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Day 30:
Wow. 3 hours. I am exhausted and a mix of feelings fleeting around, among them a bit humiliation and a deep satisfaction. I made it through the whole 30 days

Jana! Now off to bed, getting some rest...I will need this for the next 30 days (if Jana allows this to happen).

"......I'm Literally speechless. 30 Days down, and gosh what an ending. So much to talk about , but I'm exhausted. Off to bed , and for the first time in a month NOT with a familiar aching feeling. Truth be told , I kind of miss it."

Ranidaphobia - Day 30 ( !!!!)

Made it all the way to the Kourtney Kane video, and shockwave decided to crash. I cried.

Jana your amazing thank your for sharing your time and thank you Decker you both incredible. Looking forward with excitement to next 30 days.

oh i felt so dirty last night...just got a peek of me in the mirror on my way to the shower

never thought i could do it this far, but now i just let things happen and be happy for each session that will come.
thanks Jana hope we'll see us again soon

Thanks Jana!

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My decision was of cause to continue. Hope I can stand some time/the 30 days.
30: Enjoyed the 1000 and the coinflips.
Had to close my eyes as my face got more and more slimy with every pump. (Had to rip off the plastic... to see the monitor.)

It doesn't seem possible that it's over... I felt so lost on the last page of day 30, covered in cum and watching Jana so calmly leave. I need her, but she doesn't need me. How painfully true. I only hope she'll keep me for the next 30 days.

" ...Next day , thoughts collected now. Last night's session was...incredible. Starting off , after the days of no touching and no visual sexual stimulation ...gosh , I was extremely turned on. Seeing Jana like that only to be blindfolded was really making the ache ever worse...and I loved it, every second of it. After the blindfold , Jana's surprise was even more amazing. Teagan...seeing her like that, Being treated roughly ...being used, like she used Jana and I, Was very naughty. Certainly had me thinking very naughty thoughts from that moment on. And then , Watching the videos along with Jana was surprisingly very intimate, almost sweet of her. And then...just when I thought I couldn't take anymore......the coin. Goodness , the coin. I think that was the most amazingly frustrating thing I have ever experienced. So many close chances , only to have to start all over again. After that , when given the chance to decide if I would like to continue for another month...how could I possibly want ....no...how could my mind not crave to volunteer for a second month with Jana. Of course , I asked for another month...if Jana would have me. Lastly , the release. After 30 days , It was simply put...Bliss. And Jana's last second direction to have all of that pent up , warm lovely liquid love released all over my own face , gosh, I almost lost it on the spot. Right on the edge , as I layed down , so close I didn't have time to bother with the plastic wrap, I waited with a burning anticipation for Jana to decide how our 30 Days together should end. Hearing that gong , I just lost it . All of my frustration and anticipation erupted out all over . The feeling of hot love splashing over my face .... Only way I can describe it was that it was the most amazingly submissive thing I have ever done...and the time all I could think of was Jana . Cleaning up was embarrassing ... standing in the bathroom looking in the mirror as I wiped off the rather large, honestly the most I have ever came , still warm load from my face. Just seeing all the released anticipation from the past month all over me , got me turned on again instantly. Needless to say , Heading to bed last night was the most amazing night of sleep I have ever had. "

Ranidaphobia - Thoughts and reflections on the Climax to one of the Greatest Months of His life

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Ranidaphobia wrote:The feeling of hot love splashing over my face .... Only way I can describe it was that it was the most amazingly submissive thing I have ever done...and the time all I could think of was Jana . Cleaning up was embarrassing

Yes, same here. That action was immediately number one on that list of mine. Strange how 30 days were enough for this to happen.

But for today, I got asked about that 'J' on my hand by one of my colleague. I prepared an answer beforehand, but it was simply gone in that moment. It hit me unprepared. After an awfull pause, trying to figure out an answer, I went for the simplest answer possible:
"Well, there is a girl, which I should remind of, even if she is not around. I already tried to rub it off, but the marker is water proof."
The second part was just an excuse to justify it, otherwise I might leave the impression of some kind of weirdo
For gods sake, he simply gave me a smirk and did not ask any more questions. I was still stressed for a couple of minutes afterwards. If he would have known about that chastity device, I am currently wearing

I finally got some time to recover from that 30th day marathon... and what can I say:

Oh. My. GODDD!!!!!!


After all the anticipation, teasing, mind games, limit banishing, days of no-porn diet, and more, I was incredibly aroused by the start of the tease! 5 min went by and I was begging for release!!! the rest of the session was indescribable.

THE. MOST. INCREDIBLE. AND. INTENSE. THING. I. EVER. FELT!!!

Thank you soooo sooo sooo much Jana and Decker, I will always be greatful for the last month.

I'm kind of scared of what could be coming in the next month but that is so exciting!

I can't help to reflect: This is really a master piece.

I'm all locked-up.

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little girl her with her day 30 report.
Near disaster. Last night when I got to the coin toss for edges, had two heads.
My computer crashed. Has to restart from the beginning.
Said out loud until I believed it
I can do it again
With patience, got all the way through it!

Several parts where insanely difficult. Still hard to believe I got through the
long lesbian love video. The whole video (and others) hit me almost personally.
As if I where one of those girls. Oh GAWD.
For the climax I did a Pilates roll over.

Most intense orgasm of my life.

Figured that was the most exciting thing possible.
Once again, Jana proved me wrong.
Today, got invited to join her for another month!
Yipe!!!
What I will be wearing.

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I will reply to any PM sent from some one in her group.
Please address me as little girl.
Jana