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Banquo wrote:So just 6 edges left to go 42 remember, if things get tough, just breeeeaaaathe...

Thanks for your advice - it's a few months late but I'm sure it'll help with those last 6 edges.

What I've always wanted to ask:
Is there a way I could 'entertain' myself while waiting between targets?
The worst thing at present is the 24 hour wait in between 15 strokes or an edge. I'm almost in total denial and statistics says that it'll be this way for almost 2 more weeks.






Force of will may be the strongest of all chastity devices - it's certainly one of the toughest.

illtaket42 wrote: Is there a way I could 'entertain' myself while waiting between targets?
The worst thing at present is the 24 hour wait in between 15 strokes or an edge. I'm almost in total denial and statistics says that it'll be this way for almost 2 more weeks.

Well, you only have to stop stroking if you hit a target and have to flip your coin. So as long as you don't hit any targets you can keep working through the thread for as long as you like. There is no limit on how many strokes in a day you can do...

However, if you want something else to occupy your time, I'm sure me and Miss Della could dream something wicked up when we talk later *smiles innocently*

Banquo wrote:
Well, you only have to stop stroking if you hit a target and have to flip your coin. So as long as you don't hit any targets you can keep working through the thread for as long as you like. There is no limit on how many strokes in a day you can do...

However, if you want something else to occupy your time, I'm sure me and Miss Della could dream something wicked up when we talk later *smiles innocently*

I'd welcome the change/addition/whatever - even though it might be 'something wicked'.

My problem is simply that my target appears mostly in larger groups. Right now I'm stuck with almost 10 consecutive targets. That does limit my daily ration of strokes somewhat

So please see what you can do to make me wish I hadn't asked


This just doesn't seem to work for me

illtaket42 wrote:So please see what you can do to make me wish I hadn't asked

This is just asking for trouble

Banquo wrote:

illtaket42 wrote:So please see what you can do to make me wish I hadn't asked

This is just asking for trouble

Yup, David, Banquo's right. But no risk, no fun

The truth about the snake in the Garden of Eden




Looks like fun. Anyone ever tried it ?







I spend far too much time on tumblr but sometimes it seems worth it.
If you like the images in this post, they are all from http://ivegottabeme.tumblr.com/

I have what may be a stupid question, but at the risk of punishment, i have now covered 40 pages and have reached edge for my target twice. At this rate i will be on page 300 before i get to 15.

So, is there a better way to get to a given page then cycling through them from 1 or 740? It would be nice to log in and get to my starting point quicker.

Still looking for edge #3

bestboy wrote:I have what may be a stupid question, but at the risk of punishment, i have now covered 40 pages and have reached edge for my target twice. At this rate i will be on page 300 before i get to 15.

So, is there a better way to get to a given page then cycling through them from 1 or 740? It would be nice to log in and get to my starting point quicker.

Still looking for edge #3

In the web address bar, you will notice a number at the end. That number identified the page If you pay attention to that number when you end for the day, just plug that number in the next time you are ready to start.

Other than book marking the page, I haven't found a better way.

Edit to add: Do not try to plug the number in on the most current page, go to any other page, then plug the number in. For whatever reason, the formatting of the address changes from teh current page vs. an archived page.

Ouch... this next one makes me cringe... I dislike electric play....

For those of you who are interested in my game update:

Spoiler: show

Ok, after much thought, my wife finally decided how to apply the numbers that I have been tracking.

The number of broken pics will equate to the time in seconds I have to last once I am allowed to cum.. It comes out to 1072 seconds, or 17.86 minutes . (rounded up of course to 18)

If I cum to soon I will have to write lines, the number of lines depending on how much time I had left to go... Also, if I fail she said I will have to wait at least one day longer than my longest period of denial... so that would be whatever this period of denial turns out to be... (major motivation for not cumming to quick)


So of course I wanted to know how I would get to cum, but that is TBD, personally though, I think no matter what she chooses, it is unlikely that I am going to last that long so I am predicting some hand cramps from writing, or carpel tunnel from typing lines. She has promised an amazing reward if I make it though... 305 days (the number of double targets in my count) of cumming whenever I want, but she gets to pick how...(possible backfire?)

She has given me a wimp out clause... if I decide to.. I can beg not to cum, and if she deems it worthy to stop and not let me cum, I wait an additional 79 days (the number of broken videos) until I can cum without penalty, and we go back to "normal" The one thing with the clause, I will also have to do line writing/typing for using it.

I have to admit, looking at everything, it is looking like I might be pushing a mile stone with this period of denial and maybe will break the 1 year mark... Part of me strangely wants to make it the year, then I think that I am crazy... denial really messes with your head (in the best possible ways)

Of course... there is still the Della component, since this is her game, and once reaching the end, I will be needing her permission as well to make it to my 18 minute mix of heaven and hell.

When my wife rolled this out, I had a sigh of relief. I was presuming I was going to be doing alot more... though I am sure I will still have the evil writing of lines to do...

Anyway, I just wanted to give you all the update, and I am anxious to get started again later this week to catch up to the end of the thread. I know have the carrot of relief haning in front of me.

For those of you who are not, here are some pics!

@skrote: it's really unbelievable what you are doing!!!
Good luck with the last part!!!

And for all some blackboard pics to enjoy:

@skrote: Do you remember this statement of yours from January 16th (2014 to be precise)

I really have no idea how long it will take, my wife estimated 90 days.

90 days seemed a looong time back then but now even the concept of a whole year doesn't seem to really bother you.
But then there is the price you might win: almost a whole year of cumming whenever you want .

Does this mean that you'll be denied any form of denial for a whole year? Would you really want this? I would think twice about paying this price .

Be that as it may, have fun with the rest of your journey.

illtaket42 wrote:@skrote: Do you remember this statement of yours from January 16th (2014 to be precise)

I really have no idea how long it will take, my wife estimated 90 days.

90 days seemed a looong time back then but now even the concept of a whole year doesn't seem to really bother you.
But then there is the price you might win: almost a whole year of cumming whenever you want .

Does this mean that you'll be denied any form of denial for a whole year? Would you really want this? I would think twice about paying this price .

Be that as it may, have fun with the rest of your journey.

I do remember that.. Neither of us thought it would take this long.

The concept of a year would bother me if I knew that from the beginning, but find that there comes a magic point somewhere between 1-3 months (it is always different) where the desire for the constant arousal, out weighs the desire for release. Don't get me wrong... If allowed, I would be begging for that orgasm, but underneath there is a part of me begging even more but silently for another denial.

You know, I had not thought about the 305 as a negative, but I know for sure it is not as nice as it sounds. She reserved the how... so I can just imagine saying I want to cum tonight, and her handing me icy hot, or sand paper, or some other evil idea like only in a public restroom. I suspect she would be "nice" sometimes, but if something sounds too good to be true, it probably is. What a motivator to not cum though? Not just for that, but to also avoid the evil line writing.