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Della,
I am sorry, but I messed up again. I tripped over the edge and ruined on page 99. I tried to hold it in, but it oozed out. After over a month, almost 20,000 strokes, over 300 edges, and about 20 hours of my twist I made a mistake. Still no excuses. It was my fault. It was just a lack of concentration. It actually happened on a photo with just strokes, not trying to edge or do my twist. I did the strokes too quickly and because I wasn't planning to edge didn't pay enough attention. I am sorry. Please allow me to continue. I am willing to accept whatever conditions you deem fair.

I think that you like when people provide you with ideas, so I have a few proposals.
1) Take away some or all of my opportunities to reduce the time of the twists. For a reminder I can attach clothes pin, use toothpaste, spank myself, or do a ladder. The ladder is required twice a day that I do any stroking. Maybe take away all except the required ladder and put a cap on how many times a day I can do that option. There is also the opportunity to reduce the pages with chastity or a webtease.
2) Add additional time to the twist, but leave the opportunities for reduction.
3) Create a webtease with the opportunity to reduce the pages. If after two days the rating is above a ?.? I can start again. If the rating isn't above that mark I have to wait another ? days.
4) Add back in the requirement that I do the videos that I had previously completed.
5) Go back ?? pages.

As you may expect, I feel horrible. I am sorry for my mistake and taking up your time to address it.

Goodman

Hello Della,

I'd like to join to your game.
I haven't understood about the videos: I have to see all the old videos already posted?

Thank you so much.


See you soon.

Suzzu

Taking a momentary break from stroking, thought i'd do a bit of a report...

Am doing okay today. Still finding it easy enough to stay away from the edge, but with each successive appearance of my target i definitely find myself wanting to edge. This process is slowly becoming a total mindfuck. I want to edge, but know that i must not edge. It is beginning to drive me crazy, but totally in a good way.

Am definitely having fun, and am most definitely frustrated.

i find myself beginning to hope that i catch up to page 240 late this month. i'm not convinced that it'll happen, i'm just hopeful. i'm nearly halfway there as of this report.

Since i'm already typing a post, i might as well post a few pics for the other subbie strokers out there...

Looks like i need to walk away from the computer as my cock is pleading with me to stop stroking. Am feeling a bit sore, achey, and absolutely frustrated. Stroke after stroke after stroke, while staying away from the edge.

At least i made it to the halfway point of the 240 pages i have to work through. Halfway...OMG. i can see the light at the end of tunnel so to speak but there are still lots of strokes in my future, and that's before i can even edge. Still so far to go. ...whimper...

A couple pics before i go. They'll do nothing to ease my predicament, but maybe they'll frustrate some of the other fellas...

Della,
I published a webtease that I had been working on. http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showf ... p?id=13195

I hope that you don't find it presumptuous of me. As an explanation, I published it today because it sort of has a deadline base on its intended use during a football game (two playoff games tomorrow). I also wanted to see I it worked before the Super Bowl. If it is well received I will add some more options in the next couple of weeks. I also couldn't wait until tomorrow because I won't have access, except by phone, for the next couple of days. Lastly, I couldn't stroke while waiting for your feedback/decision regarding my accident, which freed up some time.

Anyway, I am not sure if the webtease will count for anything in this game. If it does, great. If not, I understand. Either way, I hope people enjoy it. It is an idea I have been thinking about since last season and I am glad to finally have completed at least a draft.

Goodman

Hello Della and everyone! I have almost 2 days of edging myself 8 or 10 times a day, and I'm gonna begin from very beginning right now.

Managed to do a few pages this morning, but doubt i'll have time to do any more catch-up today. Hopefully i'll have more free time this week.

One of the images i saw today was quite mentally stimulating. i'm sure i'll be thinking about it for most of the afternoon. i won't say which page or image, so as to keep my target safely anonymous. Della, PM if you're curious and i'll point it out to you privately.

A couple piccies for the other subbies before i depart to run today's errands...

goodman wrote:Della,
I am sorry, but I messed up again. I tripped over the edge and ruined on page 99. I tried to hold it in, but it oozed out. After over a month, almost 20,000 strokes, over 300 edges, and about 20 hours of my twist I made a mistake. Still no excuses. It was my fault. It was just a lack of concentration. It actually happened on a photo with just strokes, not trying to edge or do my twist. I did the strokes too quickly and because I wasn't planning to edge didn't pay enough attention. I am sorry. Please allow me to continue. I am willing to accept whatever conditions you deem fair.

I think that you like when people provide you with ideas, so I have a few proposals.
1) Take away some or all of my opportunities to reduce the time of the twists. For a reminder I can attach clothes pin, use toothpaste, spank myself, or do a ladder. The ladder is required twice a day that I do any stroking. Maybe take away all except the required ladder and put a cap on how many times a day I can do that option. There is also the opportunity to reduce the pages with chastity or a webtease.
2) Add additional time to the twist, but leave the opportunities for reduction.
3) Create a webtease with the opportunity to reduce the pages. If after two days the rating is above a ?.? I can start again. If the rating isn't above that mark I have to wait another ? days.
4) Add back in the requirement that I do the videos that I had previously completed.
5) Go back ?? pages.

As you may expect, I feel horrible. I am sorry for my mistake and taking up your time to address it.

Goodman

*gives you a hug*

Well I need to think about what to do with this situation. So you may either may take a break or keep playing until I do. Just wanted to let you know I saw the post.

Della

Thank you for the heads-up Della

here's some help for other members taking part

DellaRoss wrote:well guys I just wanted to check in with all of you.

Iwb: you are speeding right along. Keep at it and mayb you will get to edge soon...... Unless I throw a wrench in your way lol

Not getting to edge? A wrench? Well that sounds scary. ...whimper...

If you wish to make life more difficult for me, i will comply with Miss Della's wicked wishes.

Hello. I'm really new to all this online webteasing and stuff. I was on this website and stumbled accross this game, and got enthralled! Just now created my profile for this game. I'm a milovana virgin (but not a virgin, I hasten to add.)

Can't quite believe I've actually signed up for the site.

Can I be added to the game? It looks amazing, and challenging. I've never gone more than a few days without an orgasm for longer than I can remember. This will be testing.

Also, a confession, as I was browsing through the pages of this game I got really really horny. I ended up cumming three times. That's how hard it is for me to control myself. God this is gonna be tough. Do I need to be punished or something for that discrepency? It doesn't feel quite right, masturbating freely to something others had to restrain themselves for. Wow is how I'm feeling right now.

DellaRoss wrote:

Cassidy: lol careful with that flesh light I would hate to see you have to suffer my wrath for cumming without permission.

Della

Yes Ma'am. I'm having to be extremely careful with it. It feels soooo good.

Apologies for not posting an update yesterday but there really wasn't anything earth shattering that happened the previous evening. Between Friday night and Saturday night I did more picture and video stroking and edged a total of 6 times. I'm now at 13 total. Two of them were ruined orgasms much like my first with the release of a small amount of sperm and no pleasure felt. My cock now feels like molten steel all the time. It stay so hot and hard. I know this is only a game but I think I'm getting a real taste of what being enslaved is like. I can't stop thinking of my cock and what I want to sink it into. I had an extremely vivid dream involving a celebrity that I sometimes stroke to. I woke from it this morning and thought I had cum in my sleep but I was still hard and my balls still ached and were full. It was only precum on the sheets that oozes out constantly. I am so helplessly horny. When I watch TV I catch myself humping the air when a sexy female is on. Work is going be a nightmare tomorrow.