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I've always wanted to try it but always loose interest after, i think the only way i'd actually do it is if forced to eat my own or forced to give another guy a blowjob

I rarely eat it, but I have no problem doing so. The taste doesn't bother me.

Eating cum has just never been a big deal to me. That may be because I have a really short refractory period?

CruelNatalie wrote:awwww how sweet! You sure did a great job and even took extra steps that I didn't require. Instead of cumming in your hand you use a condom to get it all. Very innovative! You make me want to spend time with you because you prove over and over how devoted you are. Great job!

Thank you Goddess, I'm happy you are pleased :)

I'm sure next time it will be easier to swallow, which is hopefully not to long away

I always like the challenge of it. I usually do it as punishment. But if I'm edging out loads while staying pre orgasm I do it as a reward.

Natalie,

I don't personally have any experience with the subject but have thought of it a lot because of many of the femdom vids I've watched and because of things I've seen here. The reality is, I've never had someone take that position with me, and I think that's what I need. I'm not likely to just "do it on my own." But if I had a goddess who commanded and expected me to do so, I'm fairly certain I would. If it pleased her, I think it would please me.

The thought of the act is actually, kind of hot to me, but only if it's an act of submission.

first of all thank you for the wonderful comments.

Not all femdoms adopt this practice. They have other methods of control. My style requires lots of rituals and protocols. I want them to not only be mindful but to fully control EVERYTHING that cock does. If I OWN that cock then I decide what happens with it. Assignments are only part of that. Devotion and adoration are huge for my own fulfillment. If you give me control over your cock then you should be THRILLED that I allowed you to cum in the first place. If the taste of your own cum is so disgusting that you can't do this for me then you should not be turning your cock over. Simple.

Natalie, I have just read more of your posts and checked out your websites. Very cool indeed and I think there is a good chance you'll hear from me soon.

Seriously? wrote:Natalie, I have just read more of your posts and checked out your websites. Very cool indeed and I think there is a good chance you'll hear from me soon.

Awesome. Feel free to email me. I don't always check messages here. The email is at my blog.

People are mostly repelled by it due to it being taboo, apparently, as I've found that I just don't care either way. Some may not like the taste.

If it's really about them not being horny enough, you might want to consider training them on ruined orgasms first (and restricting them to ruined orgasms untill they're ready (should be reward enough )).

Getting really horny does not help me. I've tried with full and ruined orgasms. However, I stop being horny after a climax and end up having a shower.

What I do is have a ruined dribbling orgasm just like this



I am so frustrated and horny after it, I consume my load without any complains.

frakker2 wrote:People are mostly repelled by it due to it being taboo, apparently, as I've found that I just don't care either way. Some may not like the taste.

If it's really about them not being horny enough, you might want to consider training them on ruined orgasms first (and restricting them to ruined orgasms untill they're ready (should be reward enough )).

hahahaha well honestly if I have to work that hard at an act of devotion I probably don't want them. There are just too many fish in the sea. If doing such a basic act is something they decline over making me hapoy then I would not be interested in that man period.

My Governess and I decided that 100 is a perfect number, and that I should have to wait 100 days before asking for permission to orgasm. July 1st seem's like it is a long ways off. Two other Mistress's that have been following my "situation" are both ecstatic over the decision.

CruelNatalie, if you don't mind. Would you be willing to share the thought process that goes into feelings like that? I don't understand what possible enjoyment someone could get from my "tales of woe", but they have encouraged me to continue, while enjoying every minute of my suffering.

Humbly,
maddden

Yeah you tell them, Natalie. You dont have to settle for anything less than devotion religiously.

Also, if anyone is having trouble with "the little death" after orgasm, you can check out my tease here:
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showt ... p?id=24674
This tease builds male sexual energy, and makes you feel invigorated even after you cum.

Maddden I'm getting ready to head to the beach for the weekend. Why don't you message me here or cruelnatalie at gmail, remind me and we'll start a new thread on the subject. I'd love to.