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Today is proving to be very rough. I got a lot of work done in the morning, and then had nothing to do when chat went down and the football games have been terrible. Spent a lot of time looking at old spanking stories/sites that I have not seen in some time. Was so hard not to touch my cock, and I am still bored waiting for chat and trying to distract myself...

For everyone who hasn't been feeling well. (including the chat itself) Flue, colds etc have taken a toll on Milovanians. Seasons discomfort eh!

Silent.sub wrote:

Myeah! Mmmh no! As you have a habbit of breaking things, request is under evaluation.

Why did i had Silent in mind?

Wow oh wow, had an extremely close call this morning. I woke up at around 2am hard as a rock and desperately wanting to touch, but I managed not to and get myself soft. I have Silent to thank greatly for this. The way that Silent helped is as I have already posted, I was also extremely horny on Sunday, the day Milo went down. Well, before the website went down, I had been exchanging forum PM's with Silent about my predicament indicating how badly I wanted a spanking. Well, after several more exchanges of her teasing me and making me beg and grovel for it, she finally gave me the spanking I wanted, ordering me to do 50 swats to each cheek. But, that was not the only thing she ordered. She also said that for the rest of the day, and the day after I was to do 5 ball flicks every time I was really desperate to touch.

Needless to say, seeing her take charge and add that extra twist earned me some flicks almost immediately after I had finished with my spanking.

After those two days were up, the flicks had helped me so much keep with No Touch I asked if it could be extended until your return, and Silent kindly granted my request, after making sure that I was not enjoying the flicks and that they were indeed helping me.

Well, it is a good thing the policy stayed, because I when I woke up at 2am, I wanted to touch desperately as I said, but I didn't. Instead I pulled down my pajamas, grabbed my balls with left hand to pull them away from my body, and flicked them 5 times. The flicks really left them aching, but I still wanted to touch, so I reached down again, and flicked them another 5 times. This repeated another 2 times, leading to 20 flicks in total before I started to be relieved of the desperation and was able to go back to sleep. But without those orders, I don't think it is something I would have done myself, and don't know if I would have been able to get back to sleep without touching. So thank you Silent

Hope to have you back soon Della, the reports of the power outages in your area look promising. *hugs*

similar to a dream I had last night, which of course led to a similar problem to Mars, it took ages to get my mind away from the dream and to actually get some sleep.

Keep it up Mars (see what I did there lol) you are doing great, and whatever you do don't think about what Della could be making you do with a feather right about now

Glad to report I have slept through the last two nights. Still hard not to stroke or tease my cock at all, but at least I am not losing sleep over it.