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Silent.sub wrote: ...
And no edges besides those that you have to do each day, you are limited to those edges. And I wouldn't have a ruined orgasm if I was you.. I might have to ask some of my friends for help to give you a punishment for that.

However, I am not so cruel as to not let you touch outside those edges, just don't have an edge or there might be another punishment coming for that.
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Hello silent,

no my dear, I'd never think about doing more edges. I wanna know how this increasing edging over the days will feel and how blue my balls will be at the end! Not to speak about the increasing frustration and desperation.

Thank you for granting me to touch myself, even if I'm not allowed to enjoy more edges. I fully respect your guidance and your game rules. Please feel free to add more rules or additional tasks to your game. I'm willing to follow you!

Even if I'm curious about the punishments I don't dare to ruine an orgasm. But in case you demand that...

Now let me report about my edges today:
My time to play your game was very limited so I had to go for todays 9 edge in one session. I used some pictures of dominating ladies to support my strokes and I went slowly to pretend any ruined orgasm. After each edge a break of about 30 seconds had to be enough. After the third edge my cock leaked precum which was a welcome lube for the following strokes and edges. Each edge felt so good and pushed my hornyness a step further.
After finishing the last one my cock was so damn hard and twitching in the beat of my heart. It took several minutes to cool down and to get him back into my trousers.
Thank you for these great feelings!


Regards,
Selfbound

selfbound wrote: Hello silent,

Now let me report about my edges today:
My time to play your game was very limited so I had to go for todays 9 edge in one session. I used some pictures of dominating ladies to support my strokes and I went slowly to pretend any ruined orgasm. After each edge a break of about 30 seconds had to be enough. After the third edge my cock leaked precum which was a welcome lube for the following strokes and edges. Each edge felt so good and pushed my hornyness a step further.
After finishing the last one my cock was so damn hard and twitching in the beat of my heart. It took several minutes to cool down and to get him back into my trousers.
Thank you for these great feelings!


Regards,
Selfbound

Good morning Selfbound,

It's good to hear that you are enjoying my little game. I wonder how frustrated you will be in a few days

Perhaps I will give you a task just when you are beginning to find it tough. Just when you think you might give in.

But for today I will just say well done, and I look forward to hearing from you again tomorrow.

- Silent

Dear Silent,

I had a bad day today!

Before doing my edges today I have been very excited and aroused longing for the moment when I will able to do my task for today!

I started like yesterday, knowing that I had to go for 13 edges. A nice number!
I did my first edge carefully not to risk anything, but two or three seconds later two drops oozed out! Without any twitching or orgasm like feelings, they simply oozed out. First I thought it was precum only, but it definitely consist of cum, too! If this is also called a ruined orgasm, I don't know. But cum is cum, nothing to discuss. Perhaps I was too aroused, too greedy and too impatient all the time before!?
I felt so ashamed, so embarrassed and so incapable!
I went on after a half a minute and did all the remaining edges without any other mess, but it was all the time accompanied by shame and sadness! No fun at all!
Please forgive me!
My balls felt full the rest of the day and my mood was down.
Now I'm mentally kneeling in front of you, my head bowed down and waiting for your judgement, willing to go through any kind of punishment you impose!

Your weak
Selfbound

Ah Selfbound, patience is a virtue.

Im one who believe punishment should fit the crime and in this case it might even teach you a lesson.

Firstly you may choose if you so wish to start again, same number of days and edges.

Then, as your punishment you are going to spank yourself hard 13 times on each of your ass cheeks, one for each edge of the day.

And finally, you will leave at least a minute between each of your edges for the day to try and stop this from happening again.

Is that understood?

- Silent (feeling a little to dominant for comfort)

Silent.sub wrote:Ah Selfbound, patience is a virtue.

Im one who believe punishment should fit the crime and in this case it might even teach you a lesson.

Firstly you may choose if you so wish to start again, same number of days and edges.

Then, as your punishment you are going to spank yourself hard 13 times on each of your ass cheeks, one for each edge of the day.

And finally, you will leave at least a minute between each of your edges for the day to try and stop this from happening again.

Is that understood?

- Silent (feeling a little to dominant for comfort)

*thinks you should embrace the dominant side when it comes*

Silent.sub wrote:Ah Selfbound, patience is a virtue.

Im one who believe punishment should fit the crime and in this case it might even teach you a lesson.

Firstly you may choose if you so wish to start again, same number of days and edges.

Then, as your punishment you are going to spank yourself hard 13 times on each of your ass cheeks, one for each edge of the day.

And finally, you will leave at least a minute between each of your edges for the day to try and stop this from happening again.

Is that understood?

- Silent (feeling a little to dominant for comfort)

Dear Silent,

thank you so much, you are very generous!

Yes, I'll start from the beginning and spank my ass as requested. I'll count them for you.
You are right, a longer break will help not to disappoint you again. I will follow this rule, too.

I understood! *still kneeling on the floor*

Thankful regards
Selfbound

P.S.: It may feel unfamiliar to be a little bit dominant. I know that, too. Take it as a chance to see what else slumbers deep inside. Let it out if it will and as marspank says: embrace it when it comes!

Selfbound,

My pleasure Selfbound

Starting again hmm :) Hopefully you make it to the end this time and the minute of waiting does its job.

But its so much more fun to be submissive. Wouldn't you agree?

- SIlent

Dear Silent,

today I restarted the game, because of my failure yesterday.

Before doing the five edges I followed your request to punish myself with 13 hard spanks on each cheek.
I'm not really into this, but it doesn't scratch my limits, so I think it was a real punishment.
My cheeks burned a while keeping me aware of my failure and your cute dominant side

I took some lube and did nice and slow strokes with a pace of about one stroke per two seconds.
I was watching this video while stroking.
After a little while I slowly increased the speed up to nearly two strokes per second. This took me slowly to a beautiful edge.
As you expected I took a break of a bit more than a minute before starting again for the next edge.
I repeated the procedure with the increasing speed for all the edges. It felt very good and I had no accidents.
Even with a one minute break I could edge with a slower speed from edge to edge. I could reach the last two edge by doing only one stroke per second.
I finished so aroused and stimulated.

Now while writing this two hours after the last edge my balls feel nice and full all the time and I'm so much looking forward to increase this throughout the next days to please you.

Regards
Selfbound

P.S.: May I write a PM to start a little conversation about the dominant and submissive side?

Selfbound,

It's good to hear your enjoying the game and taking your time. Doesnt that just extend the teasing even more *wicked smile*

Selfbound if I ever give you a task you're not comfortable with all you need to do is say. But Im glad my task was a punishment for you. After all it is a punishment

And yes you may PM me if you like

- A very sleepy SIlent

Dear Silent,

I finished my 9 edges today in one session. I did it the same way like yesterday: slowly!
Oh, I like this, but it starts to frustrate. The first edges have been nice but from the 6th the remaing edges have been damn cruel. No, they haven't been too close, taking care of at least one minute break helps me a lot.
It really gets frustrating and the urge to stroke over, to cum, to unload is so challenging - damn it's getting hard and it's day 2 (+3 )! Oh, what did I agree on? I know that and that's what I like. In case I think it could be too hard, I imagine that I do it for you - a beautiful incentive

As you read above, yes, it's very teasing, but I'm very much into T&D so it's a great pleasure.

Regarding any punishments, I follow the SSC rule. So I will say if I think it is too much for me.
Nevertheless, thank you for clarifying this.

Have a great day!
Selfbound

*pops onto milo in the dark. Lights a candle- still no power but I had to welcome Silent to the dark side. And that feeling of being just a little more dominated the. You are used to get more comfortable with time.

Glad to see you having fun with you own game now

Della the Blackbird by candlelight

DellaRoss wrote:*pops onto milo in the dark. Lights a candle- still no power but I had to welcome Silent to the dark side. And that feeling of being just a little more dominated the. You are used to get more comfortable with time.

Glad to see you having fun with you own game now

Della the Blackbird by candlelight

Glad to see you safe Della. Hope the power comes back for you shortly.

selfbound wrote:Dear Silent,

I finished my 9 edges today in one session. I did it the same way like yesterday: slowly!
Oh, I like this, but it starts to frustrate. The first edges have been nice but from the 6th the remaing edges have been damn cruel. No, they haven't been too close, taking care of at least one minute break helps me a lot.
It really gets frustrating and the urge to stroke over, to cum, to unload is so challenging - damn it's getting hard and it's day 2 (+3 )! Oh, what did I agree on? I know that and that's what I like. In case I think it could be too hard, I imagine that I do it for you - a beautiful incentive

As you read above, yes, it's very teasing, but I'm very much into T&D so it's a great pleasure.

Regarding any punishments, I follow the SSC rule. So I will say if I think it is too much for me.
Nevertheless, thank you for clarifying this.

Have a great day!
Selfbound

Good to hear that its getting frustrating Selfbound

Im glad the minute between is helping, I wonder if that will change as more and more edges are added... hmm....

DellaRoss wrote:*pops onto milo in the dark. Lights a candle- still no power but I had to welcome Silent to the dark side. And that feeling of being just a little more dominated the. You are used to get more comfortable with time.

Glad to see you having fun with you own game now

Della the Blackbird by candlelight

Good to hear your safe and sound Della. Not quite sure Ive made the transition to the dark side though people keep telling me its a good idea...

Silent.sub wrote: Good to hear your safe and sound Della. Not quite sure Ive made the transition to the dark side though people keep telling me its a good idea...

1. you're*

2. It isn't the dark side, it is just the other side.

This really sounds like a fun game me thinks

May I join in tonight Silent?