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Day 57

No new pictures, I feel like crap anyway, so enjoy the pictures.

Madden

Firstly let me apologise over my lack of correspondence!

Secondly, this game is tough. But fun. I now realise that torture can be fun and fun can be torture. I love to humiliate myself and carry out even boring tasks turns me on (corner time and line writing) but this is something else entirely. My edge target is really hard to come by. In face I've edged once in 5 days, now I might be making slow progress through the pictures but some of those pics are so hot that I can't afford to do too much in one sitting. What it has made me become is someone who is always "on". I know even walk home looking into massage places knowing even the thought of undressing for a woman might be enough to push me over and my days of wearing panties under my work clothes have ceased as I cant afford a leak at work.

Anyway onwards and upwards!

Is it just me that thinks this girl looks like Ramsey Snow?

DellaRoss wrote:So does all that typing mean that you are on page 666 with your new added edges? If not clarify once you get back from..... Okay I am not gonna try to spell that with my f**ked up spell check.

Yes, Della. That is the case. Sorry for not beeing clear on that point.

TaDMePls wrote:Day 12

I'm starting to get really desperate, I've gotten myself to the end of the thread once more and have not had a hint of a target. Every set of 15 strokes for each image is starting to get me close to and edge and even after such a short stroking session pre cum was leaking freely and my cock was left twitching and frustrated.

Banquo and Della is that offer to buy edges still open? I'm now desperate to just experience an edge again after nothing for 12 days.

Current Page: 710

Total Edges: 1

Be carefull who you sign the contract with


Let's see, if one of these images gets you a target:

I knew that I was desperate - desperate to stroke, desperate to edge and finally I was definitely desperate to cum.

After a few days of edging resulting in an unwanted, though ruined, orgasm it was hands off my cock until I knew how I was to proceed. Within 30 minutes of that fatal ruin I knew it was going to be tough. The need to stroke and to edge was greater than before the ruin and knowing I had to wait quickly made me nervous.

That was last Tuesday.

Today it's just another Tuesday. That means 7 days without touching (with the usual exception: hygine). I didn't have a chance to check on the game as I was on a festival until today. This morning I got up early, exited. I was on my way home and back to this thread to finally continue play.

It took only 3 1/2 hours drive to get home. I was semi-erect most of the time while thinking of stroking ... stroking .... stroking .... edging ...CUMMING. I knew the last part would still be some time, probably weeks, away but of the first time this round I really wanted or even needed to cum. Motivation was high.

Got home ... switched the computer on ... went to milo and checked Della's answer - and could have cried. I was still on hold, no new instructions. Here I sit with my cock craving attention and frustration having a party.

What a great game - I just hope that I'll make it to the end.

Day 57

Feeling much better today. I weighed myself this morning, and lost 3.2 pounds for the week, and 13.6 pounds for the year. I stroked 285 times finding no targets. Tomorrow will mark 80 days of denial. I think I should celebrate, by not cumming?

Thank you Della

I don't know how long this round will take at this rate but there are 2 things I do know:

I really enjoy this game and I don't want to have another mishap

Well, I'm back,

Here are some pics to start off my return, if you want to know the inpiration behind the theme of the pics. open the spoiler for a story from my trip...

Spoiler: show

Very happy to start up the game again. My wife teased me a bit while on vacation, but with kids, in-laws etc, it was far and few between.

I do have one experience to share. Always... it is a huge ordeal to go shoe shopping. It is so hard for her to buy shoes we literally go to a dozen places or so.

Anyway, she is not so much into heels which is fine, but I found myself asking her to try some on to model them for me. She would always decline.

Well, I guess some where around shoe store number 6, she must have gotten a little annoyed and said quite firmly that maybe I should model a pair for her.

Now.. this is a huge thing, because she doesn't do any play in public really so I was quite surprised, and as much as feminization is a fantasy, I do not really want to do it publically either.

I said "really wouldn't you be embarrassed?" She paused.. and I could tell that her mind was thinking.
I thought I had gotten out of it.. but she had the amazing idea of sending me into the next store by myself, picking out a pair of heals, and model them at the front of the store so she could see me.. but would not be associated by me at all.

At the next store, I was stalling so much... I couldn't bring myself to try a pair on.. I thought buying her panties was awkward.. this was really the difference between fantasy and reality.. I finally picked a pair. Shiny black, closed toe... of course it was too small. I had to go a few sizes up.
I finally had them on, and had my first experience trying to walk in them in about 5 years or more... I have to say, I have a new respect for ladies who can wear them while still maintaining a good walking speed. I was beyond clumsy, and of course having to walk in them across the front of the store so my wife could see that I did it as not a quick trip.

Fortunately, the store was sparse in the way of people, but those that were there game me weird glances, and they were snickering quietly and to me sounded like they were trying to not laugh.

I was so relieved to get back to my regular shoes and get out of there. When I came out my wife had already moved down a bit and was laughing. Apparently I was a bright shade of red (think tomato red). I then apologized for being pushy about her trying on shoes for me.

She said that the apology saved me from having to do it again, but she will save this little idea for future punishments.

and some flight inspired pics from my favorite flight attendant.

Doh, and no sooner to I start, that I run into 7 targets in a row...

So here is 1 set of 5 pictures

Della I'm begining to think this target is not all that easy to find!

Day 13

Haven't had the time for a proper report but I can let you know that I'm back up to date with the thread, and once more no targets/edges

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