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Sadly for me, Jana, this is where i end the journey. Life and work have become too hectic this month to be able to guarantee i can set aside enough time - but the tease You've been doing is wonderfully appreciated, so much hard work and time on Your part!

Thanks again.

Jana wrote:Janmb... as you'll see today, you're a bit low on the estimate.

Indeed - as usual I forgot to sufficiently account for all the quiet ones

Glad for it though, if my estimates were correct we would been in trouble with tomorrow's task

janmb wrote:

Jana wrote:Janmb... as you'll see today, you're a bit low on the estimate.

Indeed - as usual I forgot to sufficiently account for all the quiet ones

Glad for it though, if my estimates were correct we would been in trouble with tomorrow's task

If I remember right, in 2011 the second month was planned with only 5 of her boys, and it would require a locking chastity belt. Compared to that we are now really glad not to have to do that, and it would severely limit down the numbers of our now 24++ participants.

I recall - I was one of those 5 (hopeless bragging lol)

Personally I think that small scale, chastity thing would have been great, but in other ways I am glad we now have a bigger group

janmb wrote:I recall - I was one of those 5 (hopeless bragging lol)

Personally I think that small scale, chastity thing would have been great, but in other ways I am glad we now have a bigger group

Yeah, I was also one of the 5. Unluckily I missed the re-run, so it feels more like another "first month with Jana" if you know what I mean. New but still feels familiar. But am lucky that we are not all locked up in this second month. I still doubt I could live with that thing locked on for too long, so I welcome the new approach very much.

True enough, I can deal with 24/7 chastity if I MUST, but it also means giving up a lot of activities, such as sports... And considering the current line of involvement Jana has in our lives, not being able to exercise would definitely go against the general idea of being healthy.

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little girl with her report
Got to the end of the last task at almost 2AMm
in a panic that I would fail. Said my mantra, kept going.
Think I got them all and sent the PM. Pardon if I jumped the gun.
Slept naked, with Jana nightie next to me. Fresh sprays of Happy.
Started selection 2 and slept deeply until the weird dream returned.
Different yet the same dream.
Leashed and collared, lead around a room of people.
Jana would mocked me over how utterly submissive I was.
How wildly excited I was.
Sleep returned.
Dream returned, I was openly rubbing myself, begging for sex.
Sleep, then dream.
Jana lined up a row of people and had me crawl in front of each one.
Then one of her sounds.
I was helpless.
Cute guy, pure quiet
Cute girl, mild rubbing
Lesbian girl, lots of rubbing
Dominant Lesbian, OMG
sleep
woke up could her Jana laughing
"Looks like you are a submissive lesbian slut."

PS
sorry to see others leave
Who knew one extra good food would scare people off?

little girl

little girl with day 35, 36 report.
OMG am over the moon happy as Jana sent me a very nice message.

Got up this morning and changed a habit, ate a light breakfast.
Whole wheat bagel, some cream cheese and lox.
On days where I work out hard early, will eat breakfast after that.
If I have a break, will snack on Pistachio nuts, ultra healthy.

Went to work, sure that my Zumba, Pilates and Boot Camp would stop me
from the extra 30 minutes of cardio Jana ordered.
After my class, club manager asks me to teach a new class.
Starts tomorrow, 1/2hr of spin bike and 1/2 hr of light weights. I start to say no. But the word YES pops out of my mouth before I can think.

day 36
am watching the group effort.
Ready to step in when needed or do my part before bed time.

Last night tried option 3.
Had one intense dream session.
Imagined Jana had me over that large dildo on the floor.
Wantonly taking it in front of her crowd.

Day 36:
The team assignment was quite nice. Getting to look at my favorite porn and being allowed to edge for an hour Having to stop after that hour was kinda hard though.

PM:
Of course you were right with everything you said in your PM, Jana. And I have to say that "..count on not liking everything I tell you to do, but still- I expect you to obey.." really boosted my horniness.

Normally I have my hair a little wild and shaggy but today I got it cut so I could keep it neater. It looks amazing and I feel great about it. Thank you so much, Jana! Every time I look in the mirror I think of you (and how handsome I am). What a great change. Thanks again, Jana.

Quiet Linda wrote: Last night tried option 3.
Had one intense dream session.
Imagined Jana had me over that large dildo on the floor.
Wantonly taking it in front of her crowd.

Wow, you had 3 hot dreams in a row? I kind of envy you for this

I am glad we made it through the team assignment, as day 37 is available. I can hardly wait for later, when I start the session!

day 37 done

Spoiler: show

i could cry after doing the first video again and again and...
and in the end i made out of my cane-replacement...2replacements. wasn't as solid as it looks ^^
never spacked myself that much, bet you would like the color on my ass.

Day 37...

I got so lucky. I got the correct number on only my second viewing.

Allow me to quote myself:

edding wrote: I can hardly wait for later, when I start the session!

If I had only known better...

Day 37:

Spoiler: show

Ouch.
I had to do the first video 4 times. I gave my best, but she was quite fast
And at the end of the second video...it was strange to stand in my room, face against wall...not exactly knowing when I could move on.
And it did not stop...Jana knows how make that ass burn...with the grand finale of some hard caning...
As I bent over to cane myself, I got a good smell of the nighty, which made it a bit more endurable for me...
Tomorrow, sitting at my desk will be an adventure

Still, thank you Jana, for not cutting me <- current color of my cheeks