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Posted: **Thu Jul 02, 2015 2:42 pm**

* still longingly awaiting my first target *

Anyway here some pics:

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Posted: **Thu Jul 02, 2015 2:53 pm**

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Posted: **Thu Jul 02, 2015 6:34 pm**

Spoiler: show: IMHO, not the right photo, but the caption reminds me of Della.

And in some good news - this love is recognized equally.

Although I doubt the world is ready for my fetishes. Nice to have an accepting place online.

Posted: **Thu Jul 02, 2015 7:24 pm**

goodman wrote:
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IMHO, not the right photo, but the caption reminds me of Della..

Thank you for that reminder, Goodman. I'll have to improve my begging for sure

goodman wrote:
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And in some good news - this love is recognized equally.

Although I doubt the world is ready for my fetishes. Nice to have an accepting place online.

Who cares about the oppions of 'the world'. All of us want to enjoy our own life, our own kinks and preferences. And I don't care if my neighbour or my collegues at work make fun of my kinks (without knowing that they're targeting me).

"Nice to have an accepting place online." just goes to show: You're not alone; there are more folk who are glad for a place where they don't have to hide their personality and their needs.

By the way, what are those fetishes that the world is not ready for ? I might like to try them (or not)

If you don't want to tell me, tell Della. She may just use these ideas to make me pay for my last requests

Posted: **Thu Jul 02, 2015 8:44 pm**

Spoiler: show: This might not make sense to everyone.

illtaket42, I don't mind being made fun of, but I do worry about the real potential consequences. I even wonder if some of what I fantasize about is healthy. As an example, I love the idea of being forced to do things in my office because of the risk of getting caught, but I respect my colleagues enough to not want to force them into my fantasies. Some of what I like about fetishes are that they are taboo and risky. Sitting on a bench isn't as exciting as mountain climbing. I also see value in keeping some privacy to sexual acts. I wouldn't publically engage in vanilla acts any more than I would a fetish. Well, actually, I would be more likely to do some fetishes. Lastly, my fetish interests are one part of my personality. I have many other parts that are much more boring that I don't share here. It is great to have a place for these interests, but they aren't right for everywhere, just like here isn't right for every interest.

Posted: **Thu Jul 02, 2015 8:48 pm**

Now, Della, I want to show You, how much I desire to receive Your answer to my last request.

Since I hit a video of some length I have stopped stroking or even touching while I hope to hear Your ruling on long videos. My urge to touch, to stroke is ever present, The frustration emanating from my small brother occupies my mind most of my wakening hours. It takes some willpower to stop my hand from giving in to this desire.

Della, please let me wake up in a few hours and find Your answer to my plea. Let me pay by pleasure, pain and denial. Increase the number of targets or reset them, make me reach the end of the thread before I start counting. Choose humiliation or menial tasks, sissification, ... whatever. I don't like some of these options but I'll pay what You say. Please, just let me know Your decision even if it is : 'no extra deal for you, 42'.

I need to stroke again without breaking any of Your rules. Pleeeaaase let me.

Hopefully some pictures to please Your eyes and soften Your heart, Della :

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Posted: **Thu Jul 02, 2015 9:05 pm**

I am so hard right now and longing to touch myself but I abstain. I am getting more horny without even be able to touch because I want to help the other players but this makes me look at sexy pictures that makes my cock scream touch me stroke me. It is throbbing in my pants and is producing precum that I eat because it makes me hornier and feel more submissive. I am glad i decided to take on this challenge but lets see if im saying that in a few weeks.

Now pictures

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Posted: **Thu Jul 02, 2015 9:32 pm**

It's (still) nice to be back in the 15-15-15-15-... stroking pattern

On my first day I already hit two targets so it was a great start.
Before my next stroking session, let's first make sure that other players have some stroking material, too

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Posted: **Thu Jul 02, 2015 11:03 pm**

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Posted: **Fri Jul 03, 2015 12:25 am**

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Posted: **Fri Jul 03, 2015 9:17 am**

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Posted: **Fri Jul 03, 2015 11:02 am**

Goodman, you have a very valid point when you say "I wouldn't publically engage in vanilla acts any more than I would a fetish.". Neither would I.

But as they say; No risk, no fun.

Spoiler: show: While wearing a chastity device at work I was always worried that someone might notice the oversized buldge or even brush it eg. in an overfilled elevator. The clacking sound of the lock hitting against the device while using the restroom always made me nervous. It's doesn't sound too exiting but I still got some adrenelin as a reward.

Some time ago I had an offline task that required certain actions or reactions from any other, unknowing person. I worked a bit to get these reactions and sometimes a collegue set my trigger. When I had sufficient privacy - not in the office of course - I did Della's task for that trigger. The chance of getting caught is very slim. Only someone on Milovana might make the connection and he/she is not likely to voice his/her discovery publicly.

Here's a small task to illustrate the above. Perhaps you might want to try it:

For the next week while in your office smile at every woman that you see and try to get her to smile back. Don't overdo it though or else someone might get suspicious.

When you get home in the evening hit your balls or your arse (your choice) 5 times for every time you failed to make a woman smile.

And last but not least I'm more than glad that a place like Milovana exists and that people such as Della fill it with life.

Here come the pictures:

Spoiler: show: It's just more than 48 hours ago that I last stroked but I cannot stop myself from looking at porn and getting more and more turned on and desperate. While I wait I wonder what the price for skipping those long videos might be.
Here are a few ideas of my own :

Pleasure:

01 Ladders : Do a ladder for each skipped video. For every 5 minutes of the video add one rung to the ladder. For example: A 45 minute video would result in a 9-rung ladder.
Optional: Start with a base of 3 rungs.

02 Edges (or my current twist) : Go to the edge and hold for 30 seconds for every 5 minutes of the video (or a similar procedure with my twist)

03 Edges (or my current twist ) : Go to the edge and hold (or twist) while watching this complete video :
https://www.tumblr.com/video/maxvonmali ... 27645/700/
added mean streak - you have to skip every video however short and replace it as described

04 Ruined orgasms : Stroke as fast as possible to the edge and let go at least 5 seconds before you start to come. 30 seconds break and repeat. Do this once for every 30 minutes of the skipped video. At the end lick up your cum don't miss a drop

added mean streak : put your underwear on for this Task

05 Feathers: Use a feather ever so lightly on your cock, 1 minute for every 10 minutes skipped.

Added difficulty for all of the above: If any video is skipped during a stroking session that session must end with a skipped video and payment. Then there is no touching for 24 hours.

That virtually leaves you "locked and loaded"

Pain: ... maybe tomorrow

Posted: **Fri Jul 03, 2015 12:19 pm**

Dear Della,

I just finished my 15th edge. After putting on my CB my balls hurt that much, I'm not willing to wear undertrousers. So please Della, allow me to beg my girlfriend and mistress to let me cum.

devoti

Posted: **Fri Jul 03, 2015 2:23 pm**

Time for a report by me. Finally I have found my first target :) And what a nice pic it was ;)

However as for my plans for my first edge, it was pretty much an epic fail... I guess after seeing my target I got a little cocky or careless or both and so noticed to late where I was inevitably going. Three of four pics further down I had to stop myself quiet sharply having edged hard without any trouble. Just made it in time to hold my load in and keep those balls full for Della. But it was quiet close to desaster.

However I'm looking forward to the next 14 targets in dismay. No idea if I can make it that far, I'll try my hardest though!

Well now for all other players, hope I can get some targets for you :)

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Posted: **Fri Jul 03, 2015 3:03 pm**

DellaRoss

After 12 days and 52 pages I have found 15 targets. I am horribly frustrated and aching for release. Finding the 15th target has made me super excited and brought about a feeling of relief just for finding it. Please Della, if it so pleases you, to allow me the release i so yearn for, Thank you for this game and I hope that I have done enough earn your permission.

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