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N.E.D. wrote:You read me like an open book, I am embarrassed. I grow less confident in my ability not to everyday. I find myself wishing that I would just give in. wishing that you might just tell me those words and make me do it, like I wish Jessica would do to me. I really dont know how I got to this point, but, I really want to be made to, to hear that laugh, to see Jessicas face as she makes fun of me.... and you dangle it in front of me, teasing me, your like her, your words are like her commands. I keep telling myself that if I wet myself it will make a mess, it will not be fun, but the thought of you seeing for yourself, my embarrassment, just like i feared and hoped for if she were to see me do it. I dont know what I want...or do i. I have to fight the urge not to right now, it's so strong. Do you know what kind of control you have right now, every reply you post almost makes me have an accident. I cant stop reading them lol

As a matter of fact...yes, I am aware of the control I have right now...and am enjoying it. *smile*

I have talked to Master about this, making sure I am not crossing any lines with this thread. He is perfectly fine with my speaking to you in the way that I am. *smile*

You say that I am like Her.....and to a point, perhaps. But there is a line I won't cross. I won't humiliate you in areas that I am not comfortable with. Some people enjoy humiliation and need it, crave it. I will give in slightly, but when I reach that invisible line, I won't cross over it. I am letting you know about this, so that you totally understand the dynamics of the cat and mouse game I play with you. *warm smile*

Now.....I have to say, there was a bit of disappointment when I opened up this thread this morning....and....there was no picture waiting for me......or no explanation of that you tried to take a picture and wet yourself and then realized that you couldn't take a picture like "that".

And here I thought you would act upon that slight suggestion I made...but alas.......I find that you "hope that I order it of you"...........it's to bad that you did not see the words I spoke as much of an order or "forcing" you to do it, like you did with being...."forced" to be totally honest. Such a shame Ned....such a shame.
I could be sitting here, smiling......looking at a picture you took of yourself..............the front of your pants wet...with water or urine, I'm still unsure of which it would have been.......but no...............

*sighs very loudly..........so loudly that it reaches through the screen of your monitor....into your ears.........and deep within you............................*

First of all, thanks for sharing N.E.D.! I know it could take a lot to share something like that.

Secondly... LOL at all of Shell's posts and her teasing hahah

curioussubby wrote:First of all, thanks for sharing N.E.D.! I know it could take a lot to share something like that.

Secondly... LOL at all of Shell's posts and her teasing hahah

*grin*

please forgive me, I'm sorry, I hope these make up for what I did. I went through with it, it took me 30min to muscle up the ability to but I did it. Please tell me ur happy now please!

N.E.D. wrote:please forgive me, I'm sorry, I hope these make up for what I did. I went through with it, it took me 30min to muscle up the ability to but I did it. Please tell me ur happy now please!

I will tell you if I am happy or not......once you tell me..........was it water..........or..............something else? *wicked smile*

I will be gone on Thursday....so you will have to wait for my reply until Friday.....enjoy the wait... *wicked laughter......*

It was urine, I couldn't use water, it would be like lying to you.

N.E.D. wrote:It was urine, I couldn't use water, it would be like lying to you.

I saw You answer...before I got off line..........but dear Ned, you shall still wait for my response, until Friday. *wicked smile*

awww waiting like this kills me, I dont know what your gonna say but I care about the answer allot...worry, hope... it's all here. I hope you will be pleased, I made such a mess and did the real thing beacuse I dont think youd settle for anything less. would not have done it for anyone, other than you and Jessica :)

N.E.D. wrote:awww waiting like this kills me, I dont know what your gonna say but I care about the answer allot...worry, hope... it's all here. I hope you will be pleased, I made such a mess and did the real thing beacuse I dont think youd settle for anything less. would not have done it for anyone, other than you and Jessica :)

Hello Ned....it's Friday......and my response about the pictures...........is upon you...... *smile*

My reaction ..............hmmm..............it took you thirty minutes????.........I was hoping for more of ..."instant"....but......30's not bad. *grin*

Now, I have a comment to make, but I am going to make it in private...............although I should make you wait for a day to get that message... *grin*........but I won't.

Please shell, I'm dying of anticipation!!! All yesterday I was thinking, "did I screw up, is she satisfied"... I'm sorry if I did I really am, please dont be disappointed.

N.E.D. wrote:Please shell, I'm dying of anticipation!!! All yesterday I was thinking, "did I screw up, is she satisfied"... I'm sorry if I did I really am, please dont be disappointed.

I didn't make you wait....the PM has been sent....I'm such a nice person!!! *grin*

So......Ned.......thought I would check up on you...after the weekend.
Have you had any more..........accidents..............or.....on purposes??? *wicked smile*

I made sure to try my best not to have any, I kinda wanted to, but I kept telling myself not to. It's all thats been on my mind. I dont know why I want to....I shouldn't but it's like my bodys begging for it.

N.E.D. wrote:I made sure to try my best not to have any, I kinda wanted to, but I kept telling myself not to. It's all thats been on my mind. I dont know why I want to....I shouldn't but it's like my bodys begging for it.

Well, if your body is begging to.....................perhaps, your mouth should beg.............."someone" to allow your body to do what it wants to do so badly. *wicked smile*

Shell, please, I beg of you........ tell me to wet my pants. I dont care if it's messy, I want to wet them, please let me wet them I'll do anything.