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I like the idea of sometimes yes. If we know that it is always or nearly always no then it takes away a lot of the hope and anticipation.

Jana wrote:Sounds like my boys are enjoying themselves today.

Yes thank you.

Jana wrote:I've been thinking about something. I'm trying to decide if I should let you boys cum at all during these 30 days. Honestly, I haven't made up my mind.

Well this is my first time so long with out cumming and same time masturbate slow / fast / close (7) / Edging

LOL now i know .... the last lesson was about hoping So was you just teasing here on the forum to ?

If not then yes i was hoping to hear the gung sound a 3 time. Why ? i am not sure i a so hard core that i can continue with all this for 30 day but this was about limit to be pushed.

Jana wrote:Sounds like my boys are enjoying themselves today. You know... I've been thinking about something. I'm trying to decide if I should let you boys cum at all during these 30 days. Honestly, I haven't made up my mind. I mean, I see both sides. Frankly, I'd love to hear what you think. So I'm posing a question to all of you...

Do you think I should let you cum at some point in these 30 days? And don't just say, "I only want what you want," or something like that. I really want some answers. Now obviously, I may do the exact opposite of what you boys want, but I'm curious. You see, I bet there are many of you who get much more excited about the idea of 30 days of strict, complete denial than the idea of cumming here and there. Anyway... do share your thoughts...

maybe at least a ruined one, but we should be allowed to do it in our own way. Just stopping after going over the edge is too similar to a real orgasm to me. This is what once worked for me:

1. wait until the cock is limp
2. stroke the head only as fast as possible
- if cock gets hard: goto 1
- if cumming: hands off cock!

Or you could make an orgasm very hard to achieve/improbable. Maybe by saying: "You have three minutes to achieve an anal orgasm by only fucking your ass and absolutely no friction to the cock". I don't know if this is possible at all. But I think trying and not reaching might be quite frustrating.

But after all I am really not sure whether I want a real orgasm, a ruined one, or none during these 30 days at all. Can't decide. I haven't denied myself for such a long time until now, so this would be really pushing limits! Maybe I can decide in some days though. I am getting hornier every day...

Jana wrote:Sounds like my boys are enjoying themselves today. You know... I've been thinking about something. I'm trying to decide if I should let you boys cum at all during these 30 days. Honestly, I haven't made up my mind. I mean, I see both sides. Frankly, I'd love to hear what you think. So I'm posing a question to all of you...

Do you think I should let you cum at some point in these 30 days? And don't just say, "I only want what you want," or something like that. I really want some answers. Now obviously, I may do the exact opposite of what you boys want, but I'm curious. You see, I bet there are many of you who get much more excited about the idea of 30 days of strict, complete denial than the idea of cumming here and there. Anyway... do share your thoughts...

My feelings are that 30 days is a lot, especially when I didn't think it was going to be anything like that when I started. What could be diabolical would be to have us cum maybe 2 days in a row soon, then go a long time until the next release - that might really get some frustration going...

I'm not sure what I want. On the one hand after all this teasing I desperately want to cum; but, on the other hand, the teasing is amazing and part of this is about pushing our limits isn't it? The anticipation and the uncertainty adds to the excitement; perhaps just one or two times would be enough.

The teasing has made the experience so much more difficult. Watching the other videos after such a tough session makes me want to cum so bad. I have noticed that my balls are beginning to swell, which make me think that I may not be able to take many more days like today. Truthfully, I would enjoy a tease where cuming would make the rest of the month harder on you, and then i would have to make a decision about how bad i wanted to come right then. However, if forced to go the full 30 days, i think that by the end even the slightest brush of my underwear might be enough to set me off. If you do decide to allow us to come, it would be torturous to have us do it after maybe only maybe a minute of teasing, where we would not experience the full pleasure that we might otherwise enjoy. Either way, it has been a great week so far, and i am looking forward to what the rest of the month has in store.

I'd like to cum at least a few times in the thirty days if not once a week.

I think it would test our obedience most to have us demonstrate our obedience right after cumming.

This would be similar to wanting to eat one's cum all the way up to the point where it is in your hand. . . that's where I always bail.

Said another way . . . its easy to do more when you are horney, but as soon as the cum is out, all bets are off.

Of course there are many ways to demonstrate obedience besides eating your cum.

I guess (hope) that after about 12-14 days of denial you get used to that feeling and another 18-16 days will be more easy than the first. If I cum in the middle of the month the hard part will start again...
So don't let us cum

I think that release would be good for health's sake. As long as we're not able to enjoy it. Either a ruined orgasm, or as someone mentioned above, cumming while flaccid. Plus, we'd still be horny afterward. So you could even throw a couple of ruined orgasms in there until we're shooting blanks.

Whatever you choose to do, know that with each passing day without an orgasm, our cocks are getting more and more sensitive.

Jana wrote:Sounds like my boys are enjoying themselves today.

Thank you Jana. Today was amazing.

Jana wrote:Do you think I should let you cum at some point in these 30 days?

Yes, I think that you should allow us the opportunity to cum, with strict conditions. I don't think we should be allowed to cum just because we want to or because we are really horny, although I doubt that is your plan. I believe it should be part of demonstrating our commitment to you. A couple ideas include,
1) Fulfilling a very difficult task to earn the right to cum - not just lots of stroking or edges, but something that pushes our limits in other ways. Maybe make the task so difficult that we may choose not to do it.
2) Cumming in a humilating way.
3) Forcing us to make a decision to cum. We can cum, but we have to give up something.
4) Completing a task after cumming, when we are less horny, to prove we are doing it for you, not just the orgasm.

Jana, your teasing is incredible. I wouldn't presume to tell you what to do. I just want to let you know that for me a random orgasm would be somewhat dissappointing, although much appreciated. My desire is starting to consume my thoughts throughout the day, and night, since I haven't been allowed to cum. I don't want that constant yearning to end. I think that an intentional and devotional orgasm would maintain and reinforce that feeling.

In addition, or as an alternative, I also think that you may want to provide some relief through a ruined orgasm or milking. A ruined orgasm always leaves me horny, but the physical aching goes away. I have not tried milking, although it is an interesting concept.

Respectfully,
Goodman

I really hope you will let us cum at least once or twice before the end. It could be a ruined orgasm, it could be an orgasm with negative consequences attached to it, but please, let us cum

goodman wrote:

Jana wrote:Sounds like my boys are enjoying themselves today.

Thank you Jana. Today was amazing.

Jana wrote:Do you think I should let you cum at some point in these 30 days?

Yes, I think that you should allow us the opportunity to cum, with strict conditions. I don't think we should be allowed to cum just because we want to or because we are really horny, although I doubt that is your plan. I believe it should be part of demonstrating our commitment to you. A couple ideas include,
1) Fulfilling a very difficult task to earn the right to cum - not just lots of stroking or edges, but something that pushes our limits in other ways. Maybe make the task so difficult that we may choose not to do it.
2) Cumming in a humilating way.
3) Forcing us to make a decision to cum. We can cum, but we have to give up something.
4) Completing a task after cumming, when we are less horny, to prove we are doing it for you, not just the orgasm.

Jana, your teasing is incredible. I wouldn't presume to tell you what to do. I just want to let you know that for me a random orgasm would be somewhat dissappointing, although much appreciated. My desire is starting to consume my thoughts throughout the day, and night, since I haven't been allowed to cum. I don't want that constant yearning to end. I think that an intentional and devotional orgasm would maintain and reinforce that feeling.

In addition, or as an alternative, I also think that you may want to provide some relief through a ruined orgasm or milking. A ruined orgasm always leaves me horny, but the physical aching goes away. I have not tried milking, although it is an interesting concept.

Respectfully,
Goodman

I think goodman's idea is great. We can cum, if we will do a special and difficult work for you. So everyone can decide whether he will cum or not.
I don't think its good to say, you let us cum once a week, because the feeling of denying and not to know what will happen next, will be broken.
Of course another possibility will be some ruined orgasms, because they will leave us horny.

Can't wait for day 7, really horny

Sounds like my boys are enjoying themselves today. You know... I've been thinking about something. I'm trying to decide if I should let you boys cum at all during these 30 days. Honestly, I haven't made up my mind. I mean, I see both sides. Frankly, I'd love to hear what you think. So I'm posing a question to all of you...

Do you think I should let you cum at some point in these 30 days? And don't just say, "I only want what you want," or something like that. I really want some answers. Now obviously, I may do the exact opposite of what you boys want, but I'm curious. You see, I bet there are many of you who get much more excited about the idea of 30 days of strict, complete denial than the idea of cumming here and there. Anyway... do share your thoughts...

For me, it's hard to decide but in the end I'd prefer pushing myself past whatever "limits" I had and not cum for the 30 days. Then That will make me truly Your slave

Jana wrote:Sounds like my boys are enjoying themselves today. You know... I've been thinking about something. I'm trying to decide if I should let you boys cum at all during these 30 days. Honestly, I haven't made up my mind. I mean, I see both sides. Frankly, I'd love to hear what you think. So I'm posing a question to all of you...

Do you think I should let you cum at some point in these 30 days? And don't just say, "I only want what you want," or something like that. I really want some answers. Now obviously, I may do the exact opposite of what you boys want, but I'm curious. You see, I bet there are many of you who get much more excited about the idea of 30 days of strict, complete denial than the idea of cumming here and there. Anyway... do share your thoughts...

Once i did go for slightly over 1 month without an orgasm and from that experience i ask you to give us at least some physical release throughout the month, either through ruined orgasms or prostate milking (though some/many may be new to that).

i also think that a full orgasm CAN be a useful tool in a Domme's toolbox.. a reminder of what you have given up, the challenge of continuing to do so or whatever consequences may be connected to that orgasm (cum eating e.g.)

whatever you do decide on, however.. please don't tell us. not knowing.. only hoping.. cruel, but arousing, frustrating but still enjoyable in a weird way.

at least another 3.5 hours.. gotta make the time pass somehow

In yesterdays session about hope I realised to my surprise that I was hoping --- not to be ordered to cum! But, I'm pretty sure that feeling is not going to stay for the whole 30 days. I haven't denied myself for more than a couple of days before and even though I like the way my limits are pushed right now, I fear 30 days without any release might be far to much for me. At least I am hoping for a ruined orgasm from time to time (maybe some in a row?) and being ordered to eat my cum. That's when I always bailed out before. But, I have the feeling that Jana is going to be decisive enough to change that. For those who do not want to cum at all, there might be the option not to do it and earn some special gratification. Or cumming could come for a prize. Or ... but, I'm sure, Jana will find an interesting and challenging way.

Even asking for thinking about it raises hopes and directs thinking; Jana is so wonderfully-cruelly-insightfully challenging male (at least my) psychology in this series so far.

Thanks for everything.