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Thank you very much for your work! Even though I am not into submissive roleplays and latex, your editing, narration and hypnotic setting have done the trick for me. It has been an enjoyable journey. Thank you again and waiting for new creations!

Retrolove wrote: Thu Mar 19, 2020 9:32 pm Thank you very much for your work! Even though I am not into submissive roleplays and latex, your editing, narration and hypnotic setting have done the trick for me. It has been an enjoyable journey. Thank you again and waiting for new creations!

Hi.
Many thanks for the generous comment. I'm very pleased that you liked it so much. I will be releasing a new CH production in the near future that is much more 'traditional' CH fare. It will however, be spilt into individual episodic elements that can be combined in a variety of ways by each player as they wish... Or, if they are mad enough,.. attempted in episode order as a single tortuous journey.
It will form part of the 'Salon DeSade' series of releases, but as I have already said, will be much more CH than guided JOI.
Hope you enjoy it as much as my last effort when it is released.

NUMBERONEFAN.

Just discovered this in the depths and gave it a go, I'm not sure how I missed it back in 2020 when it was posted. I played the videos in series on my VR headset. I used the Blueberry Vortex Estim file as well and it just so happened to sync very well with the video. The Shibby audio, hypno spirals, scenes and amazing video editing combine to create an experience to get lost in, simply one of the best! Outstanding work Numberonefan!

Triton13 wrote: Mon Apr 03, 2023 8:55 pm Just discovered this in the depths and gave it a go, I'm not sure how I missed it back in 2020 when it was posted. I played the videos in series on my VR headset. I used the Blueberry Vortex Estim file as well and it just so happened to sync very well with the video. The Shibby audio, hypno spirals, scenes and amazing video editing combine to create an experience to get lost in, simply one of the best! Outstanding work Numberonefan!

This set of videos is super underrated. It deserves to be remastered with its own estim track.

was going to ask was there ever an Estim file for this master piece that i have just come across.

thebears73 wrote: Tue Apr 04, 2023 1:32 am was going to ask was there ever an Estim file for this master piece that i have just come across.

As this has been re-released over on Tantric Underground/supermassive as a one combined video, with poppers, does anyone have any stim files please?

thebears73 wrote: Mon Dec 30, 2024 9:37 am

thebears73 wrote: Tue Apr 04, 2023 1:32 am was going to ask was there ever an Estim file for this master piece that i have just come across.

As this has been re-released over on Tantric Underground/supermassive as a one combined video, with poppers, does anyone have any stim files please?

My combined video (1:51:44) is from 25th of February 2024 and I opened it few times with intent to work on estim but I couldn't get hooked up to this, the voiceover is just too cringe

edger477 wrote: Mon Dec 30, 2024 9:55 am

thebears73 wrote: Mon Dec 30, 2024 9:37 am

thebears73 wrote: Tue Apr 04, 2023 1:32 am was going to ask was there ever an Estim file for this master piece that i have just come across.

As this has been re-released over on Tantric Underground/supermassive as a one combined video, with poppers, does anyone have any stim files please?

My combined video (1:51:44) is from 25th of February 2024 and I opened it few times with intent to work on estim but I couldn't get hooked up to this, the voiceover is just too cringe

I didn’t find it to bad, watched it without estim and was fairly turned on by it and aroused. A stim track would be good as the heavy latex and popper prompts are so good…..

thebears73 wrote: Wed Jan 01, 2025 9:02 am I didn’t find it to bad, watched it without estim and was fairly turned on by it and aroused. A stim track would be good as the heavy latex and popper prompts are so good…..

Sorry, I did not imply it was bad. I am sure its arousal potential is great, but it is through lust.

Through my exploration of sexuality I met someone who taught me that arousal can be achieved through connection, love and unison with partner. Through these experiences I learned to identify and let go of lust cravings since these only fuel sex/porn addiction and don't make me feel good after, once the session is over.
I see latex as one of things that depersonalize, separate, prevent connection/love, deprive me of what I really need. Of course this is subjective, maybe it is just due to my perceived lack of that love/unison in current relationship, but I don't like to feel depraved and turned on by just bodily itch, I can let that one go, I like the content that is wholesome, radiating positive emotions (fun, love, safety, lightheartedness) and arousing through that energy, through smiles, fun, laughters. Numberonefan has a lot of content that is very diverse and he successfuly explores the darker side in ways that I like (vi33 comes to mind as one that goes to dark side but ends in nice and fun note), but full-body latex is turnoff for me, it is too disconnecting/depersonalizing, being unable to see the face makes it impossible to gauge the energy that is radiated, whether this was fun activity, how enjoyable etc... Same reason why a lot of creations where faces are shown turn me off when I can see that the models are acting and the energy is dark/fake.

Anyway... enough of a rant... It is not video for me, but I don't think that is great reason to make it depraved of estim
If you want estim for this, I will help you create one. And after making a pause to think about this sentence, I think the best way might be to create a dedicated estim school channel in discord server, to be dedicated to questions and document my workflow for creation of restim scripts in a way that others will understand, I think it is worth spreading that knowledge since these scripts will be rather easy to adjust for incoming pulse boxes.
I think restim-controller is already solid tool to explore the sensations that you can generate with restim, and with few more tips and tools it might be possible to get more people into creation of estim. I might add documentation for my workflow there if I don't figure better place.
To stop further going off topic, my DM are open. I'll be here to support anyone who has interest in working on either this or any other videos that aren't my thing (i.e. Vam Damage).

EDIT: draft version of introduction is here now https://github.com/edger477/restim/blob ... duction.md

edger477 wrote: Wed Jan 01, 2025 10:38 am
Anyway... enough of a rant... It is not video for me, but I don't think that is great reason to make it depraved of estim
If you want estim for this, I will help you create one. And after making a pause to think about this sentence, I think the best way might be to create a dedicated estim school channel in discord server, to be dedicated to questions and document my workflow for creation of restim scripts in a way that others will understand, I think it is worth spreading that knowledge since these scripts will be rather easy to adjust for incoming pulse boxes.
I think restim-controller is already solid tool to explore the sensations that you can generate with restim, and with few more tips and tools it might be possible to get more people into creation of estim. I might add documentation for my workflow there if I don't figure better place.
To stop further going off topic, my DM are open. I'll be here to support anyone who has interest in working on either this or any other videos that aren't my thing (i.e. Vam Damage).

EDIT: draft version of introduction is here now https://github.com/edger477/restim/blob ... duction.md

I won't comment on your first half post other than to say I love the heavy latex theme, but that is what makes this all so fun, everyone is different

But as to this estim school idea, i think is great, and hopefully it really kicks off. i think a dedicated thread on here would make sense even if you have it located on discord, as so many of the community frequent milovana still.

boundupone wrote: Tue Jan 07, 2025 2:21 pm I won't comment on your first half post other than to say I love the heavy latex theme, but that is what makes this all so fun, everyone is different

Yes, that is why I want to get more people into creation of estim, I am doing this as a hobby, and if there is anything that I like better I'll prioritize working on that. Since I can't like everything , teaching others who have complementary tastes might be better way to contribute to community than trying to work on something I might not even play and it will end at this video, whereas someone with taste for this who learns how to do it might also create it for other videos that I would skip, and might even get me to watch some of them.

Unfortunately, the interest doesn't seem to be very high, most people like to consume content and don't have motivation to create it, I only had ~3 expressions of interest, they all have discord so there is no need for thread here. And since the restim implementation (axis names, purposes etc) might change in future, having such things and questions around them in forum will stay as source of wrong information that will keep polluting LLM models trained on this data set, so I choose to keep it as versioned document on github that I can change, and integrate into it answers to any questions I receive.

edger477 wrote: Tue Jan 07, 2025 3:23 pm

boundupone wrote: Tue Jan 07, 2025 2:21 pm I won't comment on your first half post other than to say I love the heavy latex theme, but that is what makes this all so fun, everyone is different

Yes, that is why I want to get more people into creation of estim, I am doing this as a hobby, and if there is anything that I like better I'll prioritize working on that. Since I can't like everything , teaching others who have complementary tastes might be better way to contribute to community than trying to work on something I might not even play and it will end at this video, whereas someone with taste for this who learns how to do it might also create it for other videos that I would skip, and might even get me to watch some of them.

Unfortunately, the interest doesn't seem to be very high, most people like to consume content and don't have motivation to create it, I only had ~3 expressions of interest, they all have discord so there is no need for thread here. And since the restim implementation (axis names, purposes etc) might change in future, having such things and questions around them in forum will stay as source of wrong information that will keep polluting LLM models trained on this data set, so I choose to keep it as versioned document on github that I can change, and integrate into it answers to any questions I receive.

My issue is limited time, i have a video and tease part complete, but will be maybe 6 weeks until i can even test let alone complete. but yes, getting more creators on board is key. and hopefully the new kink power box (once firmware allows audio input) will draw a significant new audience.

looking forward to seeing what you are going to do on discord. i am on there too so let me know when you have something launched and i will join too

Is there a new MEGA link available by any chance? Would love to play this, looks amazing!

edger477 wrote: Tue Jan 07, 2025 3:23 pm

boundupone wrote: Tue Jan 07, 2025 2:21 pm I won't comment on your first half post other than to say I love the heavy latex theme, but that is what makes this all so fun, everyone is different

Yes, that is why I want to get more people into creation of estim, I am doing this as a hobby, and if there is anything that I like better I'll prioritize working on that. Since I can't like everything , teaching others who have complementary tastes might be better way to contribute to community than trying to work on something I might not even play and it will end at this video, whereas someone with taste for this who learns how to do it might also create it for other videos that I would skip, and might even get me to watch some of them.

Unfortunately, the interest doesn't seem to be very high, most people like to consume content and don't have motivation to create it, I only had ~3 expressions of interest, they all have discord so there is no need for thread here. And since the restim implementation (axis names, purposes etc) might change in future, having such things and questions around them in forum will stay as source of wrong information that will keep polluting LLM models trained on this data set, so I choose to keep it as versioned document on github that I can change, and integrate into it answers to any questions I receive.

I would be happy to post creations and share funscript conversions, but I can't run Restim on my mac. I am not the only person who creates or shares files, who has not been able to make use of Restim.

This series is one of my favorites.

throwawayacct wrote: Wed Jan 08, 2025 5:45 pm I would be happy to post creations and share funscript conversions, but I can't run Restim on my mac. I am not the only person who creates or shares files, who has not been able to make use of Restim.

You wouldn't actually be blocked by restim, since restim can run on mac, but the funscript editor (OpenFunscripter) only has windows build, and there aren't any good alternatives currently, some online tools exist but you can't easily use them for local videos.

It is not really a good argument because if you have one of new Macs with apple silicon (M1/M2 etc) then you obviously aren't poor enough to claim you can't afford 300$ pc and older Macs can run windows in parallels.