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points updateprevios points 519 plus 18 baseline points (537) plus the full 25 is a new total of 562. I did not take the deep throating pledge though as I think I would have either failed or been sick

Day 13

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+10 for siking the dildo, not my thing. why past my liking.

Name: JetBlack
BS:16 CPO:414 CPE:10 CPT:440
pledge active:
purchases [+30 -15] in progress
Get-in-shape (31/10) [+60 -30] in progress [03/05/07][09/12/][//][//]
Yes,Ma'am (14/10) [+50 -25] in progress [09/10/11/12/13//]

Update of my Player-Profile for 13.10.:


Locktoberfest '23 - Player Profile:

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Name: der_Schwede
Genderidentity: Male

Cage: Midsize metal cage
Mode: Standard
Baseline CP: 9 + 6 = 15

Cagepoints Total: 617 (Day 13 completed)

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23.9=5
25.9=5
Event1=5
28.9=7
29.9=5
Event2=10
D1=25
D2=15+20
D3=15+15
D4=15+5+10
D5:15+20+15
Weekly pledge 3 completed:20
D6:15+15+15
D7:15+20
Weekly pledge 1 completed:20
Weekly pledge 2 completed:40
D8:15+25
D9:15+15
D10:15+20
Weekly(2) pledge 2 completed: 20
D11:15+5+10
D12:15+40
D13:15+25

Pledges:

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Monthly:
1. I hereby pledge to wear my key on a Necklace during the whole of locktober. If I manage to keep it there I'll earn 50 CP at the end of locktober. If I fail to do so I'll loose 25 CP.
2. I pledge to do 20 Minutes of excersise three times a week for the remainder of locktober (W1: 3/3; W2: 3/3; W3: 0/3; W4: 0/3)(60/-30).
3. (Event): I pledge Go eat any cum and precum which exits my locked up clit during locktober. This includes ruined orgasms and nightly leaking (polluarche, subconscious ejaculations). Includes sucking on panties if there's anything in them. (60/-30)

Week 1:
1. I'll abstain from porn for seven days in a row. (+20 CP earned)
2. I pledge to watch a video (10 min) or listen to an audio (20 min) for the next seven days every day. (+40 CP earned)
3. I promise now that I'll keep my spa appointment (partial massage 06.10.) and go to it with my cockcage on (20 CP earned)
4. I pledge to post a picture of me wearing my shopping items when arriving (30/-15)
Update: Last part of the shopping lists shall arrive on monday

Week 2:
1. Whenever a woman asks something from me, I'm only allowed to answer "Yes" (50/-25)
2. I pledge to wear my body-writings for full 24 Hours. (+20 CP earned)
3. I'll practice sucking and deepthroating my dildo for 7 days 10 minutes a day. (50/-25)

My thoughts on the progress through Locktober so far as instructed.

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Mistress Blake
Week 2 of Locktober has been soo good. The denial has really set in during this second week. The higher intensity of the kinky play probably amplifies that too. I actually felt very proud at the end of week one that I was holding strong with my inner cage even when not locked up. My little dick knew it was not for pleasure or erections and submitted to its existence as a flaccid decoration. The hard teasing involved in this second week has had me straining hard against the cage frequently and I have found my dreams becoming more sexual in nature. With your training I have also found myself looking for please from other sources a few times, playing with my nipples, rubbing my thighs, even massaging my ass and reveling in the sensation.

I am so glad I have given you control over my cock for this month and I adore the journey that you are taking me on. As we approach the half way mark I do worry what I will be ready and willing to do for your satisfaction by the end of the month, but even that already excites me more than it concerns me.

Thank you for all your work, I eagerly await what you have in store next.

Razorsedge

Player Profile:

Name: Razorsedge
Cage: Plastic midsize cage (woodgrain design)
Mode: Private (locked at all times at home, and pushing boundaries)
Basline CP: 6 + 4 = 10

Cagepoints Total: 332
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Pledges: hypnoslave (40 CP complete) getinshape (60CP 3/12) pronfree (20CP complete)Purchase Pledge(awaiting arrival), Yes Maam Pledge(50CP 2/7) Body Writing Pledge (20CP Complete)

still playing from behind, but doing my best to avoid spoilers

13th Day Locktoberfest:
Baseline cage points - 24 points
Extra cage points - 25 points

Active Pledges:
Get-in-Shape Pledge (October) - +60 points or -30 points
Yes, Ma'am Pledge (8.10 - 15.10) - +50 points or -25 points

Current points:
451CP + 24CP + 25CP = 500 points

Day 13 - Cagepoint update

Completed today's submission task in full as arranged by Mistress Blake and took today's pledge - Thank you Mistress.

Current cagepoint score as of Day 13 - 582

Update:
443 + 12 + 25 = 480

Licked and sucked on my new veiny dildo. DIdn't think i could take all 7" (tip to balls) in my mouth, but managed to do all the deepthroats.
Did not take the pledge though.

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For my "Mistress lil' girl" pledge i wore a tiny pink embroidered string.

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October 13:

Locked from 0:00 until 6:34 am and from 6:44 for the rest of the day.
+ 14 base

Today my smaller cage (Nub) arrived together with my new 8“ big white dildo equipped with suction cup and tasty balls. I was excited and could hardly wait until I had time to play.

I loved to follow the cock sucking instructions. I felt like such a slut. Locked in a tiny nub cage, pleasing this huge and amazing cock. I became so excited that my little clitty started leaking while I was on my knees with dick in my mouth. +25 cp

Sign me up for the 7 day cocksucker training pledge +50/-25 cp
10 mins per day.

Summary:
256 + 14 + 25 = 295 cage points

day 12:

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I thought it would be a shame not to utilize gag for such an exercise. Not very helpful when counting out loud, but fits with the vibe perfectly.

In the first two parts I've learned two things: that butt and soles aren't that sensitive, and that I have a great inhibition towards hitting myself. This combination meant that although I've done correct numbers of repetitions, it didn't really hurt that much at all. Still, just an anticipation of pain was extremely exciting.

Then time for clamps came. Unfortunetely I only brought a pair, and didn't want to stop, so I've gone forward with just one on each nipple. 3 minutes were definitely felt, but not that much, so I've decided to leave the clamps on for the next task.

And here, partly because of different mechanics of the murder weapon, partly because it's my balls, it fucking hurt. It didn't help psychologically that I sometimes missed and had to do a repeat. Pretty much forgot that I had clamps on. This is the most deserved 10 cagepoints I've earned, and I think more than makes up for relatively little pain in the first part. I was almost shaking after that for a minute or two, and then managed to deeply relax. In fact I probably reached the most at-ease state in the last two weeks, that was really nice.

There are two factors that I think elevated this experience that high: the exquisite writing, including compassion when causing pain. And foreshadowing from day 8. Funny thing is that day 8 questions (especially that one about balls hitting) were more of an impact than those to my balls today. The power of imagination is endless.

day 13:

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That was quite new for me, but I can't say I haven't enjoyed it... Slowly ramping things up was great.

I took the pledge of sucking a dildo 10 minutes per day for a week. No idea how long today's task was, but towards the end it was a little tiresome, I hope 10 minutes will be manageable.

Points: 328 + 12*2 (day 12 and 13 baseline) + 32 (day 12, why didn't I bring more clamps) + 25 (day 13) -> 409

Seems like there might be some stroking tomorrow. I'm normally terrible at self control, I imagine almost 2 weeks of denial would make this way worse, anyone got any tips on how to prevent accidents?

Day 13
main post with all info
previous CP: 476
12 (from baseline)
25 (sucking)
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current CP: 513

I did all the tasks with my biggest (16cm balls-to-tip, 3,5cm diameter) dildo. Well it's the biggest till the new one arrives, I can't wait to spend 10 minutes kneeling before the new one
I took the pledge to practice sucking and deepthroating my dildo for next 7 days, at least 10 minutes a day. (13.10 - 20.10, +50CP)

Thoughts:

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So after realizing what the tease is about stopped and set the mood first: changed to color of the lights, dimmed them, took a nice warm shower, used my pink lip balm and wore matching white thighs and panties. I think that helped me with today's tasks. Thought I didn't have much problem with the last one. If you have strong gag reflex, I was there, there are ways to practice, . I really lowered it myself by scraping my tongue (intentionally deeper each day) with the toothbrush after brushing my teeth. It's also good to brush the tongue for your hygiene so you get two in one.

The time between each section felt long, but at the same time there was time to be creative and experiment with different techniques. I let my imagination run wild, thinking about what would feel good for me, imagining that the dildo is not just a lump of silicone, but that it is real, meaning really avoiding teeth, really sucking, sometimes looking up etc.. Combining that with the pictures and instructions in the tease it felt really good to submit like this and be a little whore with spit running down my chin, gagging on a cock. After the session I listened to some hypnos and played with my nipples to calm down as I didn't just want to stop.

I decided to take the pledge as I want to practice more and there are a lot of amazing teases on Milovana and instructional videos on hypnotube that are oral/deepthroating focused.

Also why is the key required for tomorrow? I don't want to get my hopes up as I am expecting something sadistic

UPDATE

Hurray, week three is complete!

It is a little rough around the edges but quit playable. I hope you will enjoy it. Thanks again for all the encouragement . . .

I will update the scores and do my tasks tomorrow.

Since we are out and about, the release of week 3 might be relatively late Saturday night my time, but I'll make sure to keep my pledge!

Oh and as for me. I've upgraded to a tiny metal cage, bringing my baseline to 12 points!

alex_horny wrote: Fri Oct 13, 2023 8:22 pm Seems like there might be some stroking tomorrow. I'm normally terrible at self control, I imagine almost 2 weeks of denial would make this way worse, anyone got any tips on how to prevent accidents?

Well seeing how the teases are so far you probably could choose to not unlock yourself and just suffer through it. I'm not great with self control either, but I half want to just stay up and do tomorrow right after midnight

Question for my fellow submissives here. Got another hiking trip in the next couple of days. Last time I was lock the whole time and was chafed pretty badly (couldn't even chicken out as I didn't have the key with me). I'm somewhat recovered now, but should I tried it again knowing it probably will end badly, or just bit the bullet and go uncaged and take what ever punishment the Mistress throws my way?


Day 12&13 update

Total cp: 493
Player Profile:

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Name: locktoberfest
Genderidentity: male

Cage: metal midsize cockcage
Mode: 24/7

Cagepoints: 352
+ 40 (hypnoslave done)
+ 18 + 10 + 10 + 10 (attached a few pegs to my balls, hope that counts) + 10
+ 18 + 25
= 493

Baseline Cagepoints: 18

Pledges:
pornfree (20cp done)
keep-writings-24h (20cp done)
hypnoslave (40cp done)
buttplug-salve (???cp till 10/14)
Yes,Ma'am (50cp till 10/14)
practice-sucking (50cp till 10/20)
get-in-shape (60cp till 10/31)
show-items-once-arrived (30cp till ???)

Locktober day 12! ( Didn't have the time to post yesterday)
I slapped, smacked and hit myself for the full 60CP
The red of beaten cheeks in definitely is one of my favorite colors