The realisation

[Pahanauk]

This is my first story so please go gentle!

At work I used to have the occasional fantasy about Melissa, normally a domination fantasy whereby she would be in control of me somehow. I knew it would never happen and it was a bit of harmless fun in my head. She was the office manager and had power which caused the attraction with a bossy, aloof attitude and being quite strict on anyone bending or not following the rules, normally hers. She is the sort of woman who would cut you down viciously with a comment, email or look and you dare not try it again. At 5ft 9 with long dark hair and dark rimmed glasses, she was not unattractive but closer inspection showed well defined bone structure and a body which one could not quite make out from the attire but knew it would look good under the hood.
Occasionally she would come for after work drinks and be quite charming and funny in a group but then dismissive and demeaning if a one on one conversation started with any man. I must admit I enjoyed that side a little but wanted to know her more deeply but she had the knack of keeping you at arm’s length while giving just enough sexual hints to make any man just desire to know more. Any time while out I would try my hardest not to give off any clues as to my real feelings but she would push and probe just enough to make me think “does she know?” but this may have been my imagination. It became almost an obsession to know more about her so any time I heard her talking in the office my radar would be up and listening intently to the words while affirming my fantasies, getting jealous if she spoke to another man. It was beginning to become a problem as my waking hours would be a lot of thinking about scenarios. Then she left the company abruptly and all I heard was she had a disagreement with senior managers and told them where to go but the real word was she had another role and needed to leave quickly so engineered it. The impulses began to fade over time but I looked back on all the brief chats every now and again and asked, what if.

A few months later, I was out for drinks with a friend who was a senior in the company and was told that she was coming over to see him as she had a proposition about a job. Great I thought, maybe outside a work setting I could get to know her more and she may be more open. She and a friend turned up and we all exchanged pleasantries while talking about the old characters we used to work with as the drinks flowed. Then she started talking with my friend and basically turned her back and forcing a one on one conversation with Charlotte who I had never met before. Charlotte was a nice enough girl although a little aloof and we exchanged small talk before going into relationships and ideal partners and started becoming a bit heavier. My eyes were drifting towards her very well designed top showing just enough cleavage. Not too much or little, just enough to whet the appetite. She knew I was glancing and asked me if I would like a closer look later. Wow, how forward was that I thought and I was on a promise. I kept buying drinks and the flirting was reaching higher levels now but little did I know I was like a puppy dog being strung along as at closing time, she smiled, calmly moved her top down a slight bit more and said goodbye and said how easy I was to to pass the time as the conversation was dull. I stood there jaw dropped as she walked off in a sexy manner. Melissa laughed her head off as she saw me staring and was obviously clocking on to this all along. She then whispered in my ear in a sultry voice, enjoy your right hand tonight as that is all you are getting, following on with a delicious smirk which said it all. I went home and broke the skin on my cock from the amount of times I envisaged that scene alone and took myself through a number of scenarios these women could do to me.
The chance meet
About a month later I still thought about that scene now and again but had consigned it to history. The amount of stories I created one would think something more did really happen that night than being used for drinks and a light humiliation at the end of it. I was enthralled by it but it was all starting calm down. A non submissive man would have chased it up but being a cowardly internet warrior meant I did not have the pips to do that and would be extremely embarrassed but turned on and humiliated by more rejection.
However I was at my regular spin class and who should I see getting hot and sweaty opposite me but Charlotte. My cock electrified and I appeared to have found a whole new lease of energy reserves and really attacked the bike. She lived a good 5 miles away I thought so why she was at this class I had no idea. I nodded to her but she did not respond. How rude I thought so after the class I scooted over to her as she was leaving.
“Hi, how are you?”
“Sorry do I know you”
“We met the other month, you were with Melissa”
“Hmmm. Ah yes, I vaguely remember that what’s your name again”
I said my name and got a bit tongue tied thinking of all the fantasies I have had previously
“Err so what are you doing over here?”
“My local club is being refurbished and this is part of the chain”
An awkward silence ensued as I thought what to say next and she stared intensely, sensing my discomfort.
“Ah ok. W w would you like a drink” I blurted it out in a very weak manner and Charlotte carried on staring straight into my soul for what seemed like an eternity
“Now why would I want a drink with you” She inquired, not in a menacing way but looking for a response. I was stuck now
“Because I’m buying and we had fun the last time” I said, more as a question
She paused for ages then said “Fun you say, do not really remember that but Ok, 7pm tonight at the crown and anchor round my way, not a minute late or I am gone”
“Ok will be there, look forward to it”
I knew the area she lived but did not ask so she must have known I was paying serious attention during our drink and she must have remembered me which was a good sign but does not add up with the initial response. My brain in overdrive now as I am walking on clouds thinking I will get laid while hoping deep down I may get to indulge my fantasies a little also somewhere down the road.
The Drink
I arrived at the pub at 6.50 and Charlotte was not there as expected. I ordered a drink and found a seat in the corner for two which seemed nice and out of the way. 7 went, 7.10,7.20. Still no sign, had she not seen me? Had I not seen her? Had she been teasing me? Then 7.35 she walked in and saw me so walked straight over and sat down. Wearing a just above the knee length skirt, and a shirt which was just transparent enough to see a low cut bra with buttons undone just enough for a glimpse of that lovely cleavage, her blonde wavy locks down to shoulder height and blue eyes were a sight to behold. Maybe carrying a few extra pounds but it all looked firm enough and I was certain I was getting lucky tonight.
“Hi, how are you going”
“I would be better with a drink, large Chablis for me” she responded matter of fact
No greeting or please, this sort of annoyed me but still a sense of liking this girl prevailed. Laws of attraction in action I thought and dutifully went for her wine.
I rushed off and returned and she took a sip, looked at me and said nothing. This was not going to be easy and put me on edge but this met with previous encounters.
I managed to get some small talk going and we both seemed to relax and then out of the blue she hit me with it.
Crossing her legs and resting her chin on her fist she stared like a laser and asked “What do you think of female domination”
“What” I said incredulously but not very convincing.
“You heard” she responded, still staring intently
I shuffled in my chair and readjusted as my cock sprang to life at these words.
“err, I think all women should be treated equally” was all I could muster. I was shaking a little at this point and my brain was in overdrive. All those fantasies and it’s just got real with a major player in these fantasies running the show.
“I am not sure what you mean” I stumbled as I looked down and went red”
She smirked and then readjusted before I felt her bare foot stroking around my cock area.
“Seeing as you cannot put a sentence together we will let this do the talking shall we” she responded calmly
I was a mess, what was happening here? I am still to cowardly to admit what I really want even though it’s on a plate.
“It’s OK, I can see it’s your first time for real. I will go easy on you if you want to take this further”
“I I i have never really thought about this female domination” I stupidly said. She let out a loud laugh that had others looking and said “Really, I think the lie detector down there begs to differ” I was like a rock now and we both knew what was going on. Charlotte was in total control forcing me to admit to hidden desires that I have never ever told anyone. Most men would have played the game but us submissive guys feel embarrassed and humiliated which turns us on further.
“OK, we get a taxi back to yours and we will indulge in some light play for starters then if we like it, later we can go a bit deeper”
“How light are we talking here” I stumbled, basically admitting what we both knew.
“Oh just a bit of fun you know, and I know you know, something like a bit of light humiliation maybe I tease you for a while before getting you off. I may even tie you to your bed and have my wicked way. Sound like fun?”
“Hell yeah” I said feeling much more confident in this situation now but still fearful that my inner desires are being spoken about. This is exactly what I am looking for, a bit of light play with a lovely lady to guide me through it. Oh have the dick thinks for the brain in these situations.
“OK lets finish this drink and then we get a cab to yours”
Charlotte changed the subject to trivial matters but she knew where I was, away with the fairies in dreamland and her drink seemed to take ages to go down.
The home
Through the front door I took her coat and asked Charlotte if she would like a beverage. She wanted another wine which I duly got her. I wasn’t sure how to start the proceedings so to speak so we sat and chatted about houses although I still had only one thing on my mind. She sat very, legs showing and shirt now loose of another button and was talking calmly before.
“OK, down at my feet”
“Eh”
“NOW” she snapped
I didn’t need telling twice and moved into a crouch position.
“Do you want to serve me?”
“Yes Mistress” I responded meekly
“Ah mistress eh, you are a good pet. But to call me Mistress you have to earn the right”
“look up at me”
I looked up from my crouching position and could see her power looking down on me with pleasure. This was an amazing feeling and a real power exchange like I had read in numerous stories which seemed to last for ages but was probably seconds. I shall never know. All I know is that it was on a completely different level, almost subconscious.
“Now upstairs, we are going to have a little fun like you wanted”
Now upstairs in my bedroom “Strip for me, do it slowly and seductively” she ordered. This felt really embarrassing as it was very silent as she stared while sitting on my bed. I tried to do it but kept getting told to slow down, wiggle my hips, be like a woman “it shouldn’t be hard for you”. Eventually naked I was ordered to lie down on the bed and my cock was caressed to numerous edges expertly being stopped just before the point of no return.
“You do like this don’t you” she laughed
“Yes very much so”
“Well to stop you getting too excited, I may have to secure you, do you think you are ready for that” Silly question really, I was ready for anything as I was in a different world all together.
Two sets of cuffs came out of her bag and I willingly let her cuff me. Charlotte was still fully dressed but as she reached across me to secure my left wrist to the metal frame it was driving me crazy. Another edge and I was in heaven, or nearly. She then got up and walked out of the room. What is going on. I could hear the steps on the wooden floor and slow clips as she returned carrying my laptop.
“Now Pete, or should I call you peewee Pete” she laughed. “Shall we have a look at what your real fetishes are. I have a very good idea of what they are but need to confirm.” Shit I thought. The amount of dodgy fantasy stuff I have looked up on there she will have a field day. I had a strange feeling of it going to far but not wanting it to stop.
“Now looking at the way you stripped off for me so willingly and the way you handled those edges, I would say Orgasm denial and CFNM are way up the list. Also the way you took crap off me that night we were out means you do not mind being humiliated either. I see titch is in accordance” she giggled. She was right and she knew it. My cock was like a steel rod now and desperate for relief although the control was amazing but this all seemed quite in order for what was discussed.
“Now Pete, lets have a look. Hmm yes I thought I was right about those but what of the others.”
Charlotte then proceeded to spend 20 minutes looking at my browser history and links and appeared to be sending emails.
As if reading my mind she said “I am just checking my own mail and sending a few things, hope you don’t mind. Oh course you don’t while you are tied up with something else she laughed”
“ Now we are talking, Chastity belts. Hmmmmmm” She said going into her own fantasy world.
“I think we are going to explore this in the very near future”
“Please let me out Mistress, Please”
“Seeing as your cock does all the thinking, I think it should also do all the talking”. With that she took off her panties and stuffed them in my mouth. They were soaking which got me even more turned on as I like nothing better than a woman getting off on my suffering and something told me I was about to be very turned on soon.

After about 30 minutes I was starting to get a bit worried now. It had been quite a while and I was unsure of this situation as Charlotte appeared more business like trawling through my laptop.
I tried to say something but it was just muffled
Giving my cock a few strokes she replied “You will be released all in good time my dear peewee” reading my mind while reading the laptop also.
My balls were grabbed hard making me gasp. “I don’t want to hear a peep out of you until asked. Remember I know all your dirty little secrets now which would not go down to well with your friends and work colleagues I would imagine” she responded menacingly.
I was getting really worried now. Although I got off on this the fear was kicking in a bit and I started going limp.
“Good I thought you would never calm down” Charlotte said with a pleased look and reached into her bag. “You know what this is don’t you.”
I knew full well it was a chastity belt and nodded. “Would you like to try it on. It would only be for a couple of hours and I know how much you like the idea looking at your web history. If you do this I will release you from the cuffs and let you out of the belt by the morning “
She took the panties out and i replied “just a few hours and I am out in the morning. What choice do I have”
“None really I suppose” she giggled. “but ff course, I just said the morning it didn’t I” she purred “And you will enjoy it I promise”
My brain was now overloaded. Desperate to cum and living a fantasy, no way was I going to say no and what harm could it do for a few hours.
Charlotte left the room and returned with a bag of frozen peas, placing it strategically and I shrunk quite quickly. She then fitted the device slowly and methodically. She was looking at my reaction at every opportunity with her having a look of pleasure and power. Grabbing for the peas now and again when I did get excited, she revelled in this predicament I was in. Charlotte then showed me the lock, inserted it and took out the key, resting it in her bra which got me an attempt at a hard on straight away.
“One click away from trying it out, how does it feel?”
“Fantastic but scary” I replied telling the truth.
Click and it was on.
Charlotte then went from the room for 10 minutes or so and I started panicking again.
When she returned she cuddled me and said how amazing I looked before removing the cuffs.
“No clothes tonight as I like you just the way you are” It was about 2am now but I found I was wide awake. Charlotte started discussing telling me about past experiences which was driving me crazy then would return to general chit chat about my life then around 5am said “bedtime”.
We both went to my room and Charlotte snuggled into me under the duvets forcing my cramped cage to fill further causing pain. “Goodnight my little slave. I would give you some action but I can see its looking a little cramped at the mo” she smiled and she turned over.
“Can you let me out for a while please” I pleaded.
“I am too tired now, ask in the morning”
I was due to be let out in the morning I thought. It was blooming morning. I was raging now and desperate for action and realised what a cage actually does. All my reading said I should be able to be handle it but when living a fantasy and then getting caressed by a naked woman would send anyone mad. My head was losing all logic, or any that I had.
No sleep at all for me so kept checking if Charlotte was awake. About 10am she stirred and cuddled me again.
“Time to let me out Charlotte” I said desperately
“”hmmm, I was thinking about that and think you should do a full day in it. This may be your only chance to experience one properly so I feel I should make it a good experience for you”
“But you said in the morning!” I belted out.
“OK then, but I will have to cuff you as I have had boys go crazy on me when unlocked.”
“OK OK whatever please get it off”
Now cuffed again she straddles my chest.
“So you want out huh. You didn’t really ask nicely did you” she says aggressively
“But you said you would let me out in the morning”
“I didn’t say which morning now did I” was the stern answer
“Please can I get out of this Charlotte ” I begged, nearly crying
“I think you are really enjoying this you know. After knowing your habits I think that this is what you wanted and needed”
“Please Charlotte, can I get out of this” I repeated
“If you do another day I will make it worth your while. I will give you the most amazing Orgasm you have ever had”
“I would like one now please”
Then with puppy eyes she said “If you do this for me you will have sex on tap for as long as you want it. If not you will not see me again like this, that is for sure”
Now this got me thinking. She was an extremely sexy girl and what harm would another day do if I got regular from her. Her soft white skin felt so smooth and I so much wanted to be inside her at this point but to have a regular thing with this dominant woman would be amazing. A thought in my mind said she is playing me but I so much wanted to believe it was genuine as she was willing to let me out if I said no.
“Don’t you enjoy our little game. I have loved every second and seeing the way you strain at that cage, I suspect you do also.” There was no denying it, I loved being dominated and denied
“Just one day you say. So tomorrow morning I will be released”
“11am on the dot”
“Ok I accept.”
A massive smile appeared on her face. “Do you know how happy I am about that” was the statement rather than a question
“Yes I am enjoying this also. Any chance of relief before we start again” She looked at me and smirked while shaking her head.
“Right then I have to go home” she said putting her clothed on and picking up her bag
“Eh, cant you stay the day, I thought that was the plan”
“I have things to do my little locked up frustrated boy. My number is in your phone and you have my email now. I may see you tonight if you are lucky she said, unlocking my cuffs ”
Shit, I hadn’t even realised I have no idea where her house is but I do have contact details and she does seem genuine.
She wiggled that ass to all affect in her heels on her exit from the room. What a passing shot.

The next stage
After numerous phone calls and emails which were of the one way variety, I get a text about 9pm. “Ok OK, I am getting fed up with your whining. Here is the address, you will be unlocked if you come here. Cant wait to see you again pet and will end your suffering. This was great. It sounded like I would be let out although still had that nagging feeling I wouldn’t and serving this amazing woman could not be that bad. I could now be in a proper femdom relationship, discussing my fantasies and enacting them as she now knows all my little fetishes and I could be honest with Charlotte.
I was to go there Sunday morning around 11am which caused another night of agony and hardly any sleep with all sorts of potential scenarios going on in my mind. This coupled with Charlotte sending sexy poses and suggestions of the pleasure ahead if I hang in there, like I have a choice in the matter, I was raging come morning and caught the bus to Charlottes ultra early to make sure I was there on time.
Arriving at the house and my heart was going crazy as well as my brain. This was a buzz like no other and part of me enjoyed it. I walk up to the door and everything starts to go so fast. Just the act of ringing the doorbell takes a number thoughts and all logic is going out of the windows. Finally I press the bell.
Nothing. 5 minutes and absolutely no movement. Then the door opened.
“Pete, What the F*ck are you doing here at my house”
It was Melissa of all people. I nearly passed out.
“Err, I was looking for Charlotte?” I replied sheepishly
“She does not live here, I DO. Now what are you doing here!”
This is not a great turn of events. Either she knows and is playing me or she doesn’t and I have been well and truly setup. Neither is a good place to be.
“Err Ch Charlotte gave me this address to see her.”
“You have been seeing Charlotte” she said coldly and in a disbelieving manner
“Umm yes” I lied
“You must tell me more, I cannot believe she would see an idiot like you but I am really curious now. Come in and explain yourself”
I enter the house and see she is wearing a tightish floral dress showing off those curves perfectly. The hem is about a hand width above the knee and those great legs are bare.
“Take a seat so we can discuss further” which was more of an order than an offer
She takes a seat in the sofa opposite and crosses her legs to the side showing more than enough thigh to get me straining against the cage and causing a sharp shift forward.
“ Now why would Charlotte give you my address I wonder? I think you need to explain further”
This was awful. I went bright red just thinking about what I was going to say.
“Has she has left something for me here”
“No. She has not told me about it and its my house although she did drop round some girly stuff yesterday. Do prey tell what such this item could be as I doubt it will be make up or women’s clothing. Unless you into that of course” She laughed
It’s really hard to think now and all those emotions are overloading my brain. This is not a time for politics as I have not the guile or skill to match this super sexy woman in normal conditions let alone now.
“Shall we call her” I meekly respond
“No, I want to know what you need now”
“A a a a Key”
“A key to what” she responds staring intently
She bends closer to me as she asks. My dick is straining and my brain going at 100 miles an hour. I feel so strange
I blurt out “A chastity belt”
“You have to unlock a chastity belt? How funny. Yours I take it. I knew she wouldn’t see a clown like you and I was wondering why she gave my address, this is too funny for words. Cant wait to tell the guys back at the old place” she replies.
“Please please don’t Melissa. I will do anything”
“Anything eh? And how long have you been in this belt?” she says, changing the subject back
“Since Friday night” I respond, head down and speaking in low embarrassed tones
“Look at me”
I look her in the eye and the demeanour has changed to bitch like in the office.
“OK so you want the key to a chastity belt. And I may know where this key is apparently. If I was to tell you I know where this key might be, would you play fair with me?
Fair!!! This is nothing like fair.
“I am not sure I believe you know where it is” I say, not having a clue either way.
“Oh I think I do. And Charlotte told me if you popped round to take you to the keyholder if I so please. Do you want me to do that or do you want to stay as you are, in chaste straining against that cage when I have the power to release you? And I will make sure everytone you work with knows. Trust me Charlotte has delegated this task to me totally and I am going to have some fun before we go get your precious key. Capiche”
Sh1t I thought. I thought I was being played but now I know. What choices do I have.
Before I have a chance to say anything
“Strip. All I want to see if that belt and your naked ass”
“Please Melissa”
“Please. If you want to please me, which you really will want to, then get out of those clothes NOW”
I realise I have no choice but to do what Melissa says. She stares with a stern controlling look but can see she is enjoying this deep down. I start taking off my shoes and socks quickly and am told to slow down and make it slow and seductive, just like Charlotte did. This is extremely embarrassing as I am guided through dancing my clothes off with authorative, matter of fact commands and before I know it I am completely naked bar a cage which is bursting at the scenes.
“Now, I think it suits you like this and you will soon get used to it. The first rule of this mine is to always be naked on my property. Now lets go and get that key. The car is out the front.”
“Can I get dressed again?”
“Did you not hear my rule. The car is my property, and the footpath is my property. What are you t be on my property at all times?”
“Naked”
“Yes naked no COME ON, we cant keep people waiting”
People! Oh dear this is spiralling out of control now. How many and who.
We get to the door and I feel the chill but more the fear. I do not know anyone around here but how humiliating to be walked naked to the car. We get to the car.
“Oh dear I forgot the keys. You wait here while I get them”
“Pleas...”
“WAIT THERE OR ELSE YOU WILL BE LOCKED OUT”
No way. I am now standing on a residential street completely naked bar a chastity cage while Melissa gets the keys she deliberately forgot. I start to strain against the cage in fear hoping no one comes past.

To be continued.

[SexualChoc]

very high believably
good reality factor
well written!

[Pahanauk]

Thanks for the kind words. Much appreciated