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Della -

Please allow me to beg forgiveness for the following

1) I'm really sorry that I have not made requent enough updated on my progress although I can't remember if these are supposed to be daily, or after playing or what.... I would like to use the excuse that work and Real Life has been too hectic but I have had a chance to play 3 times now, and really should have had time to post an update but got carried away with playing and ran out of time to post an update

on the theme of getting carried away 2) I know I have been in trouble for this before but the SCHEME you are playing with silent and Mars is incredibly hot and as I was reading through the posts I was squirming in my seat until my hand reached down and I was rubbing myself through my jeans, I had 2 edges before I fully realised what I was doing...."hangs head in shame"

Deep breath ... and 3) Still being quite new to all this I'm not sure but I may have had a ruined orgasm , I was playing through the game I had already reached 8 edges after 3 or so days I believe and was incredibly frustrated, to make it worse I had just finished reading through the scheme's updates so I was soooo horny when I tried your game, I found my 9th target and sroked to the edge, I think I held on slightly too long and a few drips oozed from the tip and my cock was bobbing around like crazy, I'm not sure what counts as a ruined orgasm to be honest, this felt like more than an edge but definately less than an orgasm

In regards to my nickname and my weight lol, I am slightly overweight, I have managed to lose 4 stone since my heaviest (56 pounds for you Americans) and was feeling great, but after a trip to your great country I was so miserable when I got back home that I have put a stone back on I am still trying to convince myself to get back into the exercise and diet plan so fingers crossed lol, as for my name.... there are those who call me .......TIM!!! (not my real name obviously lol)

surtr wrote: PS: Good luck tomorrow Goodman on your restart. I don't know how long it's going to take you, but I can agree that long periods of time can be daunting. I'm only just beginning to truly understand just how long a 5 weeks really is, and I've got no idea how long you'll be going for. Keep with it!

Thanks Surtr. Good luck on your remaining four weeks. I wonder if it is easier to know the amount of time or not. That is were I really got into trouble - trying to control the timeline and pushing too hard. The not knowing messes with my mind. And my attempt to control the situation led to bad choices.

I will see you around for at least the next few weeks. I will try to post photos for you and hope they help. Please don't feel the need to post for me, there are plenty already.

Goodman

Della,
I have given thought to how I have felt during this game. As I have mentioned before, the first time I played I thought it would be a fun way to be teased for a few days. I was completely surprised by how long the first time took, including the extra edges and punishment. Although the game isn't complicated, it was extremely enjoyable. I craved more photos, more stroking, and more edges. The loss of control over how many strokes, edges, and ultimately my orgasm was intoxicating.

The thing from Milovana that I missed during the game were the webteases. That is why I took a break after my first time playing. However, even with a series they lacked the spontaneity and interaction of a forum game. That isn't a knock on the webteaes or the writers. It is meant as a complement to those that run and participate in the forum games. I truly appreciate your efforts and Banquo's to make this fun and exciting. It seems like you really enjoy it and I hope that it never becomes a chore.

When I started playing again I had a better idea of what to expect. That all took a turn when I asked to start from the beginning. Most impactfully, I did not expect the twist. The fact that you thought that I might be able to accomplish this challenge really lifted my spirits. I still think I can do it. However, I need to relax and not let the large goal overwhelm the enjoyment of playing the game. I love this game. It consumes my mind. My body craves the attention. It starts to filter into my real world life in fun way, and that isn't obvious to those around me, except maybe my positive attitude. I get flustered when I see my target outside of the game (a huge problem for my current target). I get slightly embarrassed when my mind and body conspire to take over unexpectedly, while grabbing a cup a coffee, during a meeting, walking through the mall, or driving.

However, like you said, I need to monitor them for healthy and safe doses, and not be all consumed and craven. So, in summary, I have felt wonderful, energized, and excited playing the game and that is what I need to focus on. I will finish when I get to the end.

Well, I guess back to it now. *Smiles*

Goodman

I had a break after 5 days and 34 edges. Now I didn't cum 11 days and it's nice surprise when I came back and saw pictures. I edged 5 more times now. It's 39 edges.
DellaRoss please tell me what to do now. I beg you. Pleasee

Checking in to let everyone know I am still alive and well.

Currently trying to work through all the videos, only there are so many and it is very busy at work with the lead up to Christmas, as well as looking after my BF.

I am having issues finding the videos on pages 128 to 151, as well as the videos on page 150's. I was able to find one of them but not the rest, I think I must be blind.
Why are there repeats of videos as well, I had to watch the feather clit video twice already, gawd like once wasn't enough to drive me nuts.

I have done about 7 edges, but wanted to finish the videos first so I can beg for an orgasm after finishing my edges.

Also the night before I fell asleep forgetting to restrain my hands, and when I woke up my fingers smelled of pussy, so I need to ask for your punishment for touching without permission.
I hope to finish the videos soon, I am so very horny and very wet, and really in need of cumming.

Thank you for your time and hard work Della.

Also here is a video
http://www.sexykarma.com/gonewild/video ... aXjG0.html

Today was a tough day, thanks at least in part to the video posted by Banquo: Nearly an hour long!!!!!! I squirmed the whole way through it. After I finished with that, I did the 15 edges from all the many wonderful pictures. Did a repeat of the ladder edge from yesterday, but went up and down an 8 'rung' ladder, after which I experienced the most intense frustration and feeling of denial I can remember. I sat, a hard, horny, dripping mess, thinking about how nice it would be to just stroke a tiny bit more and send myself over the edge.... Uhg. It took a great deal of self control to stay on the right side of the edge.

Only 27 days before I might get to feel that sweet, sweet release..... Can't be that long, right?