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This morning I did 15 edges
to this video:
http://xhamster.com/movies/455139/beaut ... mshot.html
and a shuffle of my Hentai pictures.

I was dripping before I even reached my first edge
I atually didn't want to edge today

It is becoming really really frustrating.
I am at 25 days without an orgasm today.

I would ask for help, but
I am the one who asked for this

Well today I had to go to work early so I did my teasing in the evening

I did the Chastity 4 tease
wearing a vibe on the end of my cock cage
but I had to turn it off
was getting to close to cumming

I then did 12 edges
today's video was:
http://xhamster.com/movies/460688/jav_g ... ._2-2.html

Watched this video today:
http://xhamster.com/movies/462228/famil ... final.html
Very hot if you love Hentai !
I edged 20 times this morning all quickly one after the other.
I woke up feeling like my balls were huge.

Yesterday I did this tease

While wearing your chastity device
Get a strong pulsing vibrator, one that is not to large
I use an egg size on for my test of this idea.
Now Just secure it to the very end/tip of your chastity device.
(Not under the tip but at the very, very end-at the tip)
I used tape.
And turn it on pulse (actually mine was on pulse and Vibrate)
Now load up a nice long porno that turns you on.
15 minutes or more.
And Put your hands on your head, spread you legs a little
and don't move until the video is over
If done correctly you will feel like you are cumming before the video is over.
(I had to turn off my vibrator, no cumming for me)

Enjoy!
PS Vibe I used on Pulse and Vibe is:
http://www.calexotics.com/p-22202-impul ... ullet.aspx

I could not make it past 6 minutes however before I had to turn off the vibe
Was too close to cumming

In honor of my first full month without an orgasm
I am posting this ditty
Feel free to add to it, or change it with your ideas!

Do your balls hang low?
Do they wobble to and fro?
Do you tie with a knot?
Or tie them with a bow
Can you rest them on your shoulder?
Like a military soldier
Do you ball hang low?

Are you balls real blue
Do you feel you want to spew?
Do you fill them every day?
But keep orgasm away
Does your Mistress look them over?
So they’re bigger than a cattle drover
Are you ball real blue?



Today I did a series of
15 edges to
http://xhamster.com/movies/462244/endless_serenade.html
And my ball reall feel, and even kinda of look huge!

It is getting more challenging to edge
every single day
The first edge isn't difficult
and then I move to my second which is soo enjoyable
but I now edge with so few strokes after my second edge...
I can edge with 10 strokes or less, sometimes as few as 3 strokes.
Still orgasm free now for over a month.
Did my edges today to:
http://xhamster.com/movies/426729/horny_maid.html
One of my favorites.

Well today I was trying out Nezhul's Tease:
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showflash.php?id=9890

For me, I think it's evil becuase I keep getting
NO edging but long stroking times
Well the first time I did 10 minutes, no edges was doable
but After a break
I got anouther no edge tease, got half way through
and could not resist edging!

Only thing worse than long term denial with edging
is long term denial without!

Anyway I did 15 edges so far today
often dripping.

You are damn lucky - there's only 2 tasks with no edging as far as I remember ))))
no problem for me though. Today got them both too and done them.

Hey! Thanks Nezhul for posting!

Sometime I write here and think, naah no one is looking at this!

I want to cum soo bad
It really is making me bounce all the time.
Even at work.

Sigh, I have so much further to go.

Well I am doing Nehul's Tease- Again!
LOVE the new timers!
My first assignment was 5 minutes of stroking with 2 minutes of none
with no edging
I had to stroke slowly during the five minute times because it has became very easy for me to edge.

O later did 30 Edges
I put on my Chastity belt
Just to help me stop from cumming

It is soo difficult to stop!

My Mistress/wife did not make things any easier for me this evening
All I have to say about that is:
Still no orgasm
and she was impressed how 'blue' by balls are.

I did 12 edges this morning
looking at various Femdom stories
from Literotica
I am dripping on many of the Edges
I want to Cum so bad.
I wish I could pleed for release.
I am not working today so I think I'll wear my Chastity device
just so I am not tempted to edge more


I want to cum so Bad I have a difficult time not watching porn
and wanking, but when I start I Don't want to stop,
so I edge and edge again, wishing for release BUT I am denied! (denying myself)

Then I take a break but the desire build quickly so I have to fight off
The urge to stroke!

Well Going to keep the post short because I am again going to work
For 12 hour shifts, do this three days a week.

Todays report
I did 15 Edges this morning to:
http://xhamster.com/movies/466051/kowar ... _ep_1.html

It was difficult not to go over on the first edge
I was throbbing Hard this morning
Wore a Ring around the base of my Penis all night,
Going to try to wear it today at work

Wore a Ring around the base of my Penis all night,

just interested - what for? What's the effect?

Ah, It has an intresting effect because I wear a Metal ring
http://www.stockroom.com/Lockable-Cock-Ring-P1801.aspx
It makes it difficult (but not impossible) to get an errection
Because of the pressure on the top base of the penis
Also it pulls on your balls.

There are two problems I had to solve though
One the Hinge- kinda pinches a tiny bit and can get painful
so I put a nylon sleeve I cut out of a silk stock so that problem is elimintaed
the bigger problem is the to, lock area, Which can Pinch at Lot, Very painful.
Also without a chastity cage to secure it close it can open a little, and then there is the very painful pinching,
So After I lock it,
I wrap a rubber band or hair barret around the two closed posts.
Then I walk around without underwear

Now my dick is pulled away and often brushes agains my clothes
(at least the tip does)
But the stimulation is not enough to get me errect
because of the pressure on my penis (Actully tiny, bit painful if you do get errect)
(But when you do You are REALLY hard, I mean like painfully hard)
And then there is the weight on my balls too

So if done correctly it is a mild continuous stimulation that is tollerabe but Nicely Stimulating
reminding you of what you can NOT have

PS You may look back and see I tried two rings at once, Which felt really good and made it extremely difficult to tease myself, I could only do my sweet spot, however when I teased myself with just the ring on
it Bit into me and I ended up with a nice bruise and a bit of tearing on the skin, so I DO NOT recomend that.

I also wanted to say that my balls,
the actual ball (inside the sacks)
are the size of Ping Pong Balls
If I go without underwear
Which I usually do (but not always)
I get an interesting tingling, continously that is difficult to discribe
Kinda like a tingle/burn.

Oh I did 7 edges before work today.