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Day 1
Starting from my post as instructed I managed to stroke my way to the end of the thread (just over a complete page) finding one target/edge enroute. This could end up being a very long frustrating round as I am already depending on every new post for possible targets.
Current Page: 704
Total edges: 1

Day 43

65 days of denial. It's been 12 days since my last target. I weighed myself this morning and I've lost another two pounds, that makes 12 pounds so far. I'd like to drop another 15, but I'll take what I can get. I think I'll lose at least one more pound when I find that 15th target <grin>. I've been doing tasks on “Write for Me” for three task setters, they are all really nice. One of them sent me a task that ended with the instructions to take a 30 minute walk. I did so, and she suggested that I walk every day. In 3 days I've walked nearly 4 miles. Maybe someone else motivating me will finally get my sorry butt into shape?
Played another short round today, 930 strokes. The arousal has died down a bit, I think my body has finally accepted that It might be awhile.
As always, enjoy the pictures.

Madden

TaDMePls wrote:Day 1
Starting from my post as instructed I managed to stroke my way to the end of the thread (just over a complete page) finding one target/edge enroute. This could end up being a very long frustrating round as I am already depending on every new post for possible targets.

Don't we (nearly) all depend on new Posts from the other players to get closer to that elusive 15th target (or more).
Here's a small donation for all of you. Hopefully there's a target hidden in here somewhere.











Who said to her "Go and fuck yourself"

Don't we (nearly) all depend on new Posts from the other players to get closer to that elusive 15th target (or more).
Here's a small donation for all of you. Hopefully there's a target hidden in here somewhere.

I've been lucky in my previous rounds as Della has started me somewhere in the middle of the thread, so I always had a lot of pages full of pictures/videos ahead of me. This time I haven't been as lucky that plus my new target make it look like its going to be a long round

The first full night was difficult i could not help my mind from wandering to erotic thoughts and kept me up for a while. Then i woke up this morning I checked the forum and was rewarded with seeing my first target . This is getting increasingly difficult an am hoping for more post. Still enjoying the game very much.

blandrak wrote:This is getting increasingly difficult an am hoping for more post. Still enjoying the game very much.

165 people had a look at your last image post so far. Of these only two made their own posts with images since. This is what makes it increacingly difficult

So thank you blandrak for your contribution. Here's mine for today:

DellaRoss wrote:Goodmsn: so you want to cum do you? Well give me a suggest of how -giggles- I want something creative, seeing as how you have been doing so much of your offline twist( or so it seems from your reports)

Thanks for the opportunity Della. It was a long weekend with not much privacy. I refrained from my offline twist until I knew if it was ok to do after finding the 15th target. I did keep count and I am at 53. So, I guess the first part would be to complete those tasks.

I am not feeling particularly creative. I am much too submissive right now to assert what I want and feel awkward doing it, but I will do my best to come up with a few good ideas.

My first idea was to keep playing the game until I found my target again and then I could cum. But, I would have to mimic, as best as possible, the men in the pictures. However, that idea went up in flames when I saw this image:

Madden wrote:

Here are few ideas. I hope that you like them.

1) Chat - I haven't been active on the Milovana chat. I know that you enjoy your time there. It is outside my comfort zone, but one idea would be that I have to participate in some way there. However, I am not sure what happens there and I don't want to impose on others. The couple of times I went someone would ask for tasks and it appeared to frustrate others. So, while the idea is a bit thrilling, I wouldn't want to do it wrong and irritate others.

2) Cum Dessert - I could dish myself a bowl of ice cream and them hump it until I cum. I would then have to eat it. I am not sure if I would even be able to achieve an orgasm with cold. I guess I could use a different desert - cherry pie is a classic.

3) Shopping Trip - Shortly after completing my offline twist tasks I could go shopping at a lingerie store or adult toy store. I would have to buy something to use to masturbate and cum. Maybe a pair of panties. A small vibrator. A prostate massager. Not too expensive. I think the hard part would be staying calm.

4) Facial - Lay on my back, put my legs over my head, and cum on my face.

5) Anal Challenge - Ever since I tried milking I have craved anal. To prove how horny I am I could set a timer and try to cum in 20 minutes just from anal. Last time I did it took longer, but I would think it would be quicker this time. If I don't succeed maybe there is a punishment task or I continue with the game.

6) Challenge Modified - I would have to wear panties, garter, stockings, and a bra, under my clothes, and go to place where I was likely to encounter my offline twist. For every offline target I saw I would have to do my task, later, and I would get 30 seconds to complete the challenge in #5, or a different challenge. So, if I saw 40 of my twist I would get 20 minutes, after completing my tasks. Maybe the amount of time needs to be modified.

7) Humping - I have to complete the rest of my offline twist tasks by humping various objects - pillow, couch, chair, anything that isn't totally inappropriate. I can cum on the last one.

8) Air Humping - Get totally naked, hard, on my knees, and hump the air until I cum. If after 5 minutes, or a different length, I haven't cum, add an element - panties, butt plug, nighty, vibrator. See what takes me over the edge.

9) Water - Let the bath water run over my penis to see if I can cum. It would be interesting if it took a while and started to get cold.

Ok, once I started going it got easier to come up with ideas. Sorry for how long the post got. I do still feel weird asking for them. I do hope that you like them.

Goodman

Day 2: Kept myself busy for most of the day with video games. Nigh time is where i have the most struggles when i try to sleep my mind just tends to wander and keeps me hard constantly when im trying to sleep. I am still at one target and it just makes the frustration grow I feel by the time I reach 15 targets i will be a sniveling submissive puddle on the ground.

Madden wrote:. Last night I tried an experiment. I've been reading a lot about chastity devices, so when I got into bed, I slipped myself inside a toilet paper tube, using my underwear to hold it in place. I laid there thinking “this is no big deal” until the first twitch. The sensation of being gripped and touched all over soon caused a raging erection. Every time I woke up, I was rock hard. I cannot imagine living life locked up like that. I thought it would be something that would make it easier to not touch myself. Instead I think it is something that makes you want to touch more, while denying the ability to do so.

As I sit here and write this post, I am locked in chastity for Miss Della, and you are right when you say the presence of the cage is omnipresent. And it's absolute torture.....and I love it.

These three days of stroking have been the hardest (pun intended) of my life. Della, I thank you for the absolutely most perfect target you could have chosen. Perhaps it was a little too perfect, as I'll get to later in my report.





The first day, I went through two incredibly difficult pages, featuring four targets! By the third one, I was already feeling a little sore; and by the fourth, I was so turned on I couldn't fall asleep for hours.



The first target of my second day was frustrating in a way I hadn't even considered before. The picture didn't feature anything that turned me on (it involved characters from a cartoon). I tried stroking as hard as I could until my hand was sore, but I wasn't able to get anywhere close to edging. I apologize, Della, for not being able to meet the expectations of the game and I understand any punishment you give will be fair.



My third and final target of the second day was incredibly difficult. I could feel the tension of my previous edges all building up. I found myself almost begging myself to cum, but I did my best and stopped stroking for the rest of the day.



The third day was by far the most difficult (and had by far the most difficult target). After finding my first target and taking a break, my plan was to get to a second target then take a break for the day. Over the first two days I had gone through four pages and seen an astounding six targets. On this day, I went through seven pages of this glorious thread only to find two more targets.



I stroked as slow as I could control myself to, making sure not to go anywhere near the edge before seeing my next target.



When I finally encountered it, my jaw was to the floor. I was more turned on than I have been in years. I was edging almost immediately, and the intensity building up was easily five times more than it was last night.



I edged for as long as I could (about 10 minutes) and tried to catch my breath. I should have closed my browser, because as I stared into my target's eyes…



...I could feel my cock throb harder and harder...



...and even though I had stopped stroking well over a minute ago...



...I had the first ruined orgasm of my life



Miss Della, word cannot express how deeply ashamed and sorry I am for not being able to follow the rules of your amazing game twice within my short time here. I am inexperienced and I foolishly misjudged my limit. I so desperately want to stay though and I'm willing to do anything you wish to prove it. If you can find it in your heart to let me stay, I will be humbly awaiting your judgement before viewing the thread any more. I have been very bad and I can only hope you will allow me to continue playing.

DellaRoss wrote:Shy nerd: my usual punishment for ruins is not available to me at the moment for reasons I she'll keep my own. So what to do with you, -taps my lip- think... Think... Think. I suppose we shall just wipe out your total # of edges and start you back st 0

Thank you so much Della! I'm not sure if I want to know what the usual punishment is I hope this behavior was a one time ordeal.











Does anybody else like Olivia Munn? She used to be my main celebrity crush.







and I'll leave you with this:

DellaRoss wrote:Illtaket42: okay okay I get the hint I will try to post more

I would never dare to give you a hint in this manner. I'm sorry that you got that impression.

Although I enjoy every single one of your posts and look forward to what you may post for us in the near future the hint was meant for those players that were a bit shy on posting in the past. I hope this sort of player participation is in your interest,



Banquo hinted some time ago, that locking oneself up while taking part in your game may not find your approval Della. Would you please inform me of your rulings on this.

Day 44

My mind is blank, I don't know what to write....I stroked 668 times, with no target. I'm so far gone that I think playing every day from here on out might actually be easier than saving up for some serious stroking, I don't what the thing going off by accident.

Enjoy the pictures

Madden