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argh, I knew this one would be good, so why did I read it just before heading out for work? today is going to be a long day, haha.

Incredibly hot one, and congratulations to you! Looking forward to hearing more about your future adventures.

Ah my chin is so itchy all of a sudden... itch itch...itchy chin!

Ditto

Hi all,

Last night’s chat a doozy! Was a very exhausting evening AGAIN!
Thanks!
Thank You also for the interesting smoking attire.


my day 5 task, embarrassing!

Blinds open, lights open, i strip naked in front of living room window, has become very easy to do. Naked with legs spread wide at the pc, web tease at the ready to continue to the next page, anticipation starts the juices flowing a bit more and the die rolls.


11- “put on a skirt, bra and t-shirt. Go to a local camping store or pharmacy and purchase 2 snake bite kits (each should have 2 suction cups). return home, undress, and attached one cup to each nipple and one to your clitoris. stand at the window and smack each inner thigh 30 times with a wooden spoon.”


Oh my! i just sat and gazed at the monitor, reading the task a few times, my mind imaging the smiles on the faces of a number of people.

Heading upstairs to dress, a little nervous about doing this one, nervousness increased when i drove to the pharmacy.

In my bedroom, in front of the closet, trying to decide what to wear, the pleated tartan skirts out, bit to short for this shopping trip, especially not wearing panties. A black mini, a bit longer but also a bit tighter, frames the ass nicely. A light blue lacy bra, plain white t-shirt, tucked into the skirt, should have left it hanging loose outside the skirt, made the t-shirt tighter, my boobs more on display and yeap, nipples definitely visible, tenting the top. Black 2 inch heels to complete the outfit.

The drive exciting, filled with nervousness and anticipation, clit purring nicely, pussy wet. The skirt riding up and of course driving forces me to keep my legs spread. Arriving at the pharmacy, sat in the car a few minutes working up the nerve to do this, squirmed a little on the car seat, the itchy twitch of my clit the driving force on exiting the car…shaved beaver shot…a flush of embarrassment, which of course made me constantly aware of my not wearing panties while walking the aisles of the store. No luck, they didn’t carry them.

Another drive, another beaver shot, another pharmacy, failure once again, no snake bite kits, could feel the pussy juice running down my inner thighs as I walked thru the store. The clerk did recommend a camping store. Another drive, another beaver shot, risking getting caught the more stops i make.

Walking the aisles searching, aware of my arousal, aware of the eyes of other shoppers on me, i’m not dressed like a camper. Startled, when a clerk asked if she could help me, a women, a stammered gasp of yes…lo looo looking for a snake bite kit. Yes they had them. SUCCESS!

She lead me over to the proper aisle, I followed like an obedient bitch in heat.

“Right there” she said pointing to the kits. Oh shit, bottom shelf, just my fucking luck! Could feel the skirt riding up, please not to far. Could sense her stepping back, was she trying to look up my skirt, i could feel myself blush in embarrassment at the thought, picking up the first 2 kits i could get my hands on, stood quickly, turned, yes she was starring, a smile on her face. She recommended another brand, the ones i picked were kind of cheap, didn’t really do a great job at sucking out the venom.

God, was like she was forcing me to bend over again…which i did, having to stay bent over a little longer, fumbling to return the first two kits to rack before picking up the recommended two. Again, felt the skirt hiking up, the pussy juices running down my thighs, a huge smile on her face as i stood back up, straightening my skirt, breathless, horny!

She followed me to the checkout counter, i know her eyes were glued to my ass as i walked and her eyes focused on my tits as she wrote up the sale, i of course was squirming, couldn’t keep my hips still, causing my tits to jiggle a bit. i was so HOT! Did she know, know what those suckers (LOL) were for, could she tell i was sexually aroused…probably. Now I’m wondering will she tell her co-workers, her friends, about the slut that visited the store and what happened.

In the car, breathing hard, i so wanted to touch myself, i was so aroused, a few touches and i would have exploded.

Home, in front of the window, stripping, tearing open the kits, one to each already hard nipple, could feel the slight weight, the one for the clit a bit harder to get on but finally got it to stay there. Legs spread, wooden spoon in hand, a back arch, thrusting pussy forward, to open thighs wider, two rosy red warm thighs when i completed the thirty whacks, each whack causing a jiggle of my boobs, i swear i could feel my nipples and clit growing larger as those suckers did there magic.

Those snake bite extractors popped when pulling them off my nipples, oh my god, so big, puffy, and so very sensitive when I touched them, am very thankful, I didn’t have to put clothespins on right now, that would surely hurt.

Holy shit! My clit looks twice the size and oh fuck it is extremely sensitive as I ran a finger across it.

Task done, time to head over to the chat room, hungry for attention, after all I am a bitch in heat!


kristin

oh jack,

That sounded painful! ing for you!

Glad your enjoying it. Stick to it your doing great!

By the way i read somewhere if you hold the candle higher, it doesn't hurt as much, not sure it's true but figured i'd let you know.

kristin

Hi everybody,

Today’s Day 6 of my adventure with Julia’s “Really Hard Tease for Women”, i must admit it is a very hard tease, it’s made me so excited, so hot and horny, so desperate. It’s driving me “CRAZY” with the desire to orgasm. Gawd, i love this feeling so much, want to keep feeling this way for a while. You know it’s funny, as much as i want to cum, and i’m sure it will feel great when i do, i think i’m going to be a bit disappointed, it feels so good, why would i want to stop feeling that good!

Spent a very unproductive day at work, the second i turned on the pc, all my mind could focus on was, this site, the web tease, chat. i was so anxious to get started. Thought about all kinds of sex stuff today, one topic after another kept popping into my head, kept my pussy drenched (Note to self- start taking a change of underwear to work), my clit was throbbing and itching so bad to be touched, couldn’t wait to get home, home to Milovana!

Was out of work in a flash, logged on the second i got home, AHHHHH, such a great afternoon with some very wonderful people, Thank You very much, You kept the fires burning very hot, put me in great spirits for tonight.

Been wondering folks, a lot of you have mentioned to me that you have been reading Julia’s and my postings here and are enjoying them very much, i appreciate the thoughts and I’m sure Julia does to but, be a dear, just a small wee post here now and then, let us know how your enjoying things. i feel we have developed a small audience and i’d like to feel appreciated, just as Julia, the author of this great tease would appreciate the feedback. Who knows, maybe she will write another for me to try.

As good as i feel right now, i'm a little concerned about things at home, my roommates are not acting the same towards me as they did over the weekend, i think i need to sit down talk with them tomorrow.

OK, my rambling banter about my day done, here’s what you and i were waiting for!



DAY 6

Going over my checklist:

Lights On - Check

Shades Up - Check

What else do i have to do to get ready… oh, Thank you guys but you don’t have to shout! Just a small blonde moment.

Kristin naked - Check

To the pc, legs spread in excited anticipation, praying to God i get edges tonight, clitty has been itching so much for a touch. Die in my hand…swear i can hear a drum roll…and i don’t hear many people breathing as the die rolls, all anxious to see my task, die rolling, hit continue for the correct day’s task….


3 - “place a clothespin on each nipple and one on each side of your pussy, then put on a really short skirt and a t-shirt, no bra or panties. Walk out of your house or apartment building and walk around the building 5 times.”

Damn, damn, damn, no fair! Was actually screaming at the monitor, i wanted to touch myself so bad and all i get is this…son of a bitch!
Picking the clothespins out of the can so conveniently placed next to the pc, giggles, guess you could say i’m prepared for action, getting used to wearing clothespins. A couple of tweaks to each nipple to get em ready, only takes a couple lately to get em rock hard, One attached to my right nipple, a second to my left, slight twinge as they go on, major throb from my clit because it’s going to be neglected.

Two clothespins for pussy lips, damn i’m sensitive there and the lips look so puffy, filled with arousal, and yes, i’m so very wet.

A legs spread waddle to my bedroom, a really short skirt, think this is the perfect time to wear the one i bought the other day, the one that barely covers my ass cheeks and pussy. Glancing in the mirror, OMG! the ends of the clothespins are visible, the skirt is so short. Hmmm, a really tight t-shirt, i know, i have this really tight neon pink one from a couple of years ago, it’s a little small and cut off just below my tits, oh poor choice, to tight, it presses on the clothespin, twinges of pain, which of course cause a hard achy nubbin, to twinge that much harder.

Time for a nice evening walk, out my front door, took the dog with me, figured I’d kill two birds with one stone. Could feel the cold evening breeze on my bare legs, very exposed pussy and ass, wow nice. Trip one excited and nervous, glancing at the windows of my neighbors, can I see anyone.

Yeouch, a pain when i rub my legs together to closely while walking, the clips rub my thighs, punishing my pussy…keep em spread, not good, now i waddle, it slows down my trip, it causes the skirt to rise a little, my ass cheeks exposed, my tits jiggle, each jiggle reminding me i have clothespins on my nipples…the streetlights in front of the house illuminate me, i could be seen when in front yard, the side of the house not bad, dark but the damn gate on the fence creaks loudly when opened, dumb blonde moment too, i kept shutting the gate, force of habit, didn’t want the dog to get out…i had the damned dog with me didn’t need to shut the creaky gate. Trip through the backyard, not bad, another gate, phew, no creaks, other side, dark but close to neighbors windows, back to the lighted front.

Trip 2 was not bad, didn’t see anyone, becoming more relaxed with the walk, but constantly aware of the clothespins. The third trip, my ass getting colder, temp has to be mid 50’s…more concerned now with finishing, than being seen, got to get the clothespins off, starting to hurt more and more with each step.

Trip 4 - Starting to feel a major temp difference between my ass and pussy, one is cold, one is hot…bet you can’t guess which one LOL…the tightness of the clothespins are making the trip seem like it would never end, each movement of my body transmitting twinges of pain to my body…it hurts but i feel so fucking excited and horny.

As soon as i hit the front yard, for my last trip, the dog decides it’s time to stop to do it’s business, grrrrr have to stand in the lighted yard while she finishes…when she finally decides to allow me to continue my walk, she starts barking at a rabbit or something, can’t get her to be quiet, now totally aware neighbors may look…tried to rush and finish, not good, more movement to clothespins, forced to slow down, almost their…

Nearly jumped out of my skin, my neighbor, a little old lady, was yelling to shut the damned dog up, don’t know if she saw me, shouted back to her, ok. Rushed to finish the trip get back inside that’s when I was seen, that guy from the other day, walking his dog, was on my front sidewalk as i turned the corner, he was looking right at me, a smile on his face, short skirt, tight t-shirt, he had to see my ass, maybe even my pussy, not sure if he saw the clothespins, but he did see me. Had to bite my lip to keep from screaming and literally ran into the house, with a major flush of embarrassment…

Slamming the door behind me, i just stood there for i don’t know how long, catching my breath, trying to calm down, came back to earth from the biting pinch of clothespins, lifting t-shirt taking em off my nipples, my very sore nipples hurt like hell, just had to reach under the skirt, screamed when those clothespins came off my pussy.

Want to play with myself so bad, i’m so hot, tried, ouch pussy way to sensitive to play with, guess my clits going to have to go all day today with just the one touch it received in chat earlier…GROANING!

Must admit, i enjoyed today very much, very exciting, arousing and suffered some well a lot actually of pain…hope it amused!

No chat, i’m off to bed early,…exhausted, sleeping tonight with legs spread real wide, give pussy lips a chance to get back to normal.


kristin

Jack - yr doing great! I can so imagine you touching your hard cock and struggling to keep it from spurting. Mmmmmm. Thanks,
Julia

jack,

lift, arse...ahhhh, your British...you do have some great vocabulary words there, not to mention some great erotic literature.

honey, keep it up (well that one too ) your doing great, love your courage and fortitude doing webtease and having the courage to post the results.

"Hope everyone is well and horny too" Don't know about everyone else but, i sure am!

kristin

Howdy do everybody.

Giddy as a schoolgirl, today was a happy day, sometimes a “sweet idea” pops into your head and stays there all day, nothing can take it out of your mind, well today was just such a day, nothing is going to ruin that feeling, it just “feels right”.

Did a little something different with my roll today, rolled the die before i left for work, knew my number all day, didn’t know that task, kept me aware of Milovana throughout the day, a dumb blonde moment realized after i got to work, (seems the hornier i get, the more these moments pop up), i should of posted to the Milovana forum, my roll, everybody would have known my task but me…ohhhh that would be so “wicked”.

Excitement and arousing apprehension about the task all day, a number in my head already…what is it…gosh, i so wanted to log into the site all day and check but, no, can’t ruin the surprise nor do i want to lessen the squirming in my chair all day at work.

Next time i decide to roll in advance, will let you nice folks know…promise.

Home, disappointed i could not chat before dinner, a talk with my roomies during dinner, even the result didn’t dampen today’s good spirits. Seems we had a slight misunderstanding, they thought when they caught me the other night edging and they joined in, it was a fun game, something different, they thought i was really acting, getting into it, wanting to be a 24/7 “tease toy”, constantly on the boil, with them controlling if and when i got to cum. That’s not want they were interested in, was just a fun weekend for them, an interesting diversion. That’s ok, we had fun, i thanked them for it, we are not going to progress further, we want our friendship and living arrangements to stay as is. They will we all agreed, what we each do for fun is nobodies business but ours. Oh well, was nice to try for someone to take “control”, cause if you don’t try for fear of rejection, you may miss out on the right person.

Ok folks, my daily diary closed, it’s time for day 7...so giddy still, ready to start, ready to get to one day closer to the orgasm i so desperately want…the end is in sight (praying to god there is no “go back 4 pages roll here and pleazzze, no more clothespins and please dear god, one more thing, please let me touch myself).

Lights on, shades up, shedding jeans, shirt and panties, to the pc, the roll was a 1,.


1- Put a clothespin on each nipple, put on a t-shirt and grab a wooden kitchen spoon. stand at your window and smack your pussy 50 times.

Literally, falling to my knees, saying, “NO…NO…NO! “ Not again, i want to touch my clit. I need to touch myself so bad.

“Sorry my little “bitch in heat” seems more people have been praying for clothespins for those perky nipples, than for you to get to edge!” Grrrrrr, going crazy, voices in my head LOL

Damn, 50 whack to my sore, sore pussy, no fair…a sane person might be quitting, would have quit this tease by now, yeap, i’m definitely crazy, i’m going on…that elusive carrot, “orgasm” is oh so close now, i can’t quit, i have to earn it now, i have gone thru so much…

Perky nips on bouncy jiggled tits, now have their accustomed jewelry, ahhhhh, a slight pain when they first go on, then a delicious rush of pleasure…the pleasure soon to turn to agony as the length of time they stay on increases. Walking upstairs for a t-shirt, can’t have boobs bouncing to much, a loose fitting football t-shirt, cut off below the boobs of course (do seem to have loads of belly revealing tee’s), loose so it doesn’t hurt as much to squeeze the clothespins, but the drawback is going to be bouncing boobs from the pussy spanking…

Spoon in hand, to the living room window, legs spread, back arched, some squirming, raising my hand and swoosh….WHACK….YEOUCCCCH! That fucking hurt, pussy so tender…my hand raises, swings down and WHACK…JESUS!

Hand raised, oh shit, the dog walker, two doors down, the dog by a tree…hands swings down, spoon impacts with another WHACK…another screech from my lips, as i wonder which way that guy is going, please god away from my house, not 2 nights in a row, please….

WHACK! OUCH! Fuck, this is wicked, hurts like hell but, damn, my pussy is wet, my clit exposed and throbbing, no screaming as loud as me to be touched…i’m groaning in pain, moaning in arousal, dancing, an erotic, sensual boob bouncing dance.

My hand keeps raising and swinging down, the spoon impacting my pussy, my eyes on the dog walker, crossing the street to my side, walking towards my front lawn…NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

YES! (please guys no shouting! it's distracting and i'm trying so hard not to whack my poor clit)). He stops right in front of my window, looking at me, smiling as i continue with my pussy punishment. Guess i have just proved to myself either i’m insane, for not running away, or i’m so hot, so desperate to orgasm, i can’t leave the window, cease the punish and fail the web tease.

i’m voting for the desperate part…nothing that feels so arousing can be crazy. What about you guys, am i crazy, what's your vote.

Now embarrassment and humiliation are added to the arousing exciting mix of sensations i feel from spanking my pussy. Swear i hear the arousal meter crack at 9.999, That‘s .001 from orgasm the pussy spanking has got me to the edge.

For others who may be thinking of doing this, careful with the cut off below the boobs shirts, all the dancing about from the whacks has caused the shirt to lift and catch on top of the clothespins, my boobs and clipped nipples fully on display to Mr. Dog Walker.

Final finished, very sweaty, very wet and lubricated, very very sore and gasping for breath, my pussy lips red as a well done lobster and that son of a bitch outside is applauding and not only do i blush, i just had to give him a bow before closing the blinds (LOL, curtain closed, shows over, no encore tonight guys)

This is so God Damn hard but so sexually stimulating, can’t wait for tomorrow, day 8.


Kristin

P.S. Knowing my number all day without the resulting task was hot…hmmmm, i wonder….yes, my day 8 task, 24 hours to think of it…

10- put on a knee length skirt, bra, and t-shirt. go to a store and purchase a baby bottle brush (like this one, the larger one: http://www.dollarnights.com/images/k03/ ... hw-079.jpg ). go outside the store and promptly insert the bristles of the brush in your pussy. come home and remove the brush.

Holy Shit! But at least i won’t be flashing my ass and pussy to some sales girl! And i'm positive i'm going to have damp panties all day long as i squirm madly in my chair.

Oh My God..
I've just read the last days of posts here.. I was already horny before, and all the time reading i was stroking.. near orgasm several times.. Not only your adventures are so arousing, but also your writings! Keep it up, and good luck for your final orgasm.. ;)

SomeOne wrote, good luck for your final orgasm.

Thank you SomeOne, can hardly sit still waiting!

By the way, i'm not doing this to get you guys horny, although is a nice little side benefit, to see my efforts are appreciated and amusing, i'm doing this to get me one hell of an orgasm!

i got so caught up in things yesterday evening, that when i got offline, the store was closed, damn, had to postpone the task. Today a busy day and may not be able to do it either, major groans, that last day, my orgasm so close, so frustrating having to wait even longer for the oh so very needed orgasm, it seems so elusive right now.

Don't know, maybe in the back of my mind, i'm delaying this task, a bit of fear and trepidation about sticking that nasty looking brush in my pussy. Wish i could get a do over, roll again...

<Can almost hear the shouts, no way kris, it's against the rules of webtease, do it or admit defeat>

Not a good idea, to roll in advance and know your task in advance, having to think about it all day or in my case right now, two days. Would be ok if it was something easy like edge once or twice or 10 times...but this...groan

After all i have endured i can't admit defeat, can't be a pussy...got to suck it up, buy that nasty brush tomorrow, i have to get to the last page...i have to cum, have to see stars as all this pent up arousal and excitement is released in screaming joyous rapture, an orgasm that lasts for minutes...oh gawd, i want that so bad!


kristin

jack,

shudders as i recall wooden spoons...be happy you didn't get the genital spanking like me.

By the way, please kindly return the brush, need it for my task, need it to reach that much needed orgasm!

Keep it up...giggles, all the hard work will be woth it when you orgasm!


kristin

Hi everybody,

Finally, completed the task, finally worked up the courage…was quite a daunting task and did have many shudders and shivers of fear at actually putting that brush inside my pussy. Thought about not doing it, thought about the orgasm i’ll get if i get thru this one…after all i have subjected myself to doing this web tease, i couldn’t quit, had to see it thru to the end, had to feel i really deserved the orgasm!

Ahhh, tomorrow, the chance to cum, so fucking exciting and i can’t wait.

Had to go online, chat, build up the excitement level a little bit to assist in the task…it worked motor roaring ready to go.

Well here is it Day 8.

You already know the roll a 10 - "put on a knee length skirt, bra, and tshirt. go to a store and purchase a baby bottle brush (like this one, the larger one: http://www.dollarnights.com/images/k03/ ... hw-079.jpg ). go outside the store and promptly insert the bristles of the brush in your pussy. come home and remove the brush.


Dressed in a black, loose fitting black skirt, no panties, black silk bra, black button down blouse. Very conservative outfit for shopping. Right now, i realize all black may have been a subconscious thought of foreboding at what was to come.

The drive to the store, i’m exited, afraid, geez, i’m also throbbing and wet. So happy, the chat helped.

The store, looking for the brushes, my breathing has deepened a little, gawd, when i find them, pick them up, look at them for real, the apprehension increased, the arousal increased also. Seeing people in the store, the guy at check-out, wondering if they are Milo fans, do they know what i’m going to be doing…groan, the throb of my clit about an audience watching is so hot.

The car, sitting, looking at the package, trying to calm my breathing, debating once again should i do this…the only driving force is…ORGASM! One more day...go girl, reach for that gold ring, Merry-go-rounds in my head, reaching for the gold ring.

Sliding the skirt up around my waist, legs spread (can never seem to close em ), i know no one can see me unless they were standing right outside the car but, my eyes scan the lot, every sound making me jump and look.

The large brush in my hand, the scaredy cat feeling back, had to start with the small one, make sure it wasn’t extremely painful, after all don’t want to damage a very special part of my anatomy.

Slowly insert the brush, holding my breath, phew, wasn’t bad, tiny tickles, tiny pricks as the brush bristles contact the inner walls of my pussy. Pulling it out expected a lot more pain, if i saw one drop of blood, the task over…no way could i or would i continue…it came out easily. Another huge sigh of relief, no blood.

Okay, now the big one, huge breath, holding it in, one hands fingers holding pussy open, my ass lifting off the seat, the other hand massaging pussy lips, need full lubrication, the brush slowly inserted, just a little way, more tickles, more little tiny pricks, not bad, the soft bristles make it ok, try taking it out, so far so good, so back in it goes, I don’t know maybe 4 or 5 inches…can really feel it but again not overly bad…the fear more painful than the actual brush. Pushing the brush back in, i stopped again at four or 5 inches, no further, not going to push my luck.

Looking now at the task instructions, i realize i could have stopped with less of the brush in me, it didn’t say how far…geez, i’m always making things more difficult for myself…dumb blondes never seem to read instructions right.

The ride home, the skirt still around my waist, my eyes keep glancing down at my pussy, so obscene with that brush sticking out, just one more confirmation i am “a horny bitch in heat”, willing to do just about anything to earn an orgasm. Each bump in the road transmits tickles and pinches to the inside of my pussy.

Home wiggling on the seat to lower the skirt intensifies the feelings from the brush, presentable once again, the walk to the front door, squeezing muscles to make sure the brush doesn’t fall out. Inside, quickly dropping the skirt to the floor, spreading legs real wide, i slowly remove the brush…more tickling, the feeling of soft fullness from the brush disappearing, more tiny pricks, it’s out, major exhaling of breath and major relief, no injuries…

Now filled with joy, a sense of accomplishment, i have completed all the tasks, the gold ring in my hand…i’m over the rainbow, the pot of gold right there…one more roll and ORGASM! Want to roll the die right now…no, wait one more day, make Sunday a super special day, treat myself right and really enjoy the orgasm, each delicious second of it. Savoring each pulsing release of passion from my clit, each contraction and convulsion of my pussy, may have to gag myself, the screams so loud the neighbors may call the police.

Geez, am getting so worked up about cumming, may only take on touch to this hard achy throbby nubbin!

See you all tomorrow…will be the stacked blonde with the HUGE smile on her face!


kristin

P.S. May have to take a couple of days off before starting the next webtease, recover a little. Right now the plan is later in the week, maybe wait till Saturday to start. Thinking of Julia's other webtease, this one was so fabulous, minus the brush of course...and with an intense orgasm tomorrow, i am sure i will enjoy her other tease...Thanks Julia, keep up the good work!

Jack - I will be online 10am to noon NY time on Monday and can help u with yr day 8 assignment then, if you can meet me in chat and if you help me.

Hello my friends,

The big day has arrived…Orgasm Day, so excited, can’t wait to get started, can’t wait for the glorious stupendous feeling of orgasmic relief, the desire and wanting to cum overpowering. i have endured so many things these past two weeks, pain, humiliation, fear, sexual arousal, so many things, my emotions on a rollercoaster sometimes. Iipersevered, accepted the challenging tasks and completed every one, now the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow is mine for the taking. Grab a chair, grab a cold beer, sit back, relax and watch the fireworks as kristin explodes in ecstasy.

Yes, lights on, shades up, Kristin naked, my favorite vibrator near at hand, the control switch poised for activation. Legs spread, hooked over the arms of my chair, the die rolling….gawd, it’s taking so long to come to a stop.

9- “You MUST edge 10 times, then you may cum now but hands off the second you go over the edge (ruin it).”


The first thing I see is

“MUST edge 10 times” a groan, not now, want to cum, geez, still got to work to get the orgasmic prize!

”then you may cum” ….YIPPEE! And YAHOOOO!

“but” what do you mean but…

“hands off the second you go over the edge (ruin it)” NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :'-(

No way, no how, all that hard work, the tasks…Jesus it can’t be true. i think i sat there for a good 10 minutes, looking at those words, still having trouble believing what I’m seeing. What are the odds, bad luck, did i walk under a ladder today, a black cat cross my path….fuming, so pissed, almost crying it’s not fair, it’s not fair, i want to cum, please i have to cum so bad! Geez, need it so bad Iim begging the monitor and Julia’s web tease, which till now has been fantastic, for permission to cum…

Deciding the hell with it…i’m going to cum anyway, screw the horrid outcome of the web tease.

Vibrator in hand, it's on, so near my pussy and it's hard aching clit…and i hesitated…in the back of my mind it wasn’t right, but, i need to cum so bad, but the web tease isn’t completed, but i have to cum…so conflicted, i did so want to complete the tease, really earn the orgasm…

Had to chat with someone, discuss these feelings, help me decide what to do.

Oh yes, she’s online, a chat with Arianna, our chats before have been very helpful in completing the tasks, not to mention we have had a bit of fun online. Chatted with her, a couple of hours, about the web tease, my goals regarding it, how i felt doing the tasks, what my long range plans were, my limits, expanding them. She gave me so many things to think of but, the one big answer to that all important question, should i cum was not provided…it had to be my choice.

i thought long and hard about our chat, yes i enjoy orgasm denial, kind of neat being hot and on the boil 24/7. Yes, i enjoyed the tasks & challenges, Yes i want to explore my limits, push my limits, yes, i want to really earn my orgasm, feel i deserve the reward.

The arousal, excitement, frustration and desperation are part of the journey, some journeys are long and hard, like a hole that just keeps getting deeper…some journeys have shortcuts, like skipping to the end of a book to see who committed the murder rather than figuring it out for yourself…i wanted the challenge, endure the frustration of orgasm denial, i wanted to earn the orgasm. i wanted to go on to the next tease and do it all over again.

Bingo, light bulb goes on over head of dumb blonde bitch in heat…if i cum than I took the short cut, the cheaters way out, if i edge and ruin it, I can feel the accomplishment of completing the web tease and go on to the next one without guilt, yes i will be so very horny but i won’t feel guilty.

Which makes me think of my long range goals…expanding the length of time i can deny myself orgasm, Arianna’s words about how a true “on the boil, bitch in heat” would complete the tasks of each web tease, for the pleasure and enjoyment of the journey, the orgasm should be immaterial, the journey and exploration is the most important part. Think about it like pleasing one’s Mistress or Master, completing the task for their amusement, your pleasure should be in doing it, not in obtaining a reward for doing what is expected of you.

i realize right now, she was right, i was more interested in the reward, not the journey, i know what i have to do…edge 10 times and ruin my orgasm. Then go on to the next web tease, not seeking the orgasm but in continuing the journey, the journey is what I’m truly seeking.

So sitting back in the chair, legs back over the chair arms…vibrator on, touching my clit with it, trying to enjoy each and every sensation, savoring the build up of excitement, feeling the contractions of muscles, listening to my moans and groans as orgasm approaches and just when i know a few more seconds and firework are sure to go off, i stop…an edge completed, a task completed, a challenge met.

A second edge, feeling my breathing grow deeper with each breath, enjoy the wetness, glistening on my pussy, leaking onto the chair, smelling the sweat aroma of sexual passion…i stop once more just before the peak of pleasure.

Each and every edge, savored, enjoyed, a memory of it seared into my brain, a web tease, a challenge that will always be remembered, not for the orgasm i received but for the journey.

The tenth edge, the vibrator on low, i wanted the buildup to last, it did, the animalistic passion of arousal building slowly, bit by bit, watching my chest rise and fall with each breath, the jiggle of my breasts, the squeaks from my lips as the moment was approaching…yes, yes, yes, YE…and turning the vibe off.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Oh gawd, my pussy is spasming, muscles contracting, the exquisite release of passion, stopped.

Emptiness, nothingness, my clit throbbing, the pleasurable eruption was stuck, stuck inside me, my clit, my whole being…knowing just one little touch, one single gentle touch of a fingertip to my clit would have me over the edge…did i…NO! Didn’t even think about it, my journey has started, my limits are growing…the challenge the tasks, the excitement all part of it and yes the dire frustration and desperation of wanting to cum is part of the journey too. The orgasm would mean the journey has ended.

The fire burning in my pussy right now is hotter than a few hours ago, the desperation to orgasm is greater, the frustration immense. Yesterday, i would have been pissed at this outcome, stomping my feet like a little child whose parents would not get her the toy she wanted. Today, I’m happy, because i took the first step on my journey.

i want, i need, i have to complete my journey, experience the pleasures and frustrations of being a “bitch in heat” feeling the fire, the itch of an “on the boil” pussy 24/7...that’s my journey.

The second leg starts Saturday when i start Julia’s other web tease , didn’t think yesterday by deciding to wait till Saturday i’d be lengthening my journey but that’s ok, it’s the journey that's important.

How long it will last i really don’t know, will i complete the next tease and if an orgasm is obtained, will i take it or will i have the courage to continue being a true “bitch in heat” and forgo the orgasm and continue my journey.

Gawd, i am so glad i decided to stop being a lurker here, actually do a tease and report each and every detail of my experience, it’s a marvelous feeling.

So with that, i bid you a fond farewell, no not from the site, just from a “Really Hard Tease for Women” by JuliaWish, which is a fantastic web tease. i’ll see you all again as we continue my journey with “Tease for a Horny Girl” by JuliaWish, a title which seems so very appropriate at this moment in time.


Kristin

P.S. Need to thank a very special lady before i go, thank you, Arianna for opening my eyes to the journey. Now that it’s a journey of exploration, the excitement has intensified, the quest for orgasm was not the important part. i know that now!