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Thanks for sharing Indigo.
That story does tug at the heart strings a bit.
Broken hearts hurt, even if you're just a teen ager.
Actually, perhaps even more because you haven't quite learned how to deal with it yet.

how i ended up being known as 1azzu1 is acually a pretty long story...
so to make a long story short...

back in 1992 i began playing alot of video games under the name bonebreaker
then in 1999 i joined a clan in a game that wouldnt allow me to put the clan tag and the long name in
so i choose AzzU becous i had a asus motherboard at the time... and when i left the clan i went back to being known as BoneBreaker in other games (and still am) but on forums i decided to keep calling myself Azzu... mostly becous it seems less threatening...
and then i encountered a forum with a user allready useing that name so i decided to add the one in front and in the back of the name...

so thats the short version of how i became known as 1azzu1

Indigo wrote:Three weeks later, I got a letter. It was brief. It basically said that she wasn't allowed to talk to me anymore, that I seemed to be causing her more pain than good, and her parents forbade it. She had snuck the letter to me, because she knew what I was going thru. She told me not to cry, that the one thing that she had taken with her, was the image of my beautiful crystalline blue eyes. She said she couldn't bear the thought of those being clouded with tears.

Those were Cassies last words to me. To this day, I wonder what happened to her, if she found love, went to college, what she did with her life. Wherever she is, I hope she's happy.

Awww!

Thank you for sharing that story Indy. I'm just a big ol' romantic the first thing I thought was you should try and find her today and see how she's doing. I'm not crazy enough to suggest that you should find her with the intention of things going anywhere, of course not. But just to see what happened to her and what kind of life she has. I know you could be setting yourself up for a big disappointment if she can't even remember you or if her life is now terrible - maybe it's better keeping the memory alive and not messing with it. But isn't it at least a little hard to resist the temptation to find out what happened?

As for my name when I chose to sign up here I couldn't think of anything. Had no inspiration to choose a name. So I just thought about movies that I had seen recently. The first one was Pulp Fiction - there is this scene where Samuel L. Jackson claims he is the "foot massage mastah" or something like that (I thought that was how he pronounced it). I thought that scene was funny so I picked that. Then I added 007 to the end because of James Bond as I'm sure everyone has already assumed.

I've since regretted the name since it really doesn't make any sense to have a sub with a name like "mastah" now does it? But then again people now know me by it so I'm not sure if it's a good idea to change it now even if I want to.

darkstar is the word used to commonly describe a burnt out star. . i just like it realy,

my other online names are my real one which im not sharing hear. and Carrion. which is a character from the deathstalker series of books by simon r green based about a futuristic and barbaric societys rebellion agaisnt a tyranical and burtal dictator.

carrion is a character who was an investigator (human who is trained to kill aliens in lots of briutal ways) who in a war with a race called the ashrai goes native and becomes one of them in spirit. becoming a traitor untill the entire race is destroyed by his bast mate . he survives the scourching of the planet, and lives on it alone .
he is dark moody and downright sarcastic and able to call on the souls fo the dead ahsria to act as his personal asskickers when he cant be assed. but he still fights at the side of his firend and enemy when called upon.

so ap rett cool character.

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Well... I couldnt thinkout some good name so....

Swe for sweden/swedish and Sub I think everybody can fidure it out by them self

The end of mine is atually a bit of a mystery even to myself lol

Angel- That was my Dad's name for when there i was growing up and its something that has all ways stuck with me :) And me being as wholey innocent as i am *ahem* it seemed quite fitting

Anna- my real name (well almost)


837- ??? i really an not sure why this number means anything to me but its a number that i have stuck with for most of my life. I use it in pretty much everything but i honestly cannot remember where it came from. i know there was a reason behind it at one point.

and thus AngeAnna837 is me :)

Anna

Nothing too secret about mine... it was a name my husband used for me years ago while role-playing and it kind of stuck for this kind of thing.

Most people know the D is for my first initial, although it's also been mentioned that it could stand for Devious, Devilish, Delightful, Deceptive or Delicious...

Indigo wrote: Those were Cassies last words to me. To this day, I wonder what happened to her, if she found love, went to college, what she did with her life. Wherever she is, I hope she's happy.

Why dont you find her Indy ? it should not be too difficult (I guess you have their old address, names etc.

My name: something anonymous, non-commital, and something which says kinky people are human too

Clearly, my name is an acronym for Enhanced Voice And Location Services. I thought that was obvious...

I should have put more thought into my screen name! lol Bears are my favourite animals and 'Uber' just seemed like a cool word! At the time I hadn't realised that the Gay Community sometimes refer to themselves as bears... I should clarify that *that* in itself is not a problem for me at all, I just don't like to confuse people - as has happened once or twice!

And Indy, I don't think we've ever spoken properly, but I always stop and read what you say; thank you for sharing your memories earlier in this thread. You're a really cool bloke and I wish you all the very best man!

And to everyone else, this thread has been a great read, please keep it coming (or not as the case may be...)

uberbear01 wrote:I should have put more thought into my screen name! lol Bears are my favourite animals and 'Uber' just seemed like a cool word! At the time I hadn't realised that the Gay Community sometimes refer to themselves as bears... I should clarify that *that* in itself is not a problem for me at all, I just don't like to confuse people - as has happened once or twice!

And Indy, I don't think we've ever spoken properly, but I always stop and read what you say; thank you for sharing your memories earlier in this thread. You're a really cool bloke and I wish you all the very best man!

And to everyone else, this thread has been a great read, please keep it coming (or not as the case may be...)

That seriously cracked me up!

At least I'm not the only one stuck with a name I don't really like! And I think yours is probably worse than mine, I'd rather be confused with a Dom than having gays talking me up.

My screen-name is the name of an old, beloved video-game character

Do I really need to explain mine?

I've always been a little......well, odd I guess is the correct term.
Tend to read books nobody else has ever heard of, watch strange indie movies, and can burst out laughing at the most mundane things because I mentally make a connection.
Probably also why I love cats.......Because nobody can say with any certainty what the fuck goes on in a felines head at any given time.
Thus the Insane part.

I have also long since made my peace with being a bit of an odd-ball.
Tend to enjoy it as a matter of fact.
Thus the Cheerfully part.

Perfectly logical really.......Albeit a little dull.