet flight 123 at SFO.
When you see someone with a black silk top, you will please them in every way.
Was dressed like a sexy little girl, saw the stranger get off the plane.
What was it? A Man, a woman, a TV?
woke up throbbing in the chastity clinging to Jana bear.

Hugs to one and all.
Off to do day 59.

Posted: **Thu Nov 14, 2013 7:39 am**

Jana's little girl with day 59 post.
Had very very deep feelings about this.
As i read day 59 (Great!) wrote my comments.

Spoiler: show: a seed was planted 2 years ago, it lead here
am clearly different harder working kinder humble
The Milovana world is the opera house
Steps out eagerly to talk to the conductor and composer.
Want to be in a deep romantic
In a woman's eye. I am way way better than 30or 59 days ago.
Excellence in the basics of diet and exercise, my forte.
got my act way more together
I take care of my space. is small, simple
and wonderful house on the Sleepin Dragon ridge with redwood trees
90% failed? wow yet I never doubted I would fail Jana
I really want to please my sex partner, so true that my needs are secondary
Can lick my lover for an hour, more, fuck forever because can delay and control myself.
Am honest, did scrw up. Admitted, the punishment was nothong compared to a
good relationship. Am a very strong active supportive parter.
Feel confident, already did the impossible.
Attracts people? OMG have become a hot commodity. My classes are packed!
Will continue, why ever go back? Life is better
Until I find happiness? Ah my life is already blessed,
I crave that YOU Jana and her muse are happy
I crave happy ever after for YOU
I deeply understand the spirit of Jana as ART
Trained to please, makes me happy.
Ready to please 24/7 no matter what, like anything else is important
If Jana would love me for it, would do ( OMG) 0-4 per year orgasms

Time for day 60.
My last comment is

Posted: **Thu Nov 14, 2013 4:21 pm**

gap at day 60... where the coin game starts :(

Posted: **Thu Nov 14, 2013 5:50 pm**

ElDorado87 wrote:gap at day 60... where the coin game starts :(

Apologies... fixed now, including an option of skipping to that part of the tease so you don't need to go through everything before that if you got stuck there.

Posted: **Thu Nov 14, 2013 8:38 pm**

Posted: **Thu Nov 14, 2013 9:51 pm**

Jana,

I haven't been nearly as good, loyal and ambitious in my servitude as I could have been. At some points, the commitment was testing my limits, and occasionally, following orders and meeting your lowest requirements seemed good enough. I feel horrible for that now. I did everything asked of me, always, and just as importantly never did anything I shouldn't do, but yet, I feel I could have done so much more, been even more loyal, more attentive, given more of myself back to you, here and elsewhere. Taken it upon me to do more of your optional tasks and so on. Oh well, too late for that now, I served at the level I did - honest and fair. My punishment is my bad conscience for knowing deep inside that I could have done more.

I give you my heartfelt thank you for giving us your time, attention, presence, beauty, and maybe most of all your deviousness - which I believe it or not have come to love.

I love the way our paths separated at this point, and truly hope they may cross again in the future so I may mend my ways and serve you better.

Thank you Jana - be well.

Posted: **Fri Nov 15, 2013 3:17 am**

Spoiler: show: Wow, this was really an unexpected ending. How could I disobey an order from you? I am not sure I can do it without you, but I will try.

Posted: **Fri Nov 15, 2013 3:56 am**

Spoiler: show: Dear Miss Jana,

May I ask for a big favor? Could you at some time between now and lets say maybe Christmas send a short PM to me, just saying, that I tried for long enough and may have an orgasm? This would make it much easier for me to fulfill your request. If other boys need this encouragement as well, you could simply post in this thread instead of writing a PM. (If this is also ok with you, I would only have a ruined orgasm from time to time for good prostate health until then)

Yours
dragoul

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