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Day 9- Tuesday Jan 22, 2013:

Another fairly simple day for me. The hardest thing was only being allowed to stare at my vibrator while I edged 5 times. I want to use it on my swollen clit soooooo bad by now. My vibrator is my friend.

I watched a fun porn scene where a girl was forced to orgasm over and over until she was begging for it to stop. I found that to be in beautiful juxtaposition to my own denial. In fact, in this aroused state of mind, I'm tempted to set that as punishment for failure: if I lose, the day I cum, tying my vibrator to my clit, tying my hands away and forcing myself to endure either A: the same amount of orgasms equal to the number of edges I've endured to that point... or B: as many orgasms as my body can handle (whichever comes first).

Darn this horny mind of mine! I'm going to think it over, try to rig a way to do it, and commit to it (or not) before beginning another task. Knowing I have to report a failure here will help to keep me honest.

I think I'm going to hate my horny self very soon.

-Mickie

Day 9 complete
15 Edges done, although the chest rubbing was a turn off...Cant always have what you like
Cant wait for the next task

Day 9 I accidently came, so I'm out. I will continue even if I'm out

Day nine tasks complete. Again, could not stop at the minimum, so did edges well beyond, but did not cum. I'm in a sorry state now: very sore, very horny, and don't know how I'll sleep. haha. miserable and loving it, but holding strong. oh, how cruel will the tasks become, i wonder..?

day 9 done. Almost came on that last one 0.o

Jan 23 Day 10 Completed

Being a sissy, I've put the vibe between my nutsack and my asshole, as you suggested, lightly sitting on it and turned it ON, maximum speed.

Watching at cumshots porn for 5 mins, hands on my head. Since the third min I became very worried 'cause my dick started growing and stiffening and I knew I couldn't do anything in case of it spurting, then I did realize I didn't have to focus on it or it would have aroused me even more, so I managed to hold back my loads once again. It's been scary enough, though.
No more touching for today.

Day 9 jan 22 complete
10 Edges done, had two nice sessions 5 in each one :)

Oh my! I lost it with the vibe! Thanks for having the assignments for us! I look forward to following along!

Day 10. I was I bit scared by this task at first but after the first 2 minutes I could relax and enjoyed the porn without incidents.

Day 10: 23 Jan, 10:00am EST
"Vibrating Balls"

I don't identify as a sissy but I went for the extra challenge nonetheless. I sat with the vibrator under my balls and against my perineum as I watched a BJ compilation, imagining the models mouths around my cock for about 13 minutes. I stayed safely away from the edge while precum slowly emerged and dripped slowly back down the underside of my erect shaft. Feeling that stream sliding down uninterrupted was another new experience for me since I'm nearly always able to work it around with my hands or fingers.

I think I'm going to end up spending more time today with a hard-on than soft.

Day 10 complete
Did this task earlier than I normally do, which will make my day exciting to say the least. Was a great feeling, kept full arousal but not to much as to force an edge. Bring on the heat Sc I think weve had enough of the warm up.

day 10 - 23 january 2013

Done all the tasks. Chastity belt locked again.

report for Wednesday: i really didn't think this challenge would be that and boy was i wrong. i loaded up 5 mins of soft lesbian porn {i don't know why i just fancied it} set a timer and, the vibe on high and knelt on top of it. now i am either super horny or i underestimated the power of that thing because even though it was between my anus and pussy it really hit my clit and im sure i could feel it in my nipples. i recon i made it through 3 minuets with out an issue but then it kinda hit me and i spent the next 2 minuets with my eyes shut trying to force myself not to cum and i probably would have if the timer didn't go off but luckily it did at which point i had to fall over just to get off the vibe. this was a really close one today.

sl.adam's report for day 10, Jan 23rd

Today's task I was rather nervous about: the lack of control, having to rely on concentration to not go over the edge. Yikes, I wasn't looking forward to it but I did manage to complete the task without coming.
I queued up a video of 5 minutes (well, 4:59 mins but I made sure to add a few extra seconds) which I liked (though the ending was a bit weird).

I put the vibrator in place, turned it on to the highest setting, started the video and "let go", put my hands on my head and had to trust in my control and experience to not come. This was rather difficult at first: the vibe was buzzing away merrily and getting me really turned on. There were two moments when I felt really excited and when I started to worry about hitting an edge. Luckily, some mental distraction (counting, thinking of the alphabet in reverse order) calmed me down again. Funnily enough, I even managed to get soft for the last minute or so (though that perhaps was due to the aforementioned weird ending of the video).

After having completed it, I'd describe it as a fun task, where giving up (some) control was a real challenge.