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Jana is so cunning and yet I love it...

My balls are really full now. Sleep with a hard on throughout and had to remove my shorts halfway through. Looking forward to the next tease. Wonder if I will get any stimulation from Jana over the next 2 days. I am very aroused now.

" Today's session was ...almost soothing. Just being able to set back and massage my aching excitement was certainly a much different tone than yesterday. It almost felt as if it was a reward for submitting a bit the session before. From the moment there was talk of a chance for a full meaningful orgasm , I was extremely turned on. However, As much as a large part of me wanted to orgasm, a small almost whisper quiet voice in the back of my mind wanted to forgo the sensation, and continue feeling that increasingly naughty ache deep down inside me. As for the next little assignment , 48 Hours with no visual sexual stimulation sounds relatively easier than a few of the tasks I have been asked to do lately, I'm fairly positive that after the first 24 hours I will be changing my thoughts on that matter. Off to bed now , with only my thoughts and a now very familiar ache to keep me company."

Ranidaphobia - Day 9

Does anyone else actually feel less aroused following the big stroking/edging days (like medium and hard)? It was the opposite of what I was expecting. I can't figure out if I'm just more into the tease/denial/anticipation than the huge edging marathons, or that's just normal, or maybe they're causing wet dreams. I barely felt into today's at all until I was maybe halfway through (even though I thought today's tease was really good).

juniper wrote:Does anyone else actually feel less aroused following the big stroking/edging days (like medium and hard)? It was the opposite of what I was expecting. I can't figure out if I'm just more into the tease/denial/anticipation than the huge edging marathons, or that's just normal, or maybe they're causing wet dreams. I barely felt into today's at all until I was maybe halfway through (even though I thought today's tease was really good).

Try waiting 48 hours....

Btw anyone here manage to cum so far??? I am really horny now. Wished I could just unload my cum.

janmb wrote:Actually noticed my balls have actually changed shape a little. Not only are they slightly enlarged, but they are rounder/less elliptical as well - they are begging for release it seems lol

Ditto. Since the Day8-Session my balls seems to be more sensitive and the scrotum lightly swollen. Touching cause that typical dull feeling. I have done some cbt before. In contrast to today it went back to normal shortly after. Well maybe these are "Blue Balls"? I never held out so long without ejaculation...

juniper wrote:Does anyone else actually feel less aroused following the big stroking/edging days (like medium and hard)?

Edit: As for the actual assignement: are we allowed to read stories? Or listen to sexa audio?

Please? wrote: Let's play a game.

Post a song for Jana. I'll start it off.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=pl ... jVMTydhx1Y

My god this beers good I feel better already

Here's my song to Jana, of course we'd be losing ourselves to Jana
Daft Punk - Lose youself to dance

Pontos wrote:

janmb wrote:Actually noticed my balls have actually changed shape a little. Not only are they slightly enlarged, but they are rounder/less elliptical as well - they are begging for release it seems lol

Ditto. Since the Day8-Session my balls seems to be more sensitive and the scrotum lightly swollen. Touching cause that typical dull feeling. I have done some cbt before. In contrast to today it went back to normal shortly after. Well maybe these are "Blue Balls"? I never held out so long without ejaculation...

juniper wrote:Does anyone else actually feel less aroused following the big stroking/edging days (like medium and hard)?

Edit: As for the actual assignement: are we allowed to read stories? Or listen to sexa audio?

I'd think (with hesitation) that audio and stories are okay, 'cause you could imagine Jana in them

To visualise again:

Day 10: , I was so hoping for something with a bit more... action, shall I say. Ah well, now I at least have some good time to study for some exams.

Oh, Jana, you keep me on my toes, you heavenly teaser!

Caius1 wrote:

Pontos wrote: Edit: As for the actual assignement: are we allowed to read stories? Or listen to sexy audio?

I'd think (with hesitation) that audio and stories are okay, 'cause you could imagine Jana in them

Jana would not fit into the story I am currently reading. It is about female submission. Anyhow, I read it befor the day10-Session. To fight arousal I recommend a little workout:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wF5-uMJD8uw
This always exhausts me too much to think about sex or boobs,..... or ass.... damn

juniper wrote:Does anyone else actually feel less aroused following the big stroking/edging days (like medium and hard)? It was the opposite of what I was expecting. I can't figure out if I'm just more into the tease/denial/anticipation than the huge edging marathons, or that's just normal, or maybe they're causing wet dreams. I barely felt into today's at all until I was maybe halfway through (even though I thought today's tease was really good).

Yep. No physical stimulation. No visual stimulation. This is supposed to *increase* my arousal level? Unless I supply some sort of stimulation I don't *get* aroused. Not for years.

That's *why* I do teases. Without them, (or good porn, written or visual) I just plain don't get aroused.

The only way my arousal will occur during this 48 hours is if I read something good.

It's like the edging. It takes a long time to get there the first time in a session. Once I get there, getting more isn't too difficult *if* I'm not left waiting too long.

Heck, I was practically *limp* during much of that hard session.

Us older guys do *not* react the way teenagers and 20-year-olds do. We are in more of a "use it or lose it" situation.

kengr wrote:

juniper wrote:Does anyone else actually feel less aroused following the big stroking/edging days (like medium and hard)? It was the opposite of what I was expecting. I can't figure out if I'm just more into the tease/denial/anticipation than the huge edging marathons, or that's just normal, or maybe they're causing wet dreams. I barely felt into today's at all until I was maybe halfway through (even though I thought today's tease was really good).

Yep. No physical stimulation. No visual stimulation. This is supposed to *increase* my arousal level? Unless I supply some sort of stimulation I don't *get* aroused. Not for years.

That's *why* I do teases. Without them, (or good porn, written or visual) I just plain don't get aroused.

The only way my arousal will occur during this 48 hours is if I read something good.

It's like the edging. It takes a long time to get there the first time in a session. Once I get there, getting more isn't too difficult *if* I'm not left waiting too long.

Heck, I was practically *limp* during much of that hard session.

Us older guys do *not* react the way teenagers and 20-year-olds do. We are in more of a "use it or lose it" situation.

In my case, this works out more intellectually than physically. Although I may not be aroused more and more the way I have a boner the entire day, I WANT to have one and WANT to edge which is forbidden. Yet again, the submissive part of me is aroused by the prohibition to do so.

Not being allowed to look at any sexy pictures really helped to put my focus completely on YOU! Maybe you should consider making this a general rule?

I also feel much more controlled right now. This started already yesterday actually when being told to turn off the computer.

Besides: I new it! I new that only pictures of cut boys were in the slideshow. Not including a "I saw my picture"-Button gave it away Plus, I might have remembered it from 2011..

Now starting day 10.

Day 10

Spoiler: show

Ahhh, this was so cruel. In a good way though. It really left me frustrated and horny.

But there is also a drawback: Because I know, that there might me a "no session" in the evening, my anticipation is much lower.

I will now turn off my computer as you ordered. I feel so controlled right now. Like having to go to bed early and supperless.

"Today's session...set the tone for the up coming days. *glares down at a noticeable bit of arousal* Indeed. Well, Off to bed now , Certainly anticipating tomorrow's session. I'm sure I will be imagining just what might be in store for , and what I may or most likely may not , be doing."

Ranidaphobia - Day 10 (Double Digits!)