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605 cp

Update: + 12 CP base + 20 CP for feather teasing + 50 CP for pledge of last week from 425 to 507 CP

Locktober 14th!
+50CP
I obeyed Mistress Blake and stayed soft somehow. However, it's kind of embarrassing to admit it but as soon as I put my cage back on
I almost immediately started to strain against it again. Mistress Blake has a hold on me I guess

Housekeeping post

CP score update - up to and including all of week Two - ending 14th October

Total CP - 653

Player profile updated: Yes

Points update previous Points 580 plus 18 baseline (598) plus 5 for today (603) plus completed pledge to obey all woman for 7 day’s earning 50 points gives a new total of 653 points

update:633 cp (550+50 (pledge)+18+15)

Player Profile: Kaelis

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Genderidentity: Transmasc, Bi as fuck
Cage: Metal Nano thingy
Mode: 24/7 mode
Cagepoints: +5+7+10+10+20+5+20+20+20+20+5+20+20+5+20+15+20+10+20+25+20+40+20+15+20+20+5+20+10+10+10+10+10+20+25+20+15+15+20+30
Daily Cagepoint Baseline: 20
Pledges:
- Wear Key on Person all month (50pts)
- Week 1 Pornfree (20pts) complete
- Week 1 Hypnoslave (40pts) complete
- Month-long Excercise Pledge (60pts)
- 24hr bodywriting pledge (20pts) complete
- Week - 10 minutes of sucking a day (50pts)

Cagepoints Tally: 652

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Prep Week:

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23/9: 5 points
24/9: baseline +10 points (Metal, Tiny)
25/9: baseline +10 points 24/7 mode
28/9: partial shave - 7 points
29/9: 32 edges, 2 ruins: +10 points
30/9: achieved dry orgasm, +10 points from Dry as a Desert event.

1/10: Daily: +20pts+5pts. +20 pledge, +40 pledge. No baseline cagepoints. Searched chastity and hypno themed thingies. Did one of Shattered's teases, looked through some chastity captions, listened to some audio by Shibby, watched a 10 minute vid. Took Pornfree and Hypnoslave pledges. Shared image.
2/10: Baseline +20pts. Task +20pts. +60 pledge. Maintained "No other porn" pledge. Listened to a 20 minute hypno chastity file. Went down to the gym and did leg day a day early (hour and a half). And took the excercise pledge cuz its a gimme with my existing routine.
3/10: +20 baseline. +??? Task - got booted back to the main menu super fast after the timer, so not sure what the task was. Seems to be an issue that's been caught, maybe I'll have another look at it tomorrow. Listened to a 20 minute audio while jogging.
4/10: +20 baseline, +5 task - maintained excercise, hypno and no porn.
5/10: +20 baseline, +20 for being shaved. Had a really nice bath at home. +10 cagepoints. Kept up with pledges.
6/10: +20 baseline. +15 for cleaning + tasks. Got the names wrong. Maintained other pledges.
7/10: +20 baseline. Went naughty shopping - got a lovense vibe on order. +10 points. Skipping the pledges.
8/10: +20 baseline, +25 from the task, skipped the pledge, marked hypno and porn free pledgesas complete. Some good fun this one, really looking forwards to this week now
9/10: Baseline +20. Task +15. 24 hour pledge (20pts). Excited for the bondage task tomorrow!
10/10: +20 baseline, +20 from task. Good bit of fun this one! Looking forwards to Thursday!
11/10: Baseline 20, +5 for journaling, don't feel like posting.
12/10: 20 baseline + 10pts feet hits + 10pts ass hits + 10pts clothespegs.
I don’t have testicles to smack… uhh… unless you count the silicone gel prosthetic thingies that I got with my bottom surgery, but I don’t think that’s quite the same as what you were chasing with ball spanks. So I just completed the day a second time, doing 10 points worth of the other three tasks a second time. I’m tentatively marking this as “10 points earned” but won’t add them to my total until I get approval from you, or a different task you’d like me to complete instead.
Loving this event so far, and I’m kind of missing the daily hypno I was doing during week 1.
13/10: +20 baseline, +25 from sucking, took 50pt sucky glucky pledge.
14/10: +20 baseline, +15 for obeying + 15 for admission.

15/10: +20 baseline, +30 for slow and sensual teasing

Three cheers for the 15st of October!!

Week Three – Tease and denial

Day - 1 (15) task

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Are you horny and frustrated?

As someone fast approaching sixty, if I was asked this question three weeks ago my immediate response would have been a wry smile accompanied with the answer “If only!”

Answering the question now, especially after last week and in trusting Mistress (a massive step), and accepting and embracing my submissiveness and what it now does to me at my age; finally accepting this is who I am and how this truly turns me on – (Oh the fantasies of Mistress in latex pegging me….) Then am I horny and frustrated? Yes, I am, and then some considering that the following dialogue of Mistress is persistently playing in my head.


“This small thing between your legs . . .
. . . isn't yours anymore.
It is mine.
I decide what it gets to do!
And what not.
For me your cock . . .
. . . is no sexual organ at all.
It is just a button . . .
. . . for me to push.
A tool . . .
. . . to guide you deeper and deeper . . .
. . . into subservience.
I am the Domme.
You are the sub.
Now is the time . . .
. . . to prove your submission to me.
Believe me, you’ll love it!”


This week, having reassured myself (SSC) that there are no potential medical concerns as a result of the intense pain ecstasy felt in the raging erection experienced during this task I can see this week is going to be a very long, agonising, blue ball inducing ride of a lifetime.

day 15:

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Yesterday I went out without watching any porn beforehand, so I failed my custom pledge on the last day. I just forgot about it completely, I didn't implement a system to remind myself of this, and that was my downfall.

I have mixed feelings about today's tease. At first I started with a ribbon, but it seems that I'm rather ticklish, it was more uncomfortable then pleasurable. So I switched to just running fingertips very lightly across my entire body. It was nice and I was getting a little bit excited, but I kind of craved some more intense form of being unfulfilled. You could say that I was frustrated that I couldn't get properly frustrated.

I teased myself for 15 minutes, and it was pleasant, but especially at the end I had this feeling that this isn't really going anywhere.

Starting from today I changed my goal from easy to privacy. I already spent a whole private time of my day locked yesterday, but I was playing on easy then. Locking myself up feels substantially different knowing that I'm not allowed to unlock for many hours or I'll lose my points.

Tomorrow's gonna be an audio day? I can't wait.

points: 409 + 12*2 (day 14 and 15 baseline) + 30 (day 14, after consultation with the boss I decided my staying soft should probably count?) + 15 (day 15) + 50 (yes ma'am pledge) - 20 (failed custom pledge) -> 508

Anyone wants to become porn buddies? Disclaimer: I'm getting into audio only porn including erotic hypnosis lately, and that will probably be a large part of my part of the material. Here's day 1:

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https://shibbydex.com/file/97f576b8-f44 ... a8e1fab950
https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php? ... 03556c5f7a

Day 15
main post with all info
previous CP: 525
12 (from baseline)
20 (15.10 22 minutes)
50 (08.10-15.10 Yes M'am pledge)
=== + 82
current CP: 607

Cool idea to start the tease and denial week that "softly"

SlenderSissyNewbie wrote: Sat Oct 14, 2023 7:14 pm

I took the event pledge of Porn Buddies (+90 CP if we both succeed)
Also I completed the Yes M'am pledge (+50CP)

Thoughts:

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I used a feather tickler. Kind of funny how the tease mentioned going along the shaved legs, as I shaved them just a few hours ago. I did 22 minutes, probaby could have gotten more, but I wasn't in the right state of mind to get relaxed enough, so I stopped.

Areas that felt really good for me were: around my nipples, behind my ears, back-side of my thighs, and perineum area. What also sent a few shivers down my spine was slowly sliding the feather from my toes to my hip.

Sidenote: Also I am scared that the theme is tease and denial, considering that the longest I went without cumming was a No Nut November two years ago BUT the only way that was possible was because I got rid of all porn, jerking other stimuli etc. and forgot about it after the first week or so. A year ago I failed after a few days, just because I saw some way too suggestive videos on YT shorts. Now it's two weeks with pressure building up, content that turns me on from SlenderSissyNewbie, and the new Porn pledge. Let's just say it's good that I have the cage to help me. Now the cage is not something that restricts me, but something I can rely on, which is an unexpected but welcome change of mentality.

15th locktober update
Name: Medoria
Genderidentity: Male

Cage: Tiny Metal Cage
Mode: 24/7

Pledge: 1) to wear the key to my cockcage on a necklace or bracelet during the whole of locktober (potential 50 CP)
2) become a hypnoslave for a week (potential 40 CP) (completed)
3) get-in-shape three times a week for a month (potential 60 CP)
4) go to the spa appointment caged (potential 20 CP) (completed)
5) showing my purchase on the forum (potential 30 CP) (completed)
6) personal pledge, chastity hint to 20 people min in a month (potential 100) (completed)
7) yes ma'am for a week (potential 50 CP) 08.10 (completed)
8) body writing for a day (potential 20 CP) (completed)
9) deepthroat training for a week (potential 50 CP) 13.10

First Weekly Pledge: no porn for a week unless permitted ( potential 20 CP) (completed)
Third weekly Pledge: daily porn for an hour (potential 60 CP)

Basline CP: 20

Cagepoints: 1013 (5 from 23.09 and 5 from 25.09 and 7 From the event, 10 from 28.09, 132 (/5) edges and 5 (*2) ruins from 29.09, 10 from the second event, 20 from 01.10, 5 from posting on 01.10 in the forum, 20 from 02.10, 20 from 03.10 and 10 compensation, 15 from 04.10, 35 from 05.10, 30 from 06.10, 20 from 07.10, 25 from 08.10, 20 from 09.10, 20 from 10.10, 15 from 11.10, 10 CP from sole hits and 10 from butt hits and 10 from nipple clamps and 10 for ballbusting from 12.10, 25 from 13.10, 30 from 14.10, 30 from 15.10) + (Baseline CP 20x14) + (Pledges 4 (20), 5 (30), 2 (40), 8 (20), 6 (100), 7 (50)) + (weekly pledge 1 (20))

I ended up teasing my whole body for an hour and I kept leaking and leaking, practically begging myself to be touched and allowed to cum and then denying myself over and over><

emma111 wrote: Sat Oct 14, 2023 8:34 pm I would love to be your pornbuddy . I selected something that made me strain before in my cage. Hope it will make us both now . The first video is even better if you listened to some prerequisite material, though it's good on it's own too .

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https://hypnotube.com/video/bambi-tiktok-1-7-45764.html
https://hypnotube.com/video/sissygasms- ... 37074.html

Holy shit emma, those look hot, especially the 2nd one. Usually not my style, but i'll definitely try them!

XD81 wrote: Sun Oct 15, 2023 6:34 pm

emma111 wrote: Sat Oct 14, 2023 8:34 pm I would love to be your pornbuddy . I selected something that made me strain before in my cage. Hope it will make us both now . The first video is even better if you listened to some prerequisite material, though it's good on it's own too .

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https://hypnotube.com/video/bambi-tiktok-1-7-45764.html
https://hypnotube.com/video/sissygasms- ... 37074.html

Holy shit emma, those look hot, especially the 2nd one. Usually not my style, but i'll definitely try them!

I like the first one mainly, because

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it includes some hypnotic triggers that I trained for past week and a half and I am only in the beginning of that training -> look https://bambicloud.com/

, so that video has potential for great rewatchability.

Though there are some aspects one (not me) may not like: music selection, format, voice, intensity, and it sometimes sounds cheesy without context, I understand that

I'd love for you to enjoy it. I also enjoy your updates (especially the one about the ballbusting task, the bodywriting one was also creative) and your outfit pictures look cute .

Update:
525 + 15BP + 20T + 40 "Mistress lil' girl" + 50 "Yes Ma'am" = 650

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I didn't know what would work so i got both a feather and a long slim silk ribbon.
It took me a while to find out what works and what doesn't. Maybe i also wasn't that relaxed this afternoon, as some areas weren't as sensitive as i remembered (inside of thighs, triangle area above genitals).
I found some new spots though.
What i found worked best was:

• feather on inside of feet (not on soles strangely)
  feather around ankles
  feather on perineum and anus
  pulling silk ribbon around a "pivot point" (or turning point?):
  • from one nipple around the back of the neck towards other nipple
    across the upper body using a finger as pivot
    around the scrotum

I think the pivot point decouples the loose bit from the motion of your hand, making the touch even more gentle and light, and also somewhat erratic. I really liked this feeling. Especially at the side of my body (rib cage, flank).
After a while though i noticed i wouldn't "get any further" in my arousal, so i ended after 26 minutes. Maybe i still was too tense. Didn't get frustrated either though, in fact i enjoyed this session. I will definately try this again when i'm really relaxed.

Thank you once again, SlenderSissyNewbie for this sensual tease and writing!

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In hindsight, i should have taken the "deepthroat training" pledge, with 1 hour of continuously watching porn every day it goes nice together i guess. So i think i'm going to do it anyway...

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Concluding my "Mistress lil' girl" pledge i wore a half-transparent ouvert body with red flowers.
I chose a pledge that would expand my boundaries, and it did by quite some margin! Posting these images of myself all week made me feel so naughty, horny and embarrased, i hope you enjoyed them.

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October 15:

Locked from 0:00 for the rest of the day.
+ 14 base cagepoints

Teased myself for only about 8 or 9 minutes. I did a 20 min. bj practice on a nice huge dildo right before and was therefore already extremely horny and wet. Bad timing I guess.

So that’s +5 cp only

Had a great time with my glorious dildo for the 7 day cocksucker training pledge +50/-25 cp
10 mins per day.
Also I watched 60 minutes of porn for the tease and denial pledge +60/-30 cp

Summary:
339 + 14 + 5 = 358 cage points