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Sorry to hear that reality breaks your plans. I understand what you feel really well, because I had to abandon any denial play for the last two months too. Focus and denial just don't mix. Now my examination is over and I wish you good luck with yours :)

New page - re-posting of the rules....I will put them in a spoiler, so it doesn't take up as much room, but they are here if you need them.

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Take a deck of cards, including the jokers, and shuffle them. Then draw a card. After drawing your card, return it to the deck.

Aces = Edge twice and draw again.
King of Hearts = Edge once, while watching 30 minutes of your favorite porn.
King of Diamonds = Edge, and then watch 30 minutes to one hour of porn without touching your self.
King of Clubs = Edge, rest for thirty seconds, and then edge again. Do this until you have edged five times.
King of Spades = No touching your genitalia or nipples for two days, except to clean, but do so quickly.
Queen of Diamonds = Twenty minutes of spanking to your ass, or until it has a nice pinkish glow to it.
Queen of Clubs = Put on nipple clamps. Rotate them every ten minutes. Edge after each rotation, until you have edged five times.
Jack of Hearts = Edge with your favorite toy, or if you don't have any toys, edge using only your non-dominate hand.
Jack of Diamonds = Edge Use ice cubes on your nipples, or on the outside or inside of your genitalia or anus.
Jack of Clubs = Do any two teases at Milo, but do not cum.
Jack of Spades = Edge three times, in the shower or bathtub.
Number Cards = If you draw a 2 through 10, draw a second card, continuing to draw past face cards, until another number card comes up.
The first number card is how many edges you must do each day. The second number card is how many days you have to edge.
Jokers = This card doubles everything.
Queen of Spades = Get another deck of cards. Take the Queen of Hearts out of the new deck, and shuffle the two decks together.
When you have the two decks, if you draw a number card, now you have to draw four cards instead of two. The first two cards are added together and the third and forth cards are added together. The same instructions for numbers cards from above, apply.
The Joker instructions still apply. So, if you draw a joker, before that first number card, that would double it to 26 edges a day, for 36 days.
Set aside the cards you have drawn - they will get shuffled back in to the deck, if you draw the Queen of Spades again.
Only two decks should be used in this game.
Queen of Hearts = You get to cum any way you want, as long as you enjoy it.

Be safe!!

Sorry about going missing for a few days. I did try and comment on Sunday evening while the rest of the family were watching the Super Bowl, but me and typing on my I-Pod...soooo not a good combination. *lol* I kept making errors and it took me about five minutes to type one sentence.....I gave up.

Anyway.....

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Zoli wrote:
I hoped I can do it at least for a month, or even when I finished but I must stop now, I must focus on learning:(. I will punish myself with no touch for the end of the week, and if you think, you can punish me either Dr. D or Shell. I'm really sorry, and hope for a new start in the future, and if I will start it I will do it with 2 decks from the start.

I'm sorry that I wasn't here to urge you on and hope that part of your stopping wasn't because no one was here to support you.
As you know with your studying....sometimes life just happens and changes the plans that you thought you were going to do, and that's why I haven't been around - life happened.

I think you did great and although you didn't get to finish, I hope you enjoyed the days that you were able to do. *smile*

I don't think punishment is a good thing, in this case. I wasn't punished because I had to quit.....so you shouldn't be either. If you decide to take up the game at a later date, I think it would be fair that you start your days over again though, before you are able to draw another card, like I will do, when I start on the 15th.

I hope you still take a peek now and then.....and good luck with your studying *soft smile*

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janmb wrote:
Specifically thinking about the numbered cards... A bad draw there, say 5+10, means 5 edges every day for 10 days, right? Which in turn means you are efficiently denied for 10 days before even getting another shot at the 1:55 of release... Cruel! In other words, love it.

This really made me smile....the whole, "cruel - love it" thing. *giggling*

The test game I did with Master did not have number cards, so it was quite the shocker when I drew a two the first time out of the gate. *lol*
I really, really want to succeed with this 9 day thing.....it will be a new record for me. *smile*

So, when are you going to draw your first card??? *grin*

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Master, I have a question. I came up with this, due to janmb's comment.
For those of us that draw number cards, when we are done with that particular task, even though it will take a day to get a response from you, may we beg you to have an orgasm before beginning the next round of drawing? *blushing smile*

If you say yes,, that we may beg you, I will add an amendment to the rules for you. *soft smile*

shell wrote:This really made me smile....the whole, "cruel - love it" thing. *giggling*

shell wrote:The test game I did with Master did not have number cards, so it was quite the shocker when I drew a two the first time out of the gate. *lol*

Heh, I couldn't resist a test draw either and you won't believe this: joker + queen of hearts. Not kidding - really!

The odds of that is 3/55 x 1/54 = 1.8%

Fair assumption that lady luck will be looking in a different direction when the time comes for the first real draw

Shell and Les
Thanks for these words, I really thankful for these nice words. I hope I can start this again in some times. I think not before July so I dont promise anything.
I recommend for anyone to join, this is a great game of fate.:)

janmb wrote:

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shell wrote:This really made me smile....the whole, "cruel - love it" thing. *giggling*

shell wrote:The test game I did with Master did not have number cards, so it was quite the shocker when I drew a two the first time out of the gate. *lol*

Heh, I couldn't resist a test draw either and you won't believe this: joker + queen of hearts. Not kidding - really!

The odds of that is 3/55 x 1/54 = 1.8%

Fair assumption that lady luck will be looking in a different direction when the time comes for the first real draw

OH MY GOD!!!! I want your kind of luck!!!! *laughing*

shell wrote: I don't think punishment is a good thing, in this case. I wasn't punished because I had to quit.....so you shouldn't be either. If you decide to take up the game at a later date, I think it would be fair that you start your days over again though, before you are able to draw another card, like I will do, when I start on the 15th.
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Master, I have a question. I came up with this, due to janmb's comment.
For those of us that draw number cards, when we are done with that particular task, even though it will take a day to get a response from you, may we beg you to have an orgasm before beginning the next round of drawing? *blushing smile*

Zoli you should not be punished for quiting the game to focus on your class work and if you want to play the game again , do what Shell is going to do and just start over.

there is no need for any one to beg me for an orgasm Shell , when the last edge is done so is the task , so unles you have orders from your Dom/ Domme, your free to enjoy an orgasm .............or to pick another card , its your choice, but remember your health and safty comes first.

and Janmb.......you should play the lottery with that kind of luck.

Thank you every one who has played or is playing , I hope you are enjoying the game

dr.d wrote: there is no need for any one to beg me for an orgasm Shell , when the last edge is done so is the task , so unless you have orders from your Dom/ Domme, your free to enjoy an orgasm .............or to pick another card , its your choice, but remember your health and safety comes first.

Okie dokie *Smile* Thank you for responding Master.

dr.d and shell: Yeah it was extreme luck for sure, only pity it was a test draw and not the real thing (in other words I didn't act on it)

As for drawing my first card for real - I certainly will, soon. Just doing LMJ's "comeback" game first

janmb wrote:dr.d and shell: Yeah it was extreme luck for sure, only pity it was a test draw and not the real thing (in other words I didn't act on it)

As for drawing my first card for real - I certainly will, soon. Just doing LMJ's "comeback" game first

Yes, it appears as the entire community has shown up for Miss Jay's return. *giggling*

Thanks for bringing this to my attention Shell. Having read the instructions I'm not sure I'm going to be able to do all of this so I'm going to have a think over the weekend. Although with my luck at card games it may not last as long as it should! lol

Streetsweeper wrote:Thanks for bringing this to my attention Shell. Having read the instructions I'm not sure I'm going to be able to do all of this so I'm going to have a think over the weekend. Although with my luck at card games it may not last as long as it should! lol

I totally understand.....perhaps, we can twist up the rules a little...and if you draw cards that you don't think you can do, you can give up some control to me.....and I will tell you what you can do ...instead. *wicked smile*

I am having to wait longer, to start back up, then I originally thought I would, before starting again. Master and I both do not know if I can make it the whole nine days or not. That is a really long time for me......
Master has reminded me of my safe words and if I just can't do it, I will call "yellow" and not beat myself up for it.
We all are different...where some could do nine days, without even thinking about it....for me to do five days, is intense.

shell wrote:

Streetsweeper wrote:Thanks for bringing this to my attention Shell. Having read the instructions I'm not sure I'm going to be able to do all of this so I'm going to have a think over the weekend. Although with my luck at card games it may not last as long as it should! lol

I totally understand.....perhaps, we can twist up the rules a little...and if you draw cards that you don't think you can do, you can give up some control to me.....and I will tell you what you can do ...instead. *wicked smile*

I am having to wait longer, to start back up, then I originally thought I would, before starting again. Master and I both do not know if I can make it the whole nine days or not. That is a really long time for me......
Master has reminded me of my safe words and if I just can't do it, I will call "yellow" and not beat myself up for it.
We all are different...where some could do nine days, without even thinking about it....for me to do five days, is intense.

Hi Shell,

That does sound interesting! :)

I will make a decision tomorrow and start then if I'm going to have a go. Although I really dont think I'll be able to play until I reach the Queen of Hearts unless my luck turns up lol.

Street

I think that for most of us, standing months of hard edging without cumming is just out of reach. First, it requires some exceptional willpower that very few of us have, and second - we still live in the real world, and sooner or later something will make us give up with the denial (for me it's the examination time four times a year). I'd love to take part in this challenge (because I'm really into random based sexual games!), but knowing that for 99% i won't be able to complete it stops me from trying :(
(Actually so far I've failed in all games that I took part here at Milovana. I guess I suck at self control. )