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I am taking a slight pause before I begin to post, to share publicly with Y/you, as I have been instructed, by my Master, to do. *blushing smile* He wants me to share with You what has gone on, what is going on and what will continue to go on.......

This past week, I have been in tease and denial. It began on Monday.

Monday, I was instructed to flip a coin. If it was heads, I was to use Motion Lotion. It was tails I was to use the new vaginal stimulating creme that I got last Sunday. It was heads.
I lubricated the walls of my pussy with the Motion Lotion. Then I was to insert my egg inside.....I did.
Then with every post, including responses, I was to turn the egg on.

The egg ended up being inside of me for around two hours.

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Tuesday, I was to spank myself for 12 minutes. When I got to my pussy, I was to use the vibrating nipple clamps on my nipples.
I did a total of 860 spankings to my nipples, each bottom cheek and pussy. It was a warm and wonderful experience. Sub space feel like my home for more then just the 12 minutes of spankings.....I liked being there, warm......safe......His.....

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Wednesday I was to use the female arousal creme on my clit and then insert the egg and respond and post images, turning it on at "post a reply" and off when I clicked on "submit".
That creme is so intense. My clit stayed swollen for hours and I stayed needy and horny all day long.

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On Thursday, the toss of coin and "heads" became wicked for me.
Heads - I was to massage myself, knowing it was Masters hands touching me. I was to get out one toy and play with it until I was a wet needy mess and was begging Him to allow me to cum.

Then I was to flip the coin again. This time, if it was heads, I was allowed to cum. It was tails I had to stop.

If the original coin toss was tails, I was to use the vibrating nipple clamps and experiment with them. I would not be allowed to cum.

The coin toss, both the first and second time, was heads. So I was allowed to orgasm. I used my favorite vibe and fucked myself rapidly with it. *blushing smile*

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About an hour later Master and I were talking and one thing led to another and to my disbelieve, I begged Him to place me back in denial again....this time with the only way for me to orgasm is to beg and beg Him and then if He decides yes, then I may cum and go off the T&D. I still can't believe that I begged for this. *blushing bright red*

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Today, I filled my pussy with Motion Lotion and put the egg in. I was to come in here and post replies and this explanation, without turning the egg on yet. This has been very hard, because I know it's there, and I so desperately want to fill the vibration deep in my pussy.
I am to post double how ever many Master posted, which was five, which means I must post ten, each time turning the egg on at "post a reply" and off when I click on "submit."

I am His needy, VERY NEEDY girl and love giving Him the control over me this way. He is a wonderful Master and I am so very lucky to be His.
He has assigned me the theme for Monday.....*blushing bright pink........* Wicked, wicked Master!!!

So, I conclude this......and begin to post my ten images.... *blushing smile*

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The rules for this theme can be found on page 182.

*turns the egg on setting one....and little moans escape while I post the first image....so glad to finally feel the vibration....*

I think it only fitting that I post Motion Lotion......



Of course Y/you know that I own it...and that my pussy, right now, is full of it........

*moans continue.......and so do I....*

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The rules for this theme can be found on page 182.

*turns the egg on setting two* I can hear the slight hum of the egg as it vibrates the inside of me.

This image, I found yesterday....it is...well, it shows....a different side of me.........one that ....I wonder, should I share?

This is a plastic speculum *blushing*



I have had fantasies about this for while now........I do not own one and am not sure if I would want one in the outside world.
But many times I have thought of Master using one of these on me......to look inside....to probe inside....it exam....to tease......*moans very loudly.....and hisses as I breathe deeply to get through the intensity of this moment*



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The rules for this theme can be found on page 182.

*turns the egg on three* *feels my breathing become more rapid*

Yet another wicked fantasy of mine......
I'm not sure about the outside world...but dear God, I hope that one day Master may show me what this feels like............. *blushing down to my nipples*

This is a Violet Wand



I watched video after video of this the other day...*blushing continues*



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The rules for this theme can be found on page 182.

*The egg hums back on setting one again....*
It has now begun to feel as if it is humming when it is in the off position....I must hurry through the rest of these images!!!

This is an ordinary spatula, or also known as a pancake turner.



I own this. I bought this in December and put "His" at the top with glitter. All that is left now is part of the "H" and a little bit of the "S". I spanked the letters off. *giggling*
This is the paddle that I used to spank my bottom with on Tuesday. *blush*

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The rules for this theme can be found on page 182.

*Humming on setting two*

These are ordinary stirring spoons for the kitchen.



I bought a set of these for my toy box a few months back. The spatula was to wide to spank my pussy properly. One of these, with the longest handle, is what I use to spank my pussy with. *blushing*

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The rules for this theme can be found on page 182.

*third setting*....*feeling very intense.............moans loudly*

This is a tree. It might not fit in a toy box...but it can be a toy!!!



One can be tied between two of them...or to a single one. The bark on the tree can be used to rub against sensitive body parts.....



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The rules for this theme can be found on page 182.

Setting one again......
I can't think straight now.....

These are dried pine needles....



I do have some of these in my toy box.....*blushing* They are wicked when used on the nipple area......*blushing even more.

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The rules for this theme can be found on page 182.

Setting one again...

*posts quickly*

A boulder or large rock could be a toy.....



I haven't used one in the outside world.....but would love to be on one at Master's command.... *blushing*



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The rules for this theme can be found on page 182.

Setting four...............................FUCK!!!!

A waterfall can be a toy....



I have never done this in the outside world, but have in this world......it is one of my favorite places to be....Passion Falls......*softly smiling at Master*...



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The rules for this theme can be found on page 182.

Five............FUCK!!! It's pulsating!!!

A bathtub faucet can be a fun toy!!



I have done this....many times....*blushing*



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The rules for this theme can be found on page 182.

Master, thank You for a wonderful tease. I love giving up the control that I do, to You.

My pussy is wet....and it's taking everything I have to not cum right now. I want You to be proud of me. I will keep working at this......keep going ....trying very hard not to beg You to cum, until I simply can't take it anymore......

I love You, Master. *soft smile*

shell wrote:

les wrote:

shell wrote:Have you ever shown yourself "dressed up", to anyone?



Yes when on a holiday some years back.


................................................. Les

And would you like to give details, because I for one would really enjoy hearing them. *wicked smile*

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The rules for this theme can be found on page 182.

I was nineteen it was a holiday camp competition
It was also while I had waist length hair, 6 foot 147 lbs.
I was in full femme and I won.
Sex that holiday was great.
Had a look for a photo to scan but can't find one.


................................................. Les

Well.. a long time has passed since i placed a post here, promising more to come. I am quite busy lately, in a very good way!
Hope you don't mind me telling a short story about my last few hours This weekend i have plenty of time to relax and spend however i feel like. Today i felt like.. hm.. masturbating i think I started about 4 hours ago, watching some porn, and looking around. I was already very aroused and had edged several times, when i decided to look at some pictures i have saved on my computer. About the third one already inspired me to look for similar ones online - which i found here: Hentay-Foundry - be warned, explicit and sometimes VERY kinky (futa..)

Browsing dmitrys pictures, i spent the next - maybe 90 minutes? i don't know.. masturbating most of the time, more to great pictures, skipping many others of course Needless to say i edged many times..
My cock more and more got in a state of "over"-arousal, where it takes a very short time to shrink without stimulation, and being sensitive all the time.

I often had milovana in mind the last weeks, especially this thread. So i decided to come here, and catch up! My last post was on 6th of March, more than 3 weeks ago. I watched and read some of the posts here in the meantime, but now i took the time to read backwards, up to my post. Not every post in detail, but most of them, especially the newer ones. All the time i heared and am still hearing the moaning of porn in the background *g*

I want to share some thoughts about posts whitch caught my eyes.

• Two of them are simply toys i own myself. An inflating butt plug, where mine is black, and nipple clamps, where mine do not have a shackle/linkage. And they are.. hm.. i use them rarely, can't stand having them on my nipples for more than some minutes - but sometimes i use them just before i want to orgasm, it gets more intense..
• Another post was shells story. Wow.. nothing gets me hotter than seeing/reading/hearing a girls arousal! I edged, dripping precum all over my cock, after reading this story, imagining shell, writing and posting, vibrating egg making her crazy, and moaning..
• shell also mentioned Nipplets. The imagination of a girl (shell?), on all fours, the nippelts hanging from her breasts, vibrating her nipples, maybe bound and machine fucked the same team.. wow!
• Next one was the flashlight. I have already seen it several times on the internet. Considering my fascination of women in control of my cock/orgasm.. yeah, i pretty much like thoughts about it shell saying "I think it would wild to be in control of their orgasm with one of these." didn't make it easier to hold back!
• Now.. last one, something completely different, back to avatars. The first avatar picture in dr.d post here made me smile - unfortunately i do not rememder who or where it was, but i have seen someone using that picture as an avatar *smile* (Not on milovana i think.. hope.. *g*)

All the writing helped cooling down, i will take the chance and hunt some food (Running around naked, covered with precum..) After that, i will update my old post with some avatar picture(s), and maybe post something related to the current theme.

SomeOne

les wrote:

shell wrote: And would you like to give details, because I for one would really enjoy hearing them. *wicked smile*



I was nineteen it was a holiday camp competition
It was also while I had waist length hair, 6 foot 147 lbs.
I was in full femme and I won.
Sex that holiday was great.
Had a look for a photo to scan but can't find one.


................................................. Les

OH wow! That's terrific!!! Hope the picture surfaces some time. Would like to see it. *smile*