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Banquo wrote:I hope the tease went well Uce...I look forward to hearing all about it.

I also think it's time we added a dice to your palming roll, so instead of two dice, now roll three dice.

I didn't really have the time to do it until nighttime, but was thinking about it all day. I don't think I ever wanted to cum that badly after ruining an orgasm.

It started off nicely, I was enjoying getting to stroke for some longer time. But the tease constantly reminded me about how all the edges are just leading up to making the ruin even worse, which kind of scared me. Luckily this was forgotten quickly after holding edges for very long times and edging multiple times with only a few seconds rest for about an hour. I was in a state of deep arousal and just following along the tease without thinking too much, when it just told me it is time to ruin my orgasm. I thought pulling my hand away would be harder than it was, but I was still just following commands. It took a few seconds after my hand left my cock and then a few spurts of cum came out followed by some leaking. I didn't feel even the slightest bit of pleasure and this ruin wasn't so much physically frustrating as it was mentally.
I just wanted to go back to stroking and touching myself, because my arousal didn't get relieved at all. After all my other ruins I was kinda glad I was over with it and was ok with stopping, but perhaps because of all the edging before this one I didn't want to stop at all. Sadly the tease was already finished and I cooled down some time after that.

I really don't like extra palming time. But I also really want to stroke right now, so I can just hope for low rolls. I don't even know If I could endure 12 minutes of palming, let alone 18 minutes. That would probably take me about half an hour with all the breaks I would need.
Would it maybe be possible to change 1 or 2 dice rolls for something else for the next times? Palming literally is my sensetive part

Uce wrote:

Banquo wrote:I hope the tease went well Uce...I look forward to hearing all about it.

I also think it's time we added a dice to your palming roll, so instead of two dice, now roll three dice.

I didn't really have the time to do it until nighttime, but was thinking about it all day. I don't think I ever wanted to cum that badly after ruining an orgasm.

It started off nicely, I was enjoying getting to stroke for some longer time. But the tease constantly reminded me about how all the edges are just leading up to making the ruin even worse, which kind of scared me. Luckily this was forgotten quickly after holding edges for very long times and edging multiple times with only a few seconds rest for about an hour. I was in a state of deep arousal and just following along the tease without thinking too much, when it just told me it is time to ruin my orgasm. I thought pulling my hand away would be harder than it was, but I was still just following commands. It took a few seconds after my hand left my cock and then a few spurts of cum came out followed by some leaking. I didn't feel even the slightest bit of pleasure and this ruin wasn't so much physically frustrating as it was mentally.
I just wanted to go back to stroking and touching myself, because my arousal didn't get relieved at all. After all my other ruins I was kinda glad I was over with it and was ok with stopping, but perhaps because of all the edging before this one I didn't want to stop at all. Sadly the tease was already finished and I cooled down some time after that.

I really don't like extra palming time. But I also really want to stroke right now, so I can just hope for low rolls. I don't even know If I could endure 12 minutes of palming, let alone 18 minutes. That would probably take me about half an hour with all the breaks I would need.
Would it maybe be possible to change 1 or 2 dice rolls for something else for the next times? Palming literally is my sensetive part

Ok we will reduce the palming to 1 dice roll, and then the other 2 dice get rolled and added together, that equals time stroking free of penalty. So it doesn't equal an edge or anything, you still don't get to cum though.

Thank you very much Sir.
I still completed the palming yesterday night with three rolls. I got lucky though and only needed to palm for 8 minutes, for which I only needed one break. It was still tough keeping my hand on my cockhead and at some points I had to rub really slowly.

I've been touching myself for the last hour, listening to dirty audios and looking at hot pictures. I've made sure to edge 6 times, but have stroked a lot. Oh god, I want to cum so badly. I think I have produced enough precum that I could use it as lube and I just can't keep my hand away from my cock. I keep going back to stroking after every sentence I write, but I'll need to stop now, because I don't think I can take any more frustration. My desire to cum right now is huge, but I'll make sure to be a good denied slut and stop stroking now.

Edit: ...Well maybe a few more minutes won't hurt...
Edit2: By now my blue balls are telling me that it definitely hurts a lot. Ouch. Maybe they are also hurting because I touched myself again, only for a short time though and I did the 7 edges quickly.

Banquo wrote:Are you sure you don't want to beg to cum?

Oh god, yes please. I want to cum so badly. I haven't had a real orgasm in 31 days, my longest time and by now I'm in a constant state of arousal. I'm squirming just thinking about cumming, because I desire to cum so desperately.
I beg you Sir, just give me a chance to cum. I'm willing to ruin more orgasms, lick up my own cum (which I've never done before), hurt or degrade myself, torture myself pre or past orgasm, if that would make it more likely for you to allow me a real orgasm.
I just want to feel a real burst of pleasure again and not just endless frustration and aching, please sir let me cum.

i guess you should empty your balls with ruined orgasms and then edge for another 5 days or so and then let banquo roll two dices, if you get 2 sixes you get to cum, if not thats your amount of edges per day until he rolls the dices again haha

mowlboon wrote:i guess you should empty your balls with ruined orgasms and then edge for another 5 days or so and then let banquo roll two dices, if you get 2 sixes you get to cum, if not thats your amount of edges per day until he rolls the dices again haha

Now that's an idea I can get on board with....without the ruin.

Uce, you will roll THREE dice, you need to get 15 or higher as your total. Any lower and you stay denied....with that many edges each day...on top of all your other daily tasks, until I decide to let you roll again.

Good luck.

Banquo wrote:Uce, you will roll THREE dice, you need to get 15 or higher as your total. Any lower and you stay denied....with that many edges each day...on top of all your other daily tasks, until I decide to let you roll again.

Good luck. [/color]

Noo, I rolled a 5 3 and 2, so only a total of 10 And I was so excited to finally have a chance to cum. I guess it's not time yet (Oh god, I want to cum so much )

I immediately did the 10 edges and didn't want to stop yet, so I did the required 8 more edges to keep stroking. It's getting so hard to keep my hands away from my cock.
Also I didn't get to do the task before bed yesterday, but think I will have time for it for the rest of the week.

banquo this is getting really fun for all of us haha besides uce hehe

So many edges...
I completed my task before going to bed yesterday (only 2 minutes palming), did the 10 edges this afternoon and have just finished my task before going to bed (only 2 minutes of palming again )
Is it ok to start it a bit earlier before going to bed? Because I have trouble sleeping when I'm still horny and just want to go back looking at dirty things.

Uce wrote:So many edges...
I completed my task before going to bed yesterday (only 2 minutes palming), did the 10 edges this afternoon and have just finished my task before going to bed (only 2 minutes of palming again )
Is it ok to start it a bit earlier before going to bed? Because I have trouble sleeping when I'm still horny and just want to go back looking at dirty things.

You can start up to one hour before you go to bed.

Thank you Sir.
I'm sorry I didn't get to do the task today, I have a headache and am really tired. I did complete the 10 edges this afternoon though.

Today I managed a lot of stroking and edging. I did the 10 edges this afternoon again and felt like touching myself again a few hours after. I made sure to complete the 9 edges required to be allowed to touch myself.
I also just finished the task before bed. Towards the end each and every edge was so close, I have no idea how I managed to not make a mistake. Overall I would have thought that I would have at least one accident by now, but maybe all the practice by edging so much paid off.

I don't want to sound too needy Sir, but is there any chance I've earned another chance to cum so far?