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update
pledge active:
Free Porn (07/10) [+20 -10] in progress
Hypnoslave (07/10) [+40 -20] in progress
Get-in-shape (31/10) [+60 -30] in progress

215CP +10(base line)+15+5=245

UPDATE

Because of some bumps while getting week 2 ready for publishing, there will be no score upgrade today.
I'll do it as well as answering PMs tomorrow

Week two has been released.

I hope all works well, my playtest was just superficial, if you run into sudden stops or anything, that doesn't work, please contact me, so I can fix it.

It's a bit rough and ready, missing a recap an weekly pledge, so to compensate for this:

EVENT

Create your own Pledge.

From nowfor the next 24 hours you may PN me an Idea of what you want to pledge to Mistress Blake. I'll ask and if she'll allow it, how many cagepoints It'll be worth.

And as for my personal day seven:

I was naughty and nice and ordered me a sexy goth/schoolgirl outfit including my first pair of wearable breasts.

I'm very exited for it to arrive.

On the naughty side i ordered a smaller cage and a vibrator.

I pledge to show you the items (But not on myself, because exposure could really fuck up my job-life), as soon as I have everything.

Oh and I got in two Yoga-sessions into my daily plans today, so I'm back on track with the exercise pledge.

Update of my Player-Profile for 07.10.:

Went online shopping and bought:
- Strap-on to simulate having a real & satisfying big cock
- buttplug (metall with heart-shaped red "crystal")
- (Nearly) Full Housemaid Outfit: white stockings, white see-through Pantys, Bra with fake Breasts, Costume (Black & White colored) (nearly because Boots are missing)

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Locktoberfest '23 - Player Profile:
Name: der_Schwede
Genderidentity: Male

Cage: Midsize metal cage
Mode: Standard
Baseline CP: 9 + 6 = 15

Cagepoints Total: 367 (Day 7 completed)

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23.9=5
25.9=5
Event1=5
28.9=7
29.9=5
Event2=10
D1=25
D2=15+20
D3=15+15
D4=15+5+10
D5:15+20+15
Weekly pledge 3 completed:20
D6:15+15+15
D7:15+20
Weekly pledge 1 completed:20
Weekly pledge 2 completed:40

Pledges:

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Monthly:
1. I hereby pledge to wear my key on a Necklace during the whole of locktober. If I manage to keep it there I'll earn 50 CP at the end of locktober. If I fail to do so I'll loose 25 CP.
2. I pledge to do 20 Minutes of excersise three times a week for the remainder of locktober (W1: 3/3; W2: 0/3)(60/-30).
Week 1:
1. I'll abstain from porn for seven days in a row. (+20 CP earned)
2. I pledge to watch a video (10 min) or listen to an audio (20 min) for the next seven days every day. (+40 CP earned)
3. I promise now that I'll keep my spa appointment (partial massage 06.10.) and go to it with my cockcage on (20 CP earned)
4. I pledge to post a picture of me wearing my shopping items when arriving (30/-15)

7th Day Locktoberfest:
Baseline cage points - 14 points
Extra cage points buying naughty and nice - 10 points

Active Pledges:
Get-in-Shape Pledge (October) - 60 points

Current points:
203 CP + 14 BCP + 10 CP + 40 CP (Hypnoslave Pledge) = 267 points

Day 07
i spent a lot as soon as they arrive i'l make a post aobut it

Name: JetBlack
BS:16 CPO: 164 CPE: 75 CPT: 255
pledge active:
Free Porn (07/10) [+20 -10] success [01/02/03/04/05/06/07]
Hypnoslave (07/10) [+40 -20] success [01/02/03/04/05/06/07]
purchases [+30 -15] in progress
Get-in-shape (31/10) [+60 -30] in progress [03/05/07][//][//][//]

I really wanted to share my story and thank the creator so here it goes:

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I've been doing some short milovana teases for some time now, and was into chastity and denial sort of "theoretically" (that is I'd usually lock myself for an hour, then unlock and cum thinking about how it would feel to be denied). My record for actual denial before would probably be jerking off one day, going to sleep, and cumming the next day. And then locktoberfest came.

At the beginning I approached it like other teases, as a fantasy and jerk off material. The concept of locking myself up for an entire month would be alluring as a fantasy, but not something I'd actually ever attempt. Then it came to the choice of "difficulty". 24/7 is pretty much out of the question for me - I've slept caged exactly once, and it was an interesting experience for sure, but I wouldn't put myself through interrupted sleep this entire month, and I'm not sure how healthy it is to restrict nocturnal erections. Standard sounded not only too long, but I'm not that comfortable with going out in chastity. Privacy sounded better, but still I'm not used to wearing chastity for longer then 1-2 hours - I tried couple of times, sometimes it goes great, sometimes I'm really uncomfortable because of some pinching, misalignment, or whatever. But easy mode: holy shit, that's something I could actually try. An hour a day I could commit to. So that's what I did.

Unfortunately, when I started the tease it was already either 30th or the 1st, and also I'm terrible at controlling myself when stroking and edging. So when I tried to go through the introduction days, I came without permission twice, and once I cum there's little reason for me to continue with a tease. Then on the draining day it didn't even take me 3 edges and ~1 minute till I had to cum - so I did my best to ruin my orgasm (which is already an achievement for me, this is another thing I often "do" in my mind, but not very frequently in actuality). Yet again, I've failed though, I had a much less satisfying orgasm without stimulation, but it wasn't ruined "properly". I did ruin my orgasm right at least once, when after cum pathetically dribbles out, I'm even more aroused then before, and can cum again immediately. This wasn't it, I actually had an orgasm, and it made it uncomfortable to continue jerking off. Even though I could push through for another minute or two, I decided that it doesn't make much sense to continue. (by the way, I really think there's nomenclature needed to differentiate between a mostly normal, less satisfying orgasm with stimulation cut off before cumming, and properly ruined orgasm, like I've described. Or maybe it's just my anatomy being weird and I have a self stimulating penis.)

But on the 2nd, when I've put the cage on, I've decided to actually do my best and try. I've caught up by doing first 3 days on the 3rd, and I'm actually going strong since. I mean "going strong" is a little bit of a stretch - keep in mind my denial record is a little over 24 hours, and I haven't cum or touched myself in 6 days now. I'm normally pretty horny, but now I'm at a level I didn't even knew I could reach. I don't even know how to describe all that I'm feeling: jittery, tense, pent up, excited, wanting... Everything is arousing. A lot of precum is oozing out of me. When I'm caged. When I'm free. When I'm putting the cage on. When I'm taking it off. When I go to sleep. When I wake up. Almost always there's a wet spot on my underwear. Not that I'm complaining, I like the taste. But I feel almost like my mind is melting and it leaks out of my cock.

I know I failed miserably at the beginning, so maybe I don't belong to the general ranking and I don't think I deserve any cagepoints for september, or 2 first days of october. but in my little category I managed to get 130 cagepoints so far, if I counted correctly (12*5 baseline for easy mode in tiny metal cage + 20 (day 3) + 5 (day 4) + 30 (day 5) + 5 (day 6) + 10 (day 7)). I've taken pornfree, workout and hypno pledges. I'm almost proud of myself.

So I've done the actual locktober tasks so far. Some generated even greater arousal and frustration, some a little bit less. Today I bought my first dildo. I'm almost shaking from the mix of anticipation and scare.

I'm definitely not very comfortable with sharing much, like photos, or even what I wrote on wednesdays, but I do for some reason feel the need to write all this (which doesn't make that much sense, I'm probably sharing way more here, but I guess I'm writing this with expectation that some people might read it, while wednesday journals I wrote to myself. Maybe I'll write the next ones with sharing them in mind).

Btw I hope looking up sex toys doesn't ruin my pornfree pledge? It's almost impossible to browse sex toys without seeing sexually explicit marketing images, which could be classified as porn. I hope it counts as "required to do the task".

My biggest fear right now is that if there was any amount of teasing involving my actual unlocked cock, I'd loose it in seconds. So maybe I'll just skip it if anything like this happens, to avoid the risk. Hopefully it doesn't happen. At the beginning I had to use all willpower to not touch myself, now it's a touch better for some reason, but it's still a risk. Also I'm afraid I could cum in my sleep at this point - it happened to me once after a week of abstinence, and I wasn't even being teased back then, just was busy with other stuff. But maybe it wouldn't count?

Naming points "cagepoints" is brilliant. Sure, I'd definitely want to earn some generic points (who doesn't). But reading "cagepoints" is additionally stimulating to me for some reason (there's probably a big and growing list of words that would turn me on just by reading them).

Maybe this is obvious to those who are into this kind of stuff for longer, but I've discovered two pretty robust ways of decreasing horniness. I know that distracting yourself works, but if I try distracting myself with anything, I'm very quickly distracted by thoughts about my locked cock, sex. every body part of a women, and then some. But two things work much better for me: food and humour. Maybe food isn't the best distraction option health-wise (at least not for frequent use), but I don't see anything wrong with looking at something funny to go down. I think this applies to trying to loose erection to apply chastity (I don't get why people use ice or cold water, that sounds like a type of stimulation to me), but also just as a general "sanity recovery" method.

I have just a one tiny (like my cage) issue: occasionally spelling is wrong. It puts me out of it a little bit sometimes, but of course I understand that english is not your first language. I'd offer a spell checking, but I don't want to spoil it for myself (and there's no guarantee I'd actually make it better).

Also some tasks weren't that exciting, but I guess everyone has different turn ons. And then, maybe some tasks aren't meant to be all that arousing.

Oh and one more thing: I don't really like "balance" of baseline points. I'm wearing a tiny metal cage, but it's actually the most comfortable one I own (granted I don't own that many, I think 3 in total). Now that in itself isn't unreasonable, but the fact that someone like me on easy mode with a tiny metal cage could potentially earn more points then someone on, say, privacy with bigger, "worse material" cage (which doesn't even imply more comfortable), bothers me a little bit. Maybe it's just me, but the latter case sound much harder to me, I think time in cage should count much more. I'd make this multiplicative something like:
material: silicone: *1, plastic: *1.2, metal: *1.5
size: big: *1, middle: *1.5, small: *2
time: easy: *1, priv: *2, full: *3, 24: *5
Those would be multiplied together to form the baseline. I don't know, I didn't verify if the numbers actually make sense, but you get the idea. But for sure just an addition makes the math easier.

So, SlenderSissyNewbie (newbie? you can't be a newbie, you're a fucking SlenderSissyPro):
Those are really minor problems. The fact is that you created the best tease I've ever played, by far. You made me achieve the impossible already, and hopefully more. By simply thinking about mundane reality of stuff like comfort and privacy, especially inserting an "easy mode" you made me put loads of effort into one of the most "out there" experiences I've ever had. You made the tease that's comprehensive, very sexy, but first of all accessible to people like me (for the most part). Mistress would be proud, I think she should give you loads of cagepoints for making this. Or maybe she knows your immense potential, and she expects nothing less. Anyways, I'm horny, frustrated, suffering, but also weirdly want more, and that is your fault, but more importantly, thanks to, you. Thank you. I love you.

Sorry for the information dump, if all that is incoherent, it's at least partially because of the longest tease and denial I've ever done, but probably also because I'm not very good at ordering my stream of thought. That said, no one forces you to read this you know? You did this to yourself, exactly like you're probably teasing yourself (I know I do).

End of 1 week: 257 cage points

Funny story...
Went to a golf tournament yesterday. Of course, I had my stainless steel cage on. When I got to the tournament with my good friend, there was a security check. Empty your pockets and walk through the metal detectors. I didn't even think about the cockcage as I was emptying my pockets...cell phone, keys, etc. I walked through the metal detector an it buzzed. I instantly felt a cold chill through my entire body as my buddy was looking at me wondering what caused the buzz.

The security guard told me to turn around and stick my arms out to the sides. Time seemed to freeze. I was thinking "should I run? What is going to happen when he wands my crotch? What will I say when his wand beeps in front of my crotch?" I was completely freaking out! The guard told me to turn around, and he wands my legs, back and shoulders, finding nothing. Then he told me to turn around, and wanded my arms and chest, and found nothing again. Process of elimination? The only thing he hadn't wanded was my mid-section, and I was seriously thinking of bolting...but then what would my friend think? How could I explain that I was afraid of being wanded??

The security guard said "something in your pocket?" I looked down and he was pointing to my right pants pocket. I reached down, and patted the pocket, and it was empty. I pulled the pocket inside-out thinking "here it comes..." The security guard suddenly said "you're good. Have a nice day!"

Wow! I could barely think straight...the 30 seconds I was with the security guard seemed like forever!

Update day 7

I was naughty and nice, decided to order some sexy underwear and an even tinier cage for my little cock. Can’t wait for them to arrive to share them with you!

Points: 206 (182 from yesterday +14 baseline +10 task)

Pledge: show my purchased items on myself when they arrive

Update from Dedramus

Oct 1: chastity captions: 5. Here is one I really like:

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Oct 2: baseline: 18 + cycling/elliptical(15) (40minutes => 10 points)
Pledge 3x20minutes of exercise per week -> 60pts.
Oct 3: 60 on mental well being. Spent some time meditating, but not 1h.Too bad, I would have been able to keep focus on her face and score that extra 5 points.
Oct 4: 5 for writing reflections + 10 for posting.

My Thoughts for Oct 5th:

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I had been considering joining a Locktober game for a few years now. Both for the intaractivity/community, and to push me a little. Just so that I'm not completely passive and really experience things.
That was the plan. I have been a bit tired, so have falling behind. I'm catchingup now! Maybe because I was tried, pressure wasn't too bad.
Not horney most of the time (yet). But each time in front of the tease, things sure do wake up immediately! Pressure is beginning to build up now! I'm liking the pledges and attention to looking after one self. I've been locked for longer than a week, but never a month. Will I make it?

Previous Total Day 0: 12
Additions:
3*18 (baseline) + 5 + 10 + 15
Total (5/10): 96

Update: plus 12 CP base, + 10 CP questions + 20 CP pledge one week without porn, leads from 208 CP to 250 CP
Accepted new pledge "Say Yes" today

Update

320 cp

Uddate 302 cp (baseline +25 for the task+40 for hypnoslave)
I took the say yes pledge.

Update October 7th:
200+ baseline 12 + 10 = 222 points