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pledge active:
Free Porn (07/10) [+20 -10] in progress
Hypnoslave (07/10) [+40 -20] in progress
Get-in-shape (31/10) [+60 -30] in progress

65CP +10(base line)+15+5=95

SlenderSissyNewbie wrote: Tue Oct 03, 2023 7:53 pm

curiouser_32 wrote: Tue Oct 03, 2023 6:56 pm I do have a question... I have taken the porn-free pledge, alongside the exercise pledge.
As part of my exercise today I've chosen to do this yoga tease

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https://milovana.com/webteases/showtease.php?id=59185

Does this count as porn? Or is this allowed for the game, as it's a yoga instructional (albeit with some nakedness!)

Opening the verdict to you lot

Hm, since the pornfree pledge is made to protect you, I'd say maybe search something else, but I'm happy to hear other arguments.

Unfortunately I am not able to look to give an opinion as if it gets decided it is porn I would have failed my pledge and can’t have that.

October 3:

Locked from 0:00 until 5:40 am and from 6:00 for the rest of the day. That’s another new personal best
+ 14 base cage points

I stayed off porn as pledged.
I listened to 20 minutes of audio encouragements.

I keep having a hard time at around 2:30 am. Woke up every single night with my cock trying to get hard. Anybody got a tip how to get rid of an erection quickly?

Summary:
40 + 14 = 54 cage points

hubsi82 wrote: Tue Oct 03, 2023 9:01 pm. Anybody got a tip how to get rid of an erection quickly?

Jump in the shower point it at the cage starting cold but then alternate from hot/cold water until it has gone.

3rd Day Locktoberfest:
Baseline cage points - 14 points

Active Pledges:
Hypnoslave Pledge (01.10-07.10.23) - 40 points
Get-in-Shape Pledge (October) - 60 points

Current points:
77 CP + 14 BCP = 91 points

day 3.
I earned 8 base points.
I earned 15 additional points.
Then I earned 5 more points. 28 more today.
Total of 68 points.

Update Day 3

Got my baseline cagepoints for being a good boy and keeping in my cage and holding my pledges. Unfortunately couldn't finde the time to complete today's task so no extra points for me.

Total cagepoints: 75 (61 total points from yesterday + 14 basepoints today)

day 3

I earned my baseline cagepoints (12) and the points of the 1-hour mind wellbeing (15)

October 4:

Locked from 0:00 until 6:25 am and from 6:35 am for the rest of the day. That’s another new personal best
+ 14 base cage points

My thought and feelings:

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I have known for a while that I have a small cock. A lot less than average in fact. The internet has been a great help to figure that out. In a room of 1000, 995 are bigger than you. Weirdly that didn’t bother me but it instead kicked off a journey which led me here.
I have learned that in order to find my right place I have to rethink my sexual purpose. I can give pleasure to those 995 men. I must serve women better in other ways in order to please them.
Self training has led me here. I’m now happy to stay denied and locked. In the night when my cock tries to get hard and I wake up, I play with my ass. Fingering my little hole to shrink my clitty. My goal is to cum like a girl. Limp and caged with my ass stuffed. I have not been able to do it yet but I have time to lust and practice.

+ 5 cp for thoughts
+ 10 cp for sharing

I stayed off porn as pledged.
I listened to 20 minutes of audio encouragements.

I keep having a hard time at around 2:30 am. Woke up every single night with my cock trying to get hard. Anybody got a tip how to get rid of an erection quickly?

Summary:
54 + 14 + 5 + 10 = 83 cage points

Update: 66 CP + 12 CP baseline + 5 CP = 83 CP

October 4th thoughts and feelings.

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Every year i try to do locktober and fail, I have an extremelyhigh sex drive and am used to orgasming nearly every day but I'm determined to do it this time. Even doing the exercise pledge is arousing as I try to hold yoga poses while i strain inside my cage beneath my tight leggings and use all the will power i can muster to refrain from caressing my nipples to bring myself to orgasm. Ive promised myself that if i make it to the end of the month I will reward myself with a sexy new outfit so fingers crossed ive got the willpower to last.

Update

108 cp

Looks like fun.
I did the caption stuff, here's one of my all time favorites.

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Hey everyone,

10 CP are a great encouragement to post my reflections about the last few days. I'm afraid though that most of the participants won't get much out of it as it's a poem written in my native language, german. Nevertheless here it is:

Nun sitze ich hier, nackt und verschlossen,
vor Tagen schon zuletzt ergossen
bin ich schon wieder ziemlich scharf,
es macht mich wild das ich nicht darf.

Den Locktober grad erst begonnen,
das End‘ ist lang noch nicht in Sicht,
wünscht ich mir auch so sehr zu kommen
der Geist bleibt stark, ich darf noch nicht!

Ich hätte gern nen klaren Kopf,
das Palme wedeln half mir oft
zu erreichen dieses Ziel
auch der Gedanke hilft nicht viel.

Die Aufgabe von Mistress Skye,
und dazu noch in dieser Pose
den Kopf zu nutzen, völlig frei,
rutscht mir nicht nur das Herz zur Hose.

Pornografie darf ich nicht sehen,
doch ihr Dekolletee ist ziemlich reizend,
ich wünschte so er könnte Stehen,
wenn sie dann noch die Beine spreizet?

Das Dichten, es hat nicht geholfen,
ein Sport soll helfen – vielleicht golfen?
Ich höre auf zu recherchieren
denn mir fällt ein: Ich muss trainieren!

Day four task

Mistress Skye ordered me as the day four task to expose my deepest and hopefully naughtiest thoughts, and to earn 10 cagepoints (CP), and, to please Mistress - publicly post them.

Trigger warning: Response to this task is sexually and kink explicit. Do not read if you are easily offended

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My deepest and naughtiest thoughts......

I want to be 'pegged' by Mistress. And I mean really 'pegged' hard so that I cum to the point of dry orgasm and I am reduced to an object, a toy of Mistress. I want this so much, but am at the same time scared where it will leave me after it has finished. I want to please Mistress so much. I need to be dominated by Mistress, humiliated verbally, made to feel completely submissive with no control.
Whatever Mistress wants to do with me sexually, kinkily I would gladly accept just so I can see a smile of pleasure, happiness, hear kind words of satisfaction that I am what Mistress needs, when Mistress needs it and that it is given freely and that it is given without fear or regret.

Pure pleasure without second guessing.

These are my deepest and naughtiest thoughts. To be 'pegged' into sub-space, pissed on, and made to drink it. Simply to be a walking sex toy. If I am ordered to suck Mistresses breasts, nipples, lick cum out of her pussy, suck cock, drink cum and anything else kinkily and sexually that makes Mistress happy then I would freely do it in sub-space.

Whatever Mistress wants sexually, kinkily I would submit.

Mistress’s pleasure is my reason for being in chastity. I must earn the position and meaning of sub offered by Mistress by embracing and expressing who I really am sexually…. A submissive perverted chastity slut.