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Day 51:

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Yes, I am pretty sure about the curiosity and the cat...it edged and denied her, right?
At least, my curiostiy lead me that way. Did more than 5, but less than 25 videos
As usual, really nice video and task selection. Especially that readhead tied to the chair...and the end. I could feel with her, but cumming does not really matter anymore for me.

Managed another hour naked awake time before the session, down to 6h now. Slowly but steadily! I guess my temporary, white, old sleep t-shirt can be disposed afterwards. It is getting red

No cats were harmed!

little slave girl with her daily report.
I love giving reports. Giggles.
Last session was amazing
of course I simply had to choose option 7.
LOL done with out thought.
Then pondered on which choices, really tried to think.
Made two picks and today Jana told me she
had expected me to do just that!
GAWD she never ceases to amaze.

So fellow followers feel free
to PM me with questions or comments.

All my

Not being cut always feels like Christmas. Thank you so much Miss Jana and also for the awesome extra tasks (bondage option). It already made me quite horny while putting it on, and it will probably keep me that way the whole day.

day51

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I nearly watched all of them, as it was quite hard to stop. Some were of too high quality though, so that i just had to use a counter of the same length instead. My computer kinda sucks. I loved the task of video 25!

Well, well, after some travel intense business I am also back in the Lounge... Crazy days at work, basically I just come home to sleep for a few hours. My little spare time alone at home is taken up by Jana, and I love it. At home I feel so sexual right now, aroused and can't wait to open the next tease.

Having only so little time, I did chose one option, the brutal edging. After receiving the first extra task after choosing, I am nervous if that was a good choice. But I keep telling myself, you can do it again. And again. And again no matter how many edges I will need to do.

It's an interesting experience to do these tasks.

However sad it is that the days are counted by now.

I did all the 25 videos yesterday expect the few that did not open. I did the home work edging and others. I have been wearing a cock ring just under the head of cock, I awoke this morning with a raging hard on and due the to pc exercises the pc muscle kept flexing and although I was obedient and did not touch I felt I may have cum so jumped out of bed had a shower ready to start today activities. Thanks Jana for the amazing hard on.

Teaser wrote:Well, well, after some travel intense business I am also back in the Lounge...

Welcome back ! It is always nice to read about others feelings in this thread

Today, I managed only 30 minutes of naked awake time. I simply could not wait any longer, especially after those words Jana mentioned in the PM. So, I have still 5,5h left. I hope the lipstick holds out to refresh the writing until my time is over!

Day 52:

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Things got intense, as Jana announced in the PM. My selection of the additional task was also a first time thing for me!
As I did one of my workout sessions today, I had a hard time staying on my toes without the heels touching the ground. My legs were kinda weary, but I had to cope with that, to fullfill Janas task.

Off to bed, getting some rest.

Jana's little slave girl with her daily report.
Day 52 and still here.
Did 7 videos last night, my luck, got all the long ones.
Had problems loading a few others which might be due to NoScript which I have installed.
Any hows, was able to do 7.
Doing extra effort for Jana.
Right now my quad muscles are burning from the extra exercise.
I do not want to wait to the last few days and have to do all that time at once.
Counting calories is a challenge as my diet is esoteric. But for Jana, done deal.

Had a very erotic dream last night.
Kept dreaming that I was getting to be more and more a little girl.
Each bell of the dream enhancer made me less mature, more naive.
Felt I was regressing to a 13 year old sexually ignorant yet very horny, shy girl.

When it can time to wake up and have the edge allowed from last night.
Wide awake edge thinking she had ordered me to please Daddy.
OMG

Unfortunately this site has a few individuals who tend to go spare on such topics Linda so better be careful on that one...

Sounds like a fun/weird dream

Punishments have been given out via PM. If you didn't just get a PM from me, then well done! You were in the top 50% of your subgroup!

Jana wrote:Punishments have been given out via PM. If you didn't just get a PM from me, then well done! You were in the top 50% of your subgroup!

Thank you!
I guess this will be the only time, that I will be happy to not receive a PM.
Still, I am kinda curious about the punishment for my subgroup, but I have already received a lesson about curiosity and cats

@Little Girl
Honestly, what a creative subconscious you have. It is probably good, that it only comes out at night to hunt you in your dreams

Yay top 50%! I'm glad I did my mistress proud! :D

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Just completed Day 53, boy am I scared, I don't like not hving our Jana's wonderful scent there as I go to bed, I don't know what to do with myself. There was a time when having her there, making me horny, keeping my mind occupied was something that kept me awake, now I think I'll struggle without her :(. Well wish me pleasant dreams everyone, this night will be a struggle :(.

Goodnight all

little girl failed to reply to Jana in time.
This caused two events, one of which does not bother me.
I got punishment. Actually, I should get two punishments as I had two commitments to make.
The second event has me devastated. Jana must think I am not committed.
My failure cuts me to the core as utter commitment to Jana has been my goal from day 1.
No excuses, I failed. Worse, much much worse, Jana has valid reason to think I am not committed.


Jana trusted me to do my very best before this.
Win her trust back?
Yes I can do it again!

janmb wrote:Unfortunately this site has a few individuals who tend to go spare on such topics Linda so better be careful on that one...

Sounds like a fun/weird dream

Thanks. Hugs.

I wanted to write about day 53 after the night:

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Wow. That tone again. I immidiately felt a rush of submission come over me. Put the nighty away and changed the sheets and went shortly afterwards the session to bed.
Only the smell of fresh bed sheet, nothing left of Janas scent.
Waking up today, I rolled over where the nighty usually lays. Wanted to be greeted by the view and smell. But nothing. I guess this really means the start of the last days with Jana

@Little girl
Yes, you can do it again! But hurry, not much time left!