Femdom and discipline

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Femdom and discipline

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Beyond the exitement of not knowing if you can cum or not.

Which I feel most if not all of us on this site enjoy.

I use femdom as a form of discipline.

For example:-

I must do this, or I don’t get a chance to cum.

Or I must not do that, or I’m denied.

Things like smoking less cigarettes.

Keeping up with regular practice of things I’m trying to learn.

In my case, juggling and the electric piano.

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I have made my own flash teases using two different girls (mistresses).

I downloaded all their sets of photographs years ago and belive it or not I have remained faithful to them ever since.

They are both the kind of “model” that refuses to relinquish their panties.

I only have tantalizingly vague knowledge of their perfect vaginas.

They control my smoking.

For example:-

I call up my mistresses image on my ipad and I ask:-

“Please mistress, may I have a cigarette”

I ask with respect.

Then I roll a dice.

If it’s one or two I can’t smoke a cigarette and I have to wait another half hour to ask my mistresses permission again.

Stuff like that.

I am required to present myself, three times a week.

Naked, on my knees, with legs spread wide, genital area cleanly shaven, before one of my mistresses at precisiely 8.30PM.

I get in the shower around 8.10.

It’s like a date.

Except for after the shower I don’t put on my flashiest threads………

I shave every hair within a two foot radius of my balls and penis

Get everything clean and exposed.

Soaping up making everything clean, thinking:-

“If her beauty gives me a heart attach tonight, the morticians will recieve a corpse needing no preparation”.

Cos sloppy hygene would show disrespect.

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Discipline.

For example:-

I’m trying to learn this new trick in my juggling.

I put an image of my mistress in front of me.

I strip naked and wield my tennis balls.

Mistress says:-

"Do this trick three times in a row, without fucking up, for five days in a row and I will let you cum.

Go! I will allow you only a certain amount of time to please me.

And the exitement of racing against the clock with her looking at you.

Desparately trying to get the move right for the pleasure that she will allow you, and dropping balls all over the place.

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I am required to eat my cum.

It’s a sign of respect for her beauty and her authority over me.

When she says:-

“SWALLOW”

And I comply.

I feel that we have both respected our bargains.

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And at 8.30PM precisely I click the play button on the flash tease and I say:-

“Thank you mistress for being my mistress.

Thank you for being so beautiful.

Thank you for allowing me to kneel naked before you.

Please may I stroke my cock”

And I stroke my cock until it is hard and them I am caught.

Mesmerized by her beauty.

And she tells me to edge and stop and edge and stop and edge and stop until I have to be very careful I stop in time.

She has me exausted, alternately smiling at me, encouraging me on.

And looking at me like she has decided already that I don’t deserve to cum and that she prefers tonight to smack my balls hard just for the hell of it.

Just because she can.

And then she says:-

"Now is the time.

Thrust your hips slowly.

I want you to repeat over and over again.

Please Mistress, please don’t let me cum.

When you get to the edge, press the button and I will tell you your fate.

And the way it is currently set up, two times out of three its:-

“Sorry, not tonight.

Or.

“I think I want you to stay blue.”

Or.

“It’s not your lucky night”.

Or.

“STOP TOUCHING IT! YOU’RE NOT ALLOWED TO CUM!

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One time out of three it is:-

“You have my permission to cum”/

And then it’s all:-

“Ooooh!

Thank you Mistress. Thank you Mistress. Thank you Mistress. Thank you Mistress. Thank you Mistress”.

And as that subsides you are left, naked, on your knees legs spread wide, facing your mistress over a black ceramic hexagonal plate splattered with large white dollops of cum.



Well I don’t know about your mistresses but mine are quite strick.

It is compulsory that my cum ends up in my stomach.

She makes me lick it up and hold it in my mouth.

Naked, legs spread wide, arms crossed behind my back staring at her beauty.

Sometimes with my nipples clamped.

Until she gives me permission to swallow.

It’s like a holy sacrament.

When I swallow I reaffirm my desire and willingness to obey her.
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Re: Femdom and discipline

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Interesting. I use Milovana and all its different channels to help me quit smoking as well as other unhealthy things in my life. I wont tlist them all but its a really good outlet for some otherwise very unpleasant feelings. Thanks for all your efforts. :love: Samantha :love:
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