Mercy or Merci ?

[SexualChoc]

Well it has been a few days since I posted last
Real life has been- well terrible
I have been scrambling for work
So I have been otherwise occupied.

It has been at least five days since my last orgasm
(I have kinda lost track what with all the chaos)
Today I only started off with a single edge
but I did a real slow build up to it.
I am currently running around without my CB
only because I am in training for the job
and until I know it well enough I won't be wearing one
Honestly, I miss it and wish I could wear it.
Sigh.
Anyway will report more anouther time, perhaps day
staying busy at work keeps me paid but otherwise occupied.
grabbing a miute to write is not as easy as it was before.

[SexualChoc]

Again it's been a few days since my last post
Oh well.
Found a nice site for Heroine in distress
http://www.superheroinecentral.com/mrx/xpage/xblm.htm

I have loaded up a lot of Hentai porn pics
and put them on shuffle
while I stroke and edge

Today I started at med then went slow until I hit my first edge then
because I love the pictures so much I did 10 fast edges with short breaks inbetween
took a minute break
did a medium build using my drippings as lube
and did anouther 10 edges

God I want to cum so bad, it has been several days.
Good news, I can wear my chastity cage at work
I am still in training and amm now working 12 hours Thurs, Fri, and Sat.
I will post as I am able on the days of work
Well Typing this out took 2 minutes
So I am going to try for one more set of at least 10 before the cage goes on.

[SexualChoc]

Oh the wicked mind of my mistress

Alright I am on a new challenge
I keep my metal cock ring on
http://www.stockroom.com/Lockable-Cock-Ring-P1801.aspx
Smallest size, 1 1/2 in around my base
And then edge

AHH!
OMG is this difficult!
first knowing when I'm edging and then staying very hard (and blue)
for a bit afterwards
I did 10 edges today

I also have now on my shuffle of Hentai porn
a few the pictures have instructions for me.
Usually just slow or fast stroking instructions
but Last night I was unlucky enough to get the -give me 20 edges- slide
(I have one with 5, anouther 10, and 15, and 20)
Well I had already done 4 edges when I hit it.
And I am teasing myself with the cock ring (up's the difficulty levle quite a bit)
So I carefully did my 20 edges with breaks, took me about 2 and half hours.

I have a serious case of blue balls

Tell ya what, if someone posts a tease with stroking/edging (no cbt plz)
I'll do it. Please post the link to the tease.
Oh I still can't cum, but I REALLY want to!

[SexualChoc]

Well I am now wearing BOTH of my metal cock cages
(See link in post just before this one)
I had also purchased a 2 in. ring

I found I really don't need a cock cage with this set up.
Why? because the squeezing around the base
gives me very little play when i'm hard. I HAVE to use lube
when I stroke and I can only stroke half the shaft.
Also when I swell, I am squeezed against the rings
so Cumming is very, very difficult.
Edging is well excruciateling frustrating and easy
Once I am hard it often takes only a few strokes with two fingers (or even one)
to get to an edge.
I did a total of 10 edges today
After the first two I was able to edge with just five strokes.
I can not discribe how frustrating it feels.
I am soo hard it is actually a bit painful.
I really, REALLy want to cum
but it is easier to edge.
I am going to cautiously expierement more but I suspect I can actully go one or two strokes past an edge
and STILL no cum (because of the squeezing)

I am not sure if anyone is following this Thread
Send me a PM, please?

[SexualChoc]

Well I am working lot's of hours so time is short for typing
suffice it to say I am bruised from Yesterdays Double Metal cock cage wearing
Like actual black and blue bruise.

Ah the things I do for kink.

So today no CB
and just a single edge this morning.

[SexualChoc]

Well I have a nice red line, not quite a scar (I hope)
but definetly a red area on my dick from yseterday, the bruising isn't as bad as
I though.

I was able to get 5 edges this morning before work
And 30 edges after Work this evening.

I want to cum soo bad,
I was able to firgure out how to stroke without hurting myself.
Hopefully no lasting scars.

I now have quite a collection of x-rated Hentai/Menga
and even posted some of the femdom style drawing on Xhamster

Still without an orgasm, when was tha last time anyway?

[SexualChoc]

Well fellow Milovanians
My wife/ Mistress has finnaly
given me a target denail date
I have been instructed not allowed to orgasm until
mid January, I don't know the date!

I am going to have to get a chastity ticker!
Yes thats 2 months from now/

Previous best 2 weeks.

Wish me luck
I also will be recieving OD instruction

Now you all may not care- now but genreally
When I am doing denial I tend to get more creative
so I hope to have a tease (or several) out before then.
More detials will be posted on my forum post Merci or Mercy
which I have been trying to keep updated.

PS. I know how tio get a chastity ticker but am not sure how to add it to my Regular posts.

[SexualChoc]

I did 20 edges
the first 6 I did with my typical shuffle of Hentai Porn
did 3 more to an Xhamster video
took a break
and watched more of the same video
doing 5 more edges.
Took anouther break
and finished up with 6 Edges.

[SexualChoc]

Well I am not working today
so I may edit this post or even post more than once.
This morning I did 15 edges without a break
while watching:
http://xhamster.com/movies/453387/despe ... nchen.html
My balls are soo Blue.
I wish I could do my CB today but I still have a small nick
on my dick from my ealier fun.
After a few hours I did 10 more edges to this hot video
http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=335326265
And anouther break of several hours
and did 10 more edges to:
http://xhamster.com/movies/452267/japan ... anami.html
really wish I could wear my CB about now.

[SexualChoc]

Well, Good News
I am finnally healed from my earlier escapades
so I can go back in Chastity

Today I did 5 then 7 then 5 edges this morning
Usually looking at my Hentai picture shuffle.
I also read some orgasm denial stories
Got very close to orgasm about 3 times.
Whe I am soo glad I can lock myself up today because
I want to CUM very Baddly!

I am agian willing to do a tease if someone posts
again no CBT please, and of course no orgasm.

I have been encouraged to write a tease base on my Pyramid tease
that my mistress does with me
am already 70 pages into it. Not sure when it will get finished or how many 'steps' of the pyramid I will do before I publish.

Am locked up today! Whew.
Just before bed I did an edge while in my Chastity belt
Watching:
http://xhamster.com/movies/455788/the_g ... _ep_1.html
And using lot's of lube so I could stroke with my chastity belt.
Did just one like this (it's fun and painful) not sure if I could orgasm in my belt,
and well can't even try to find out, until much, much later.

[SexualChoc]

This morning I did 15 edges
in a row ( only short breaks)
while watching:
http://xhamster.com/movies/455803/the_g ... final.html
I got very close to cumming on edge number 7
I'm going to wear my CB the rest of the day
I wore it last nigt (usually don't)
Woke up sqeezed by my morning hard on
I actually wanted to wake up early.
The pain was tolerable, perhaps I am getting more used to it

After a break I did this tease:
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showflash.php?id=9823

Ended up with three edges, had to take off the ties a little early, haven't tried this kind of tease often
and it was getting quite painful.

I took a long break and then did 15 edges to:
http://xhamster.com/movies/455720/xtra_credit_ep_1.html
I am dripping so bad, my head swimming, still.. no.. orgasm

Again, ran out grabbed luch, did errands (food shopping)
returned and did 10 more edges.
Just counted it up, did 40 edges today
no wonder I am so close to orgasm. AHHHH!! Gasp, gasp
still orgasm free

[SexualChoc]

Well i have a 12 hour work day so less time to play
However I was able to get in 10 quick edges
this morning

I am dripping a lot, was dripping after the first edge,
probably all the fun I had yesterday
My balls are very, very full.
Going without my CB
I have to stand most of the time at work
and my CB is quite heavy
it get's painful after several hours
So at least for today I am going without.

[SexualChoc]

Well this morning I did 15 quick edges
with short breaks in between to:
http://xhamster.com/movies/455784/london_3.html
After the third edge I was able to edge with very few strokes.
It was delisous and yet so difficult not to explode
I can feel my balls which seem huge
Ah well, off to work anouthe 12 hours
again no CB

[SexualChoc]

Well dispite various distractions
I still accomplished 25 edges in one set (No long breaks in between, just short)
Most of them done to this video:
http://xhamster.com/movies/458119/booby_life_ep_1.html

Sigh, Still orgasm free.
Groan.

[SexualChoc]

Well as punishmet for posting a tease to early
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showflash.php?id=9824

I asked to be given a tease to do as punishment
Dtspam was 'kind' enough to obligate me.
My mistress enjoyed watching me do:
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showflash.php?id=9175

Holding an Edge?
Arrrrrgggghhhhh!
OMG was that difficult!
I was able to hit my second edge after holding the first one with just 10 strokes on myself!
And then holding the second edge? AHH! AHH!
I may try the perfect edge tease later on today

Gasp gasp
Now I REALLY want to cum
Thanks Dtspam!
My mistresss was most Amused!