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Hello Miss,
it's probably not the kind of juicy report you'd like to read, but this week I got shit loads of work to do and this pushed me instantly into an almost non-sexual mood. So I was rather happy with the non-stroking on Wednesday and of course also on Thursday. Yeah, I know, sucks. Hope it'll get better next week.

I did not had the opportunity to achieve the remaining 3/6 stroking sessions. So I thinked that good compensation would be 20 ball smacks for each missed one. Hoping that it would be enough for Little Miss Jay.

Even though Little Miss Jay would be happy for two today's sets with 40 ball smacks, I wanted to please her. During evening I did additional 60 ball smacks while in CB with a metal spoon. I did 'em for 1 smack for a nut.

And it hurted, it took me for over an hour to complete this "assignment", last 10 we're actually that bad that I had to throw up after those, alcohol consumed tonight with those smack did it. Not very enjoyable I must say, but after the prize, I can't stop trying to be better for her...

Thank You Little Miss Jay

Finally came the weekend, and the first week of this challenge. I can't believe that it's only been a week, but at the same time I can't believe that it's been a week already. Miss Jay you have a mind that will make time fly away just making me try to please You. At the same time, that mind can make me want to cum soo fast it seems. I love the mix of tasks that you have done so far, devious and kind at the same time, teasing and kinda cruel all at once. I just love it!

Now for the weekends task. I just couldn't wait to get started, so I wanted to take the first edge before getting out of bed. So I closed my eyes, and imagined you walking up to me, naked and I got hard, then I started stroking imagining you riding me hard, and before I knew it, I was edging, thinking about you telling me "you better not cum, I'm not done with you yet". The 15 seconds felt like forever, and when I let go, I was afraid, that just the twitching alone would make me cum.
It didn't, but it took some time to calm down again.

By this time, I was increadibly horny, and just started going again, stroking like there were no tomorrow, pictures of you in my mind, always thinking about you not letting me cum for a very long time, while teasing me at all times, and before I knew it, I was edging again. After 15 seconds, I had to really struggle to not cum, and I haven't leaked that much precum in a long time.

All in all, I had used up 4 of my edges before I even got out of bed.

And they were hard edges, so I stopped even though I wanted to go on, simply afraid of going that little bit too far and cumming. So I waited a few hours before I just had to stroke again.

What triggered my lust the second time, was reading this tread, and looking at your avatar. That picture of you playing with a CB key just over your perfect breasts, just send me stroking again, and this time, I could almost feel your warm wet pussy all over my cock, squeezing it, while telling me not to cum. "tell me when you edge".

It didn't take long, and the 15 seconds were pure torture, I almost didn't touch or move, and was still afraid that I might cum. Twitching like crazy, I took a break, but only for a few minutes, I stroked and edged like this another 6 times, and after the last time, I was genuily afraid, that the very air would make me cum I was so close. I think that these might be the closest edges I have done

I will take a longer break now, and do some more edges later, prob. tonight. I have decided to spread the 40 pretty evenly, to get the biggest chance of not cumming (and the most frustration ).

So thank you again for being who you are miss, and thank you for this great challenge. I just hope, that I can please you enough in the days/weks/(months) to come, so you can enjoy my frustration to it's fullest.

Good Morning!!

I've decided to edge in two type of series. One has 4edges the other has 2edges so I will have 15series (5 of 4s and 10 of 2s). At the midnight I did my first series of 4. It was fantastic.

I closed my eyes imagined that I'm tied to a chair and heard your voice telling me: "You will not cum never ever!!" I stroked as fast as I could and reached the first edge in just a minute. I hold it and tried not to go over and cum. Then I relaxed for two mins and started again. Closed my eyes and imagined that you sat on me and rode me and said: "Inform me when you are on the edge". When I reached the edge I said "I'm on the edge", you slow down and held my edge for an other 15sec and then get off and gave a hard slap to my balls. For the last two I tied my legs and my back to my chair so it was like you tied me. Then you ordered me to stroke to the edge and when I stopped you slapped my balls. The last time you rode me again really hard and I reached the edge in just 10 sec but I held it for an other 15sec and you said "That's it now go sleep". So I went to my bed with a hard and desperate cock and tried to sleep. But I just laid for a half an hour and thinking about what have I undertook.

In the morning I woke up with a morning wood so I decided to do my second series. Closed my eyes imagining you coming in my door and instruct me to stroke while you were watching me and saying "Harder, Faster!!!" I reached the edge and held it. I wanted to relax but you sat on me and rode me so hard I reached the edge so fast.

Thank you Miss Jay

After not being able to touch for so long, I didn't realize I would edge so fast! I have only gotten two edges done so far. I don't know how I'm going to finish :/

goodman wrote: I read your bonus task. My immediate thought was to do the anal because I don't really like pain. However, when posting my answers to your questions I thought again about what I would do for you. So, later this afternoon I will apply as many pegs as I can to my balls, penis, nipples, and thighs. For every peg less than 50, which is the total that I own, I will slap my balls twice. Then since I had wanted to do the anal I will fuck myself while I still have the pegs on. I am hoping that similar to the stroking with pegs, the anal fucking provides some relief from the pain.

Goodman

Little Miss Jay,

The bonus task was much more difficult than I expected. I attached 40 pegs. I was in so much pain in my balls, my penis, my legs, my nipples, and my arms. I just couldn't bear to put on the last ten. The anal fucking was a challenge. I though that it would be easiest to get on my knees, bend over, and use my plug to fuck myself. Every movement seemed to tug at or get tugged by the pegs. Kneeling made my thighs burn. Twisting sent pain into my balls. Thrusting the plug in an out caused all of the pegs to shake. The pleasure of the anal did not come close to overwhelming the pain. I only lasted about a minute. I must have been a real poor sight. On my knees, bent over, tears in my eyes, anal plug on floor just below my ass and penis, and through it all, an erection. I was sort of stuck in that position for a couple minutes from fear of more pain if I moved. It was humiliating. When I did finally remove all of the pegs I reward myself with 20 ball slaps.

On Thursday, I really wanted to just not touch again. Actually I was willing to not touch to not have to use pegs again. However, I felt that would show a lack of effort and I don't want to disappoint. I attached 10 pegs for ten minutes. I skipped the strokes for having thought of my desires before yours.

On Friday, I picked 8. For my first non-touch stroking session I chose a picture of you in a skirt, white blouse, and with your high heel foot sticking out. I really felt that I was on my knees in front of you. My cock was so hard. Not touching was crazy mental torture. I fantasized about being able to kiss your shoe, slowly remove it and kiss your foot, worship your legs, move up your legs inch by inch until I could lick you to an amazing orgasm.

I wasn't able to do all eight on Friday. I appreciate the flexibility. I did the task as described above in the morning. During the day I was able to do it twice more at work, but without a photo, in the bathroom. Last night I had dinner plans and was only able to complete the task two more times. I completed the ball slaps.

I woke up early this morning from a odd dream. I was in public talking with beautiful woman. I was wearing a normal clothes, except for the fact that I had a padded black bra on. It was very obvious, but she didn't seem to pay attention to it, or be bothered by. I was completely mortified and kept wondering if she could tell. I don't recall the content of the conversation. I also recall having a half smoked cigar, although I wasn't smoking it. I haven't had a cigar in over ten years. I think that this challenge is really starting to mess with my head.

I couldn't get back to sleep, so I decided to start the weekend task. This was a great opportunity to do a couple of the new teases on the site. Fortunately they had some good edging opportunities. I was so enjoyable. Unfortunately I made a huge mistake. Right after my 15th edge I remember that we needed to hold each edge for 15 seconds. I hadn't done that so no of them counted. I apologize for my error. I guess they were a lot of warm up for that first edge and hold. Also, on the tenth edge I wasn't able to hold it because I was worried about going over the edge. I was able to stop. I waited a few minutes and redid that 10th edge and hold. I am now going to take a break to ensure that I don't have an accident.

Goodman

mrx123 wrote: As for the task today.. I thought of the number 6. I barely could stand it... It was so frustrating... Moving my handy over the cock without really touching it... And I have to tell you something, Little Miss Jay! As I was sitting there, staring at your picture and stroking in agony for the 5th time this day.... my girlfriend came in and caught me... She was totally surprised what I was doing there. I was so embarassed because she didn't know that I was participating in your blueballs challenge. This is generally no problem as she is oftentimes normally gone for several weeks for business. Now.... the problem is she read all the instructions! And she kinda liked it!!! That's why I need you to ask whether she is allowed to perform the tasks on me or whether she shouldn't touch me all the time and leave me alone with myself, simply following your instructions till the end of the challenge. She has been so teasy all day... She keeps telling me that she is curious whether I could stand the edges on the weekend bound to a chair while she rides my cock ... But I don't think that I could stand that !!!!! Please, Miss Jay, what shall I/we do??
This weekend is gonna kill me ... She will have fun with my "bad luck" ballspanks, too, for sure!

Oh I like that idea, her helping you and making it even more difficult for you... And of course, the ball spanks really will be hard... Maybe so that she doesn't hurt her hand from spanking so much, she could use a wooden spoon?
I can imagine that might make to wriggle so she may even want to tie you down... I don't know... Just a little idea!
So the answer is, of course she can 'help'

Little Miss Jay x

Phoenix713 wrote:Miss Jay,

Sorry, but I have to drop out of the competition. I didn't accidentally orgasm or anything, my mother's gone into the hospital and I need to be by her side. So, my blue balls are sorry and I look forward to the next competition.

Josh

Oh I am sorry to hear that. I hope she feels better soon!

Take care,

Little Miss Jay x

Haldirkd wrote:
I will put a lot of effort into the tasks for the next days, and hopefully please you more than I have so far

Good boy, that's what I like to hear! As for staying hard... Well I bet those cocks are getting terribly frustrated now so I think I might just let you off! *giggles*

Little Miss Jay x

Pov78 wrote:Thank you very much for todays task Miss Jay and Miss D!
I liked the idea to kneel before my pc and masturbate while not touching my cock.
(Perhaps I'm momentary not in the mood, but it was really hard to get hard without touching my cock, reading stories or captions.)
You're so beautiful! Your pictures are so hot. (Perhaps I should watch no porn / stories or more vanilla porn...)

Only 2 sessions. (cause I didn't wanted my neighbours to watch my kneeling naked...)
So my cock was limp - semihard while I stroked like told to your hot pictures.
I felt good to kneel there for you and stroke, imaging your fingers sliding up and down my (hard) cock. I felt your red fingernails on my cock.
I used one of your secretary pictures and the one of you in red corset holding your breasts.
After the session I felt guilty that I was not able to complete this great task the right way. I'm really sorry.

Then I did the 40 ball spanks with my hand, it smacked loud and it felt good to punish myself for my bad performance.
Thank you again for the strokes Miss Jay.

It seems that although you struggled a little, you had a lot of fun with this task in the end. It must have been frustrating looking at my sexy photos in the gallery and being unable to stroke properly hee hee!

I really can picture what you have described... On your knees infront of me, exactly where you should be

Little Miss Jay x

Little Miss Jay wrote:

mrx123 wrote: As for the task today.. I thought of the number 6. I barely could stand it... It was so frustrating... Moving my handy over the cock without really touching it... And I have to tell you something, Little Miss Jay! As I was sitting there, staring at your picture and stroking in agony for the 5th time this day.... my girlfriend came in and caught me... She was totally surprised what I was doing there. I was so embarassed because she didn't know that I was participating in your blueballs challenge. This is generally no problem as she is oftentimes normally gone for several weeks for business. Now.... the problem is she read all the instructions! And she kinda liked it!!! That's why I need you to ask whether she is allowed to perform the tasks on me or whether she shouldn't touch me all the time and leave me alone with myself, simply following your instructions till the end of the challenge. She has been so teasy all day... She keeps telling me that she is curious whether I could stand the edges on the weekend bound to a chair while she rides my cock ... But I don't think that I could stand that !!!!! Please, Miss Jay, what shall I/we do??
This weekend is gonna kill me ... She will have fun with my "bad luck" ballspanks, too, for sure!

Oh I like that idea, her helping you and making it even more difficult for you... And of course, the ball spanks really will be hard... Maybe so that she doesn't hurt her hand from spanking so much, she could use a wooden spoon?
I can imagine that might make to wriggle so she may even want to tie you down... I don't know... Just a little idea!
So the answer is, of course she can 'help'

Little Miss Jay x

OMG Little Miss Jay!! Please don't give her such mean ideas!! OMG. This is gonna be really hard for me.... She has already told me that she will tie me down for the edges.... Can't wait till she comes home later.... Not sure if I can write you any more tonight how it went...

nearkos wrote:Thank you Miss Jay for being so kind. I did the required 2 sessions.
For me it has been less frustrating than humilating. To be naked, on my knees in front of my screen and pantomiming masturbation made me feel like a fool. Nevertheless thank you Misstresss D and Miss Jay for the idea.

I am so grateful for being allowed to continue in the contest. Therefore I did some additional ball spanks.

Had to split the slaps in groups of 10:
The first round I did after reading your post. I used a wooden bar while standing. It hurt pretty much. For some slaps I involuntary bent at the waist and nearly hit my head to a table.

The second series I did some time later while doing some work in the cellar. I used the handle of a hammer. The feeling has been different but not less painful. Got a sick feeling in my stomach.

Third round was done shortly after coming home a short time ago. I used a ruler. The sound was quite impressive. The pain has been not as deep as when using the other tools. The pain could be felt at the surface and could be felt some time.

For the last 20 I used my hand in between doing the second pantomimes. It helped to stay hard.
Now, I feel constantly an ache in my balls. Hopefully the pain will ease a little bit until tomorrow morning.

Thank you Miss Jay for the undeserved kindness. Hopefully, I will do better in the future.

Oh nearkos, I'm very pleased you had a go at the task even though it seemed completely impossible to begin with!
You should not feel like a fool you be on your knees for me, you should feel owned and that you know your place- You know I'm in charge, don't you?

Finding objects to complete your ball spanks sounds fun! *giggle* You know I like it when my boys show a bit of creativity

Little Miss Jay x

goodman wrote: I couldn't get back to sleep, so I decided to start the weekend task. This was a great opportunity to do a couple of the new teases on the site. Fortunately they had some good edging opportunities. I was so enjoyable. Unfortunately I made a huge mistake. Right after my 15th edge I remember that we needed to hold each edge for 15 seconds. I hadn't done that so no of them counted. I apologize for my error. I guess they were a lot of warm up for that first edge and hold. Also, on the tenth edge I wasn't able to hold it because I was worried about going over the edge. I was able to stop. I waited a few minutes and redid that 10th edge and hold. I am now going to take a break to ensure that I don't have an accident.

Goodman

I only quoted part of your post to let you know that I am replying.
You're certainly not alone in this challenge starting to get to you. I know a lot of the boys are starting to struggle quite a lot! Getting things wrong, doing strange things hee hee!

I hope you struggle even more throughout the weekend It isn't meant to be easy is it?!

So a little while ago, you wore some panties for me... I want you to do the same again on Monday when you go to work How many pairs do you own? It would be fun to have a panty week! I know how much you enjoy to wear them for me *giggles*

Little Miss Jay x

Little Miss Jay wrote:To all, just to let you know:

MONDAY 12th MARCH is no underwear day

So when you get dressed in the morning on Monday, DO NOT wear any underwear... I wonder how you boys will feel? Will it make you even more frustrated...? Desperate? It will make the task a lot easier anyway!

Little Miss Jay x

OMG I'm already leaking precum all day... I don't want to imagine how this will be on Monday after my girlfriend took care of me this weekend... Hopefully there won't be any wet spot and/or the bulge in my pants then... But I think in my current condition, at least the bulge will be there for sure... I'm constantly at least semi-hard and leaking.. This is so frustrating. And now I am anxiously awaiting my girlfriend coming home soon... This challenge is gonna beat me... Thank you Miss Jay!